Why Is It Necessary To Be "good" From The Eyes Of Society?

Language is really very hard things to learn. In these 17 years after birth, I could not learn neither Bangla nor English well. Even in these days, I struggle with the meaning of every words. English is a foreign language. So, it's natural we will be weak (though we were learning it for 13 years. I mourn for the energy to learn English i gave in the wrong way). But in case of Bangla too, i always stuck in the meanings. Firstly, words have different meaning in different areas. Ok, this problem can be solved in some extent by defining a standard meaning. But later the most struggling factor comes, how the people are taking the words and definitions from their perspective. Maybe I am using a word which I am using from my perspective but whom I am telling, he/she is getting the meaning from his/her perspective. This results in misunderstanding. Oh! How to deal with it! And this modern era has made it more critical because of virtual medias. In face to face talking, we can get some hints by seeing expressions, eye movement and face recognitions. But in social media, chatting platform, the problem become worse. Most of the people don't want to change their prospective. They always think from their way. Yeah, maybe they learnt to see the word from another vision. To cope with this world, i think it's more important to try to understand what is going on and then to react. Then it comes what does 'understanding' mean? I think it means to change own perspective. Understanding an idea means to think the idea from different dimensions, to question the idea from different dimensions and it's a continuous process. I know i will not be effective in my communication overnight. I don't want to do so. Just what I want is people will not react suddenly after hearing or seeing something, it's necessary to change the way to see and then to react. If it is possible, then it's important to try to think what others are saying, why they are saying and how will you take that in. I wish I could understand the world better.

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I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!

  It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.

To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.

Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)

I suddenly felt there is nothing to lose. If you fail, you can try again. You can be self - taught. You can support yourself. Books will not deceive you. You will not deceive books too.

You can see my another dead blog @ssrasha​

Look, when your focus changes, your view of perceiving beauty also changes!

An evening in DSP.

“If you do not find yourself a galaxy, it is not so bad to find yourself a star.”

It's true.

May is ending! Happy tumblr birthday ! We probably started at May or first June. How have we been this to this site for 5 years? 2019 to 2023 ? I was here when I was 16 and I am going to be 21 this year, how time flies!!! Anyway, we spent a lot time in tumblr. And do you know? Even though I felt like it was a waste of time at moments, I realise now. It was one of the greatest thing we have done together(kinda). How are you? I hope you see this after 1 month or two this is how this ask is going to be fun! Suppose you're talking to me and then you see huh! A ask from anika?!! Hahaha. I love tumblr.com and who we were back then.

Madam, I am active in tumblr than ever before :> Like 5 YEARS? WHATTT I can see that Rasha in me still tho - growth happened but something is yet same. WHAT I MISS EXTREMELY is sending you my wholesome(?) gibberish writing and you actually reading them. Noone is there anymore like that LOL

Memories consume like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more than any time before

I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to…

Source: LyricFind

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