Dysphoria And Euphoria In Nimona

Oh the irony of being pressured into going to a Bible study because I need to "listen to other viewpoints" when that Bible study is going to just be a regurgitation of all the viewpoints I hear day in and day out.

"I'll follow you when I'm 13 and you'll still have no followers"

My neice, Hayden, 2021

I STOPPED WITH THE EXCUSES AND PUT THE LETTER ON MY DAD'S DESK.

*internal screaming*

Hey guys so I decided to ask my parents if I could post tiktoks, but I'm an anxious wimp who panics at the thought of asking for anything at all. Like, even just asking for a bottle of soda. So, I sent my parents an email. I listed the pros and cons, repeatedly assured them it is ok if they say no, cited my sources, and everything. So we'll see how this goes.

So as you guys know, if you remember my only other post, that I'm in the closet to everyone I know. Also, it's pride month. So I've been kinda sad that I can't really celebrate. Today, my mom, my sister and I are gonna go pick something up in town so I got unreasonably excited because I get to wear these.

Ignore the blurriness of the picture, I'm in the car.

But YAY RAINBOW SOCKS

It's funny, my Mom got these for me, unknowingly fueling my gayness.

Also, useless side note, my mom is currently trying to call almost anyone in her contacts. Anything to avoid talking to her children I guess.

i’m sorry but even if your personal version of mormonism excludes all the “if you’re a good mormon your skin will turn white when you die, no matter your race” and “dark skin is a sign of the devil” bs, your religion is still racist.

the idea that israelites sailed across the atlantic ocean and formed a population in north america that could be attributed to native americans is racist.

the idea that jesus christ appeared to native americans and converted them to christianity pre-colonial times is racist.

the idea that the arrival of christianity to north america with european colonialism was a prophesied “reintroduction” of christianity is racist.

the foundations of your religion are racist.

the foundations of your religion are historical negationism.

the foundations of your religion justify american colonialism as the will of god.

try as hard as you want, it’s impossible to remove racism from mormonism. it’s racist by nature.

Hey guys! 

I know I haven’t been here in like 2 years, but I’m back!

I accidentally deleted my main account and don’t know how I could get it back, so I’m gonna start posting here instead.

I know nobody follows me or sees my posts, but I’m posting here anyway.

I’m actually pretty sad I lost my old account, I can’t even look at my old posts anymore, but what can ya do ya know? 

Anyways idk what else to put here so I’m just gonna pretend nothing happened and post updates since last time I was here. Also, I’m gonna try to stick to the original point of this blog according to my first post, so I said it once and I’ll say it again.

If you are transphobic, homophobic, racist, sexist, anti-semetic, or anything like it, do not follow me. Block me it would be better for both of us. 

K bye

kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it

"Concussion forever" A way to describe death according to

Ok, so this morning he saw it, and did research. He told me about his research and said he will ask my sister, sister in law, and brother in law. BUT HE DIDN'T SAY NO!

So maybe...

Hey guys so I decided to ask my parents if I could post tiktoks, but I'm an anxious wimp who panics at the thought of asking for anything at all. Like, even just asking for a bottle of soda. So, I sent my parents an email. I listed the pros and cons, repeatedly assured them it is ok if they say no, cited my sources, and everything. So we'll see how this goes.

they can deny you from leaving the church?? I didn’t even know that was a thing

I'm finally getting things moving