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Good days don't come often

Never imagined I can get too much organised in my own life. Though I could not be productive and organised in my study and sometimes I don’t cherish so, I woke up at 6 am- did yoga and exercise- cooked some hard dishes! That was impossible once. This time my visit in the roof was so awesome.  Though the tomato flower is small, it’s so cute!  Look at the cat sitting on another roof! 

The hardest thing ever is to stay in one path!

This time when every single second is precious for my life, it is not wise to be in depression. But unfortunately, mind does not hear any logic. Every person has to undergo different circumstances in his/her life. To merge all of them in a queue is really difficult. We always said not to regret for our past. But when time comes to compete, aren’t some running ahead for getting known to some information,for getting guidelines, for getting better environment? So, how to beat these unequal competitions? Where someone gets extra opportunities, someone not. Innate talent isn’t in our hand. We should not think about that. But what about giving effort in right way? Some can't choose their goal. Some choose their goal but don't get proper guidelines. Maybe they are giving their best but in wrong way. At last, they are failed. Some know their goals,know right paths to go but don't know how to follow the paths. In this funny world, some get opportunities but don't work with those. Some mourn for opportunities. Some have potential but none to guide them. Some know all guidelines but don't have potential. Why these unequal stuffs are going on in the whole world? And in which path will I go? I know every path is uncertain. But I have no problem with uncertainty. I have problem with regrets. I hardly saw any people who don't regret for their life. In this time of adolescence, to choose own idol is really hard. And also why will I go after mob? Why will i not go? I have none to answer me. When I ask someone, the common answer- "Why can't you think normal things? Can't you follow the normal paths?"

And my normal question - what's normal now anyhow?

And I wanna do physics major.

How to set a goal and reach it, i don't know.

আমি হাটঁতে ভুলে গেছি।

And in those days, present was not good. But past is good.

Fro i needed a push. And you gave it. :))) <<<333. It is working well!!