sleepyc0smic

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"You don't seem like you'd be a coyote-"

AND I DON'T HAVE TO

Identities are much more than surface level appearances and behaviour, and no one has to "look" or "seem" like one of their kin/kith types.

Animals, mythical beings, fictional characters, etc etc, can have different personalities and traits that make them unique.

A lion doesn't have to be strong and courageous. A dragon doesn't have to be big and powerful. A rabbit doesn't have to be meek and fragile.

How we experience our alterhumanity and nonhumanity is unique, and it's not solely dictated by what we are and who we identify as.

Just because I don't "seem" like I'd be a coyote doesn't mean I'm not one.

Flapping my wings right now. Ear wings and back wings.

Ooggh, wing shifts are wild.

Constant feeling of wanting to whispers praises into a god's ear and bask in their benevolent light.

To create constellations in their honor, the decorating now voidless sky, with stars.

Ugh, to be an angel.

Most days, I do not feel human. It's almost like an anthro Wolf half the time, or I feel like an angel. But like physically.

I have been doing my research on physical therianthropy.

Straight up barking into the void right now.

Monsterkin moment - I've been delving into my monsterkin recently, I think I have two separate ones? One feels more robotic, and one also feels like an angel.

I'll probably make another post explaining it.

I love being able to interact with more divinekins, I feel more, me? Though I observe the majority of the time, it feels nice to be surrounded by creatures like me.

I'm feeling very Swan like today.

I want seraphim tattoos so bad, rn.

Would it be kind of ironic if I'm a Voidkin and my name is Void.

Cause this I have done research on more than my other kins I have, and I relate to this one the most and is me.

I feel so nonhuman today, which, in general , is good. But this time, it's like actually distressing, and I'm not enjoying it. I think it may be species dysphoria, I hate this so much.

God, I do not want to be in this human body, I'm supposed to be a wolf, angel, and a god. Not human.

Why couldn't I have just been a cloud? Or a star in space. Just anything but human.

I was actually crying about it earlier, /srs I just feel so yuck right now.

I think today is the day of kinsidering. Herrrmmm..

Cause sometimes I feel like an elk sometimes not really a deer per-say I've did try and identify as one months ago but the connection was not there.

But I have a connection to this Elk

Rocky Mountain Elk, I've been having antler shifts more frequently.

I've also had a full-on Golden Eagle shift, like everything was just a straight-up eagle. It lasted for the whole day.

And now my most technically recent one is Shadow Milk Cookie from crk (Cookie Run Kingdom). I've been considering it for a long time, I've been hesitating cause I did not know if he was just my favorite or I was fixated on him. But no, that like in someway me.

I'm not going to lie, I've been kinsidering kining Shadow Milk Cookie from Crk (Cookie run kingdom). For literally 4 months, but this month has been kind of constant of thinking about it - cause in some way it feels like me?

Join the frolicking!!

dont care + im running n jumping n frolicking n having fun

I just joined a divinekin server, and how euphoric I felt 😭 I am spooked /pos /hj. I'm talking to other beings like me in some way and found all of them so cool. 👁👁

I've been having near full non-human shifts. It gets to the point where I just don't believe I'm physically human until I see my reflection, and it's like I get hard-core whiplash each time.

The duality of therianthropy

Nope, I never actually had the desire to have a mask, and same for quads - plus it's hard for me to do in general.

And I've actually been in the same boat as you feeling like I'm not proving myself a therian, all have to remember is that all of our experiences are different and how we express ourselves.

All that stuff up to you if you genuinely want to buy gear /g /lh. For me, I'm only ever planning to buy a tail for gear.

any other therians never rly have a desire to wear masks or do quadrobics?

respect to people who do (especially quadrobics, it looks so difficult lol) but it doesn’t feel very appealing to me at all.

i personally feel like my therianthropy is much less outward expression (like aforementioned things) and much more…. laying in bed, completely still, closing my eyes, and feeling a deep, painful yearning for something beyond the human experience.

honestly, with the big wave of people on here talking about doing quadrobics and gear and whatnot, it has me kind of feeling a bit insecure.

like am i not doing enough to “prove” that i’m a therian? should i want to make myself a mask and learn how to run on all fours? should i want to buy a tail i can wear?

bad imposter syndrome over here i suppose

Somedays, I love being human. Sometimes, I have visceral hatred for being human.

Sometimes, I think maybe I could've been born in another universe where it was possible.

Figured out that I am a dhole, not a fox - I haven't felt a connection to being a fox. I did feel once in the very beginning, but it didn't feel accurate. The connections I had I felt them fade extraordinarily fast, which actually scared me.

This is actually me.

I've had dreams where beings were anthropomorphic! The last one I talked about was about dragon anthro's - I think I said humanoid, but they were that instead 💀 I legit forgot the word.

I was a dragon, a drake dragon, to be specific, and I remember another was a western dragon. I was a decetive trying to help solve a case with different dragons. Dude, this dream was actually so cool 😭.

It actually felt so normal to me in this dream, and I was so confused why I woke up human.

duh last night I had a dream where all anthropomorphic animals were just transitioned therians and they were living in something like Zootopia but without discrimination

How it feels to see fellow god/ angel kin

i have so much divine joy radiating from within me and nobody to share it with

That is literally me, I'm a starkin, lightkin, and cloudkin. WAAAHAHH!! This also resonates with my angelkin and godkin so well 😭 the euphoria.

I need to share this picture that just feels like that’s me yall that’s what I look like this is me 100% any other lightkin/starkin/cloudkin/skykin/colorkin can 100% take f2u no credit

I actually made the account the other day, ngl how much euphoria I get making this account.

I actually had suppressed my Godkin for like months, and it's been more up front than every.

For a while, I didn't think I was one, but it was how hard I suppressed it, and I felt ashamed and extremely cautious about it cause I didn't know what kind of reactions I would get - plus, I legit gaslit myself thinking I was a terrible being for it 💀, but I already know that is farther from the truth - nothing has changed about me at all, I'm still the same kind being that I am.

I'm embracing myself more easily as I explore my alterhumanity/ therianthropy.

I'm considering making another blog for my godkin, conceptkin, and more for my angelkin cause I do want to speak on it more. Cause this blog is mainly for my caninekin and experience with my theriantropy.

This one is so pretty! This might me be one of my other favorites you made, I always love seeing your moodboards you make!

nonhumasc flag moodboard!

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^ from Pinterest :3

I've been having so many angel shifts recently, and surprisingly, I've been having more godkin ones, which is nice - I haven't had one in a few months.

Sometimes, I would have an angel shift and also a wolf shift, I find it a little funny cause I'm an angel disguised as a wolf.

I need to get me something like this, I've been planning on buying seraphim and ophanim pins recently to connect to mine more or clothing related.

Got some fake gauges that look like wings, and lowkey they help me connect to my divine kintypes a lot

YES, I really want a irl 😭 I've been craving a pack recently.

I NEEEED an irl pack pls pls pls pls pls