Servus-somnium - Sweet Dreams...

There’s something in your eyes. Something terrible. Something hungry, and I want every part of it.

a Japanese-style bar ,Kawasaki

Oh god I really want some like,, encouraging & praising domination ….. like, someone fucking me so deep and hard that I’m almost in tears, and they keep kissing me and telling me how good it feels and how well I’m doing and that they’ll be so proud of me if I last a little longer….. hhhhh

awake i’m awake. i’m god damn awake i’m Up. i’m not asleep i’m awake and here or whatever you call it. i’m here. fuck

I wasn't outwardly creepy.

I kept to myself most often.

I wasn't a favorite. No one really appreciated my company..

Douma did.

... my dreams were my own to have.

I liked being commanded.

I liked to be useful.

I was a masochist.

Sometimes I had the confidence to talk back... It didn't end well.

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