Any Quote Please.

This time when every single second is precious for my life, it is not wise to be in depression. But unfortunately, mind does not hear any logic. Every person has to undergo different circumstances in his/her life. To merge all of them in a queue is really difficult. We always said not to regret for our past. But when time comes to compete, aren’t some running ahead for getting known to some information,for getting guidelines, for getting better environment? So, how to beat these unequal competitions? Where someone gets extra opportunities, someone not. Innate talent isn’t in our hand. We should not think about that. But what about giving effort in right way? Some can't choose their goal. Some choose their goal but don't get proper guidelines. Maybe they are giving their best but in wrong way. At last, they are failed. Some know their goals,know right paths to go but don't know how to follow the paths. In this funny world, some get opportunities but don't work with those. Some mourn for opportunities. Some have potential but none to guide them. Some know all guidelines but don't have potential. Why these unequal stuffs are going on in the whole world? And in which path will I go? I know every path is uncertain. But I have no problem with uncertainty. I have problem with regrets. I hardly saw any people who don't regret for their life. In this time of adolescence, to choose own idol is really hard. And also why will I go after mob? Why will i not go? I have none to answer me. When I ask someone, the common answer- "Why can't you think normal things? Can't you follow the normal paths?"

And my normal question - what's normal now anyhow?

I didn’t roar, I will

I didn’t say anything. That doesn’t mean I will not. I respected you.

I didn’t argue last time that does not mean I am a coward. I didn’t think it was necessary to do that.

Sometimes being silent is a rigorous way to challenge.

I didn’t try to do something that does not mean I will not be able to do.

To judge persons easily is a trait of human being. But maybe i did not have any wishes, i did not have enough information, i did not have enough reasons to fight. That’s why I lagged. I needed some time to recover that's why i lagged. But the recovery time can't eat the big picture of life.

I promise you will see - I CAN ROAR.

I added some more!

My tiny collection of books.

একজন নুবের বই সংগ্রহের প্রচেষ্টা।

বহু কষ্টএর পরে এসব বই সংগ্রহ করতে সক্ষম হইয়া কিছুটা গর্ব অনুভব হইলেও বইএর জ্ঞান বইয়ে থাকিয়া গেলে এই কষ্ট এর সার্থকতা থাকিবে না।

মাঝে মাঝে "আমি পারি না" বলাটা "আমি পারি" বলা থেকেও বহুগুণে মাহাত্ম্যপূর্ণ হয়ে উঠে।কোনো সক্ষমতার বহিঃপ্রকাশ অন্যদের সামনে "আমি পারি" বলেই ক্ষান্ত হয়া নয়। তুমি পারো বলেই তুমি সবসময় শিখাবে তা নয়। বরং যারা তোমার থেকে কম পারে বলে তোমার মনে হয় তাদের কাছ থেকে পারা জিনিসটাই আবার শিখে দেখতে পারো ।ভাবতেও পারবে না কত অভিনব কিছু শিখতে পারবে।

কোনো কিছু করার সক্ষমতার ধারণা খুবই আবছায়া হতে পারে। এত আধুনিক সময়ে এসেও আমরা অতি সহজে মানুষকে বিচার করি, ভেদাভেদ সৃষ্টি করি। তোমার কোনো কথা যাতে এমন না হয় যাতে অন্য মানুষ তার ধারণা প্রকাশ করতেই ভয় পায়। অতি সহজে মানুষ সম্পর্কে ধারণা করো না। বয়স বা অভিজ্ঞতা হলেই সবাই জ্ঞানী হয়ে যায় না। তাই সহজে তাচ্ছিল্য করা অনেক সময় অনেক অভিনব ধারণাকে দমিয়ে রাখে। তুমিও তোমার মনের অজান্তেই অনেক মানুষের উপর প্রভাব রাখো।তাই যা করবে ভেবে চিন্তে করবে।

Day 8:

Woke up at 9.30.

And breakfast upto 10.30.

Again i could not concentrate on my study (bcz i could not sleep well last night)

I slept up to 3.

3-4.30 - lunch.

4.30-5.30- badminton.

5.30- 6.30- botany

6-30-7.30- chemistry

8- 10.30- chemistry (not effective)

Now i am sitting :(

Past myself : Is it really possible for me to stop '.....'. Never ever. Impossible!

Present myself : No, i make it possible.

**at least i am proud of myself**

The hardest thing is to learn prioritising.

It’s easy to realize “HSC is coming” after seeing people’s last seen.

I always hope that people will betray with me...

I always expect that people will make a barrier in my path....

I always know that none will try to understand me...

Though..

I always know that people expect that I will not betray with them..

I always pray that I can make people's path clearer....

I always try to understand people....

#self reblog

If you ask me, I am staring at book. No, it does not call reading. I can study 1 page in 5 hrs, and i can read 10 pages in 5 minute. I think I am not a slow reader. All things are in my will. The awareness travels through so many places of mind that my mind never stays with me. Alas! I can't focus! though i don't regret about it. My thinking is my power.

I wish i could "finish" a book in one sitting!