damnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
yeah sure break my heart again!
Old habits die hard
and ends when it was cold but it wasn't winter yet
the story starts when it was hot and it was summer
one of my classmates called me pretty, and that made me really happy. :)
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
oh dudes, KISS ALREADY!!!!!!
Why do you risk your life for him, Clint Barton? How has everybody forgiven him for his past? He saved the world.
“dear sirius” and “dear harry” [not required reading but may be fun] helped push this process but the real seed was planted because of @greyeyedmonster-18‘s Dear Prongs,… Love Always, Padfoot [for the general letter bit] and The Best Worst Thing to Have Ever Happened [Part 5] [for the parenting books bit]. read those first pls (and all her other stuff) or i’ll fight you. right now. square up i dare u.
Your kid can really be a nuisance sometimes you know? I leave him alone for two minutes, TWO, and he manages to turn his hair blue, summon his toy broomstick through the couch (yes, through), and make the decision to wear his oatmeal instead of eat it. And I prepared it on the stove (the Muggle way) like Lily used to! Just like she swore he liked it. I knew she was always pulling my leg.
If you were this insufferable when you were one and half then I truly feel sorry for your poor mother.
Although I must admit, your son is pretty adorable. Don’t know where he got it from (probably from his godfather. Heard he’s quite a handsome bloke). It certainly makes up for the times he turns into a little demon.
I wish you were here to see it. That way you’d be the one tearing your hair out while I made your job harder.
Miss you everyday.
Love,
Sirius
Dear James,
Snape.
As a Potions teacher.
SNAPE.
AS A POTIONS TEACHER.
AS HARRY’S POTIONS TEACHER.
Is it too late to become certified as a homeschooling teacher? Also none of the parenting books described a situation like this (save your jokes about me reading parenting books. I was nervous alright?) so what the fuck do I do?!
My head may explode soon. Knowing how freaky Snivellus is, he’ll probably use my brain guts for potions ingredients, the little slimeball.
Love,
Sirius
Dear James,
I think you may have passed on a bit more of yourself to Harry than Lily would have liked. Going after an alchemist’s immortality stone? Slaying basiliks? Battling dragons? Your kid’s got an adventure streak a mile wide. At least we were a bit tame- only snuck through some secret passages and spent nights with a werewolf as illegal Animagi. At least, tame compared to Harry
I remember one time you asked me if the worry you had for Harry would ever go away. At the time, I was sure it would. The extent of your worries seemed limited to whether or not Harry would crash his toy broomstick into the cat or accidentally get under the Invisibility Cloak. One day he would grow into his own person responsible for his own actions, then you wouldn’t need to worry much anymore.
But what the hell did I know? As much as Harry felt like my kid then, it’s nothing compared to how it feels now. To tell you the complete truth (which we always did, no matter what), the worry never goes away. It somehow gets worse. Because now I’m worried that there’s somehow residual basilisk venom stuck in his veins or that dragon fire will burn him to a crisp, not to mention the fact that there’s a prophecy that may or may not have doomed him to his death.
Sometimes I think that if you were here, you’d be handling this a lot better than I am.
Love,
Sirius
Dear James,
The worry gets a lot worse when your son has a target on his back and the entire Ministry, not to mention an evil wizard, is after him.
He’s got words carved into the back of his hand. I know you’ve seen me at my worst, but I assure you that I have never wanted to kill someone more than when Harry told me about that woman and what she had done to him.
Some days, deep down, I’m glad you’re not here to see what Harry’s gone through because I know it would break your heart. I always feel horrible for thinking that, but I can’t help it.
Love,
Sirius
Dear James,
Congratulations! You’re officially a grandfather to a beautiful boy: James Sirius.
I am not at all sore that you got the first name and I got the middle.
Sneaky bastard, you aren’t even here! I raised Harry, and he’s pretty great (all thanks to me).
Miss you more than ever.
Love,
Sirius
All The Young Dudes
“I’ve loved keeping your secret, Remus wanted to say, I’d keep a thousand more, for you.”
this....is so beautiful!
"kiss me once 'cause you know ive had a long night; kiss me twice 'cause its gonna be alright..."
lily evans is a face grabber, pass it on (compilation)
oh dear :D (from georgia's insta)