From The Bottom Of My Heart I Just Want Life To Get Better. Im So Tired.

♱ ⠀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐔

Father Noah, the local priest, is a loyally devout servant of God—yet he desires nothing more than to become a worshipper of you, the town’s new resident. From the moment you walked through the doors of his church, you had his full attention, and now, he wants nothing more than to offer you his love and unwavering devotion.

Pairing: priest!Noah Sebastian x dom f!reader.

CW: smut, corruption kink, religious themes, sub/dom dynamic, power dynamics, blasphemy, priest kink, slight manipulation.

*in order of occurrence.

♱ ⠀Corrupting priest sub!noah ♱ ⠀Animal shelter with priest sub!noah ♱ ⠀Deadly sins with priest sub!noah ♱ ⠀After hours with priest sub!noah ♱ ⠀Cuffing priest sub!noah to a st. andrews cross ♱ ⠀Dom drop with (priest) sub!noah ♱ ⠀First time anal play with sub priest!noah ♱ ⠀Shame and feelings of unworthiness with sub priest!noah ♱ ⠀Charity drive dance with sub priest!noah

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daily fave folio 💕

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Just Breathe ( Poly!Omens )

Summary: Jolly buys Folio a casual collar, a way for the world to know that he was Jolly's. It ends up serving a double purpose as a very effective grounding tool. Pairing: Jolly Karlsson x Nick Folio Warnings: Casual kink, Description of a panic attack Word Count: 864 header by: saradika-graphics ; divider by sitkowski

Jolly enjoys giving gifts to his boys. It's not always planned. Sometimes he'll be walking past a shop and something will catch his eye that he thinks one of them will enjoy. The chain necklace he has in a subtle black box immediately made him think of Folio. It's nothing fancy, just a silver chain with a little weight to it, something that might bring Folio some comfort. Jolly found the lock about twenty minutes later and the set was complete in his eyes. A subtle way to let others know that Folio was collared, that he was Jolly's.

It took Folio a moment to realize what the necklace meant. It wasn't until he'd seen the lock ( "Nicky" engraved on one side, "Joakim" on the other ) that it seemed to click. His eyes widened and he let out a soft gasp that made Jolly chuckle. He picked the necklace up, his thumb running a long each link of the chain before brushing against the lock like it was the most precious gift he'd ever gotten.

"You were gone for two hours."

Jolly snorted at how incredulous Folio sounded. "You wanted something you could wear every day right?"

"Well yeah. Of course."

"Surprise."

Folio laughed softly, and Jolly's expression softened almost immediately. The drummer started to put the necklace on but he paused. His cheeks flushed slightly as his gaze lifted to meet Jolly's.

"Can you put it on for me?"

Jolly's smile widened and he nodded, reaching to take the necklace from Folio. He unhooked the clasp, putting it on so the lock sat at the base of Folio's throat. His fingers ghosted over the lock before they slipped under the chain, giving it a slight tug. His head tilted to the side as Folio seemed to settle, his eyes sliding shut as he took a deep breath.

"Looks good on you pup," Jolly murmured.

Folio's chin lifted a little, looking proud despite the way his cheeks flushed. "Now everyone knows I'm yours."

"All mine pup. No one else's."

Post show adrenaline was a tricky slope for Folio to navigate. More often than not, the crash just made him tired. It would give him just enough energy to walk to the van before immediately falling asleep until they reached the hotel. Sometimes he'd wake up on his own. Other times, Jolly would have to half carry him up to their room and he'd wake up hours later with no idea how he'd gotten where he was.

Then there were nights like tonight, where the adrenaline refused to wear off and Folio felt like he was going to crawl out of his skin. His normal restless energy turned into something closer to a caged animal who needed to be let loose. He couldn't stop pacing and each breath felt like a struggle to fill his lungs with enough air to be considered hyperventilating. Tonight, his heart was racing so hard he was pretty sure it was going to explode.

Jolly noticed. He always noticed.

Folio felt like he blinked and Jolly was a few steps away from him. A soft whimper left him and Jolly's hand lifted to rest on the back of his neck.

"Nicky, can you look at me?" Jolly's voice is soft and calm. Folio's gaze snaps to him and Jolly's smile is soft. "Take a few breaths for me pup."

Folio tries. He really does, but each breath feels like his chest is too tight to expand. A low whine leaves him and something seems to register in Jolly's eyes.

"I'm gonna give your necklace a little tug. Is that alright?" Folio nods and Jolly hooks the chain with his index finger, giving it a gentle tug.

Just like the first time he'd worn the necklace and every moment since, the tug on Folio's collar helps ground him. The tightness in his chest eases just enough to let him take a full breath.

"Again."

Jolly nodded, giving Folio a moment to catch his breath, his finger still holding onto the chain. This time, he gave it a little harder of a pull, using it to pull Folio a little closer to him.

Folio moved without a thought, letting himself be pulled in before he realized he was in motion. The tension eased even more and that restless energy seemed to finally, finally ebb. He stumbled the last few steps, burying his face in Jolly's chest, wrapping his arms around Jolly's waist.

A soft hum left Jolly as he pressed a kiss to the top of Folio's head. "Deep breaths Nicky. I got you. You're okay."

Folio's grip tightened around Jolly's waist, fingers gripping Jolly's shirt like the piece of fabric was his lifeline. "I'm sorry. I didn't...couldn't calm down."

Jolly frowned before reaching down to tilt up Folio's chin, making the drummer look him in the eye. "You have nothing to apologize for pup. It's alright. How're you feeling now?"

"Better. Thanks."

Jolly nodded, pressing a kiss to Folio's forehead, nose, cheeks and lips. "Good. Think we got a new way to ground you now eh?"

Folio grinned, laughing at each consecutive kiss. "Yeah. Yeah I guess we do."

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can someone hold me and tell me that its gonna be okay even if thats not true

THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND || Bad Omens [\m/]

Okay imagine you get your nipples pierced and show folio for the first time but he can't touch you yet because it hurts and it drives him crazy

But—but—but why can’t him just giving a little soothing lick or suck help ease the soreness? It would help, wouldn’t it? 🥺 Catch him giving you those puppy dog eyes, hands cradling your waist and side as he tries to nuzzle down against your chest. He just wants to help ease the ache… but don’t you dare let him—unless you’re ready for him not to let go, because once he gets one in his mouth and hears the sounds you’re making, he’s not stopping. Not even if it’s too sore for you.

Out of all of the Bad Omens members, Folio is definitely the most likely to be into knives and blood. He'd love watching your breath hitch in fear as he'd use the sharp tip of the knife to gently draw a line down your body. He would smirk as you fail to escape his touch, tied up and helpless. Oh how he'd love to choke you, one hand on your neck while the other held the knife against your lips. You'd try to grasp at his hands like you usually do, but you can't - immobile and at his mercy, all you can do is simply lie there and take his torment 💕