Whoaaa I Finished It

I envy writers.

As an artist I can give you a snapshot into a world.

But a writer.

A writer can take you there.

They can weave together words and create a portal to anywhere. You can visit those places instead of looking out a window and wishing to be a part of it.

I envy writers.

Sometimes i wish i didnt have to talk. I wish i could communicate through cards or something. Im often overwhelmed/overstimulated and want to or do go semi nonverbal. Or I just really dont want to talk to people, but if i tell people that they just think "oh shes rude" no i just really want to be alone. Please let me be alone and ground myself. I need a second to breath and get away from everyone. I struggle with daily life its so infuriating. Why is normal so hard? I thought I was normal. But noooo. Apparently im just sensitive. Yeah theres nothing wrong with me, its completely normal to want to break down crying simply beacause your routine will be changing for 1 day and will go right back to normal the next day. No your normal. Nothin wrong here. And sometimes i feel just genuinely stupid. I payed attention to this thing, i was taking in that information and it was running through my brain, but now that im not currently learning, i completely forget when im on my own and have to learn for myself. Idk if that made sense. But basically i feel so incapable if no one is holding my hand through something and im guided through step by step. And i was never like this before, i dont think. Everyone i ask says i was completely normal. But i also know i kept and keep alot inside, aka mask alot. My closest friend dosent even know half my interests. They dont even know im like this. The only person who knows basically all of me is my sister, shout out her. But anyway. I dont know why my brain cant live life the way it wAS LITERALLY MADE TO. Yeah theres definitely somethin neurologically mixed up in there. Dont know what but. Yeah. I honestly think im being dramatic half the time. I never really voice half the things i just yapped about so how would anyone be able to help me? Idk. Im just so tired of being confused.

I cant figure out what i should draw so im gonna put all my ocs on a spinner wheel and draw the one it lands on

*wizard voice* I cast 400mg ibuprofen

the first red flag that someone doesn't understand lightbulb's character is if they portray her as like. endearingly kind and friendly?? which she's NEVER really been written that way

not that i think lightbulb is an asshole or anything but she's incredibly set in her ways and resistant to change. she's socially aware and uses her humor as her greatest strength which sometimes ends w/ her just straight up insulting or ostracizing ppl if she doesn't like or know them but in a jokey way? she's friendly with strangers she meets on HER terms (like the infinity contestants for example) but if she doesn't have control over their relationship she takes a while to warm up to them like w/ new contestants.... she can't always read a room or know when she's hurting/upsetting people

she's such an interesting portrayal of neurodivergence but this idea that lightbulb is "friendly and kind to everyone!!! ^_^" just comes from the assumption that anyone with lower intelligence/disability must be inherently kind and accepting of everyone

Maria!!

Weirdcore oc

They are an epic doodle i made once and it just kinda stuck around :>

REBLOGS ARE BETTER THAN LIKES!!!

I need some potato luck 🙏

I can tell why people like this game. It very fun.

Guys im downloading cookie run kingdom

Gotta see what the hype is

ok that intro video was beautiful?? These graphics are so pretty hello????

Guys im downloading cookie run kingdom

Gotta see what the hype is