they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary
California High-speed Rail has been awarded 3 billion dollars by the federal government for the continuation of construction
Halloween Tatsumi!
kohaku mimir........
i love my post apocalypse au so much u dont understand. i think about it every day. finally finished the art i was working on for a while :D (+ i did another format version to use as my phone lockscreen under the cut)
[Click for better quality. Reblogs are appreciated. I also do art commissions]
EDIT: also check out an accompanying drabble my friend wrote (very cool)
Happy Halloween!
gonna try making an actual rosemary simple syrup tomorrow instead of, you know. putting in 18 whole rosemary leaves. why did i think that was a good idea. it should be noted that i don't know how to cook at all
i tried recreating the adonis mocktail from the enstars collaboration cafe without ANY cocktail/mocktail experience so I just muddled some rosemary and thawed frozen pink dragonfruit in a glass (read: mushed it with the back of a spoon) and added club soda and blue curaçao and it is BRIGHT purple. adonis color
Location: Tanabata Stage Characters: Tsukasa, Adonis, Kouga, Ritsu & Arashi
Kouga: Looks like you guys have your own hands full with your issues, huh, “Knights”. We don’t have any new members, so we don’t have any particularly big problems.
But our goals and our senior’s goals are the exact opposites, so it feels like we’re gonna be split in half.
“If you gain victory in all of the seven stages during ‘Tanabata Fest’...”
“...I’ll acknowledge your skills and stand on stage with you.” Is what he told me, actin’ like a master or somethin’.
Honestly, I’m super pissed. I bet he just said that to make us motivated, but I know exactly what he’s up to.
…I’m seriously annoyed at the fact that he still treats us like we’re a bunch of immature kids who he’s gotta guide through in life.
Adonis: Hehe. That’s why we went past all the rest of the stages and arrived at this stage – our meeting place – far ahead of the time we were supposed to meet our upperclassmen.
They should be able to see us in a new light now.
Kouga: That ain’t good enough, Adonis. We’ve gotta really shove it in their faces and show ‘em what we’re really made of.
We’ve gotta beat ’em to a pulp and make ‘em grovel in front of us!
Ritsu: I see you’ve got quite the hot temper, corgi.
Kouga: I don’t wanna hear that from you, Ricchi. Since you’re from a warring place that always gets into fights!
Arashi: We’ve been pretty peaceful lately, you know?
Tsukasa: That’s right. But, although it’s embarrassing, our opponent is the “Peace Party” this time. We always feel alive when we’re fighting with someone.
Quite frankly, I’m having a lot of fun right now ♪
Arashi: You’re definitely a member of “Knights”.
I could never get used to that. Not then, not now.
…I wanted to live without making waves as best as I could.
I hated conspiracies and fighting. Honestly, my time as a kids model was full of those things and I was sick of it all.
It feels like I was contaminated and no longer pure thanks to that bloody era.
I hate my past self. I hated how I kicked people down and stood on top of them, how I wanted everyone to love me and how I used to struggle in such an unsightly way. I hate it so much.
That’s a past I want to pretend never happened. Just like the cenotaph at Yumenosaki.
That’s why I also understand how the people felt when they wanted to get rid of it. It’s only natural – everyone wants to live cleanly in an uncontaminated world.
But I decided to throw away my past self and enrolled into Yumenosaki to start anew – I put on glasses and did my best not to stand out.
But someone found me and they fell in love with me.
Adonis: …………
Arashi: He loved composing, just like Leo-kun.
He was terrible at it and couldn’t come close to that genius. Frankly, the songs he made me listen to were awful.
The melody he made while thinking of me still remains within my ears – within my heart.
It rings loud and clear, even now. Even when he’s no longer alive and he’s turned into a star in the sky.
But I was so frivolous and flippant back then and would throw things away once I was bored with it. I was selfish.
I decided I didn’t need the “kids model Arashi Narukami” which was created by hurting others and desperately tried to throw it away.
Say, how long do you think the me back then could keep holding on to that person’s song without throwing it away?
It’s fine now, I still remember it. When I wanted to be alone, I used to visit that cenotaph often to talk to that person.
That person passed away along with his feelings for me, so he won’t hurt me like a living human would.
I projected my ideal image of him in my head, told him my worries and had him spoil and love me.
That terrible song would always pop into my head during those times.
But the cenotaph would be destroyed. The stone monument with his name carved into it that everyone else had already forgotten would be destroyed.
I’m someone who doesn’t want to do unnecessary things, so I’m sure I won’t be going to that place much in the future. Even if I did, there would be nothing there.
His footsteps would get even further from me and I’ll start to remember his name less and less…
Then, I’d have most definitely forgotten his song. His face, the words he’d say – everything.
The remnants of his kind character who lessened my burdens. I’d have forgotten it all.
That scares me. It frightens me. So much that it makes me tremble.
I hate myself for the fact that I’ll someday forget about him. I was embarrassed and hated seeing myself turning into that.
I didn’t know what I should do. That’s why I’m acting weird and causing everyone to worry about me.
It’s pathetic, isn’t it? Since I’m always pretending to be a big sister that everyone can rely on.
Adonis: Narukami.
Arashi: Oh, sorry. That was a strange topic. We’re right in the middle of a performance, so we shouldn’t be chatting away like this.
I’ve got to show everyone that came to see us today that I’m a perfect and beautiful idol.
Adonis: I see. So that’s your pride, Narukami.
Your wish is to be someone you can continue to love.
Arashi: You have a problem with that? We were brought into this world to love and be loved, you know?
Adonis: You’re right. My mother said something similar.
I think I now know why I felt a certain sense of affinity with you when we first met.
Arashi: Oh? Did I remind you of your mother? There, there. You can think of me as your mother and depend on me ♪
Adonis: Don’t make fun of me. That’s a bad habit of yours, Narukami. Talking about important matters seriously isn’t something to be embarrassed about.
Arashi: …………
Adonis: But you said something very good just now.
Arashi: What? Maybe it’s cause you tend to speak in a simple manner, but sometimes, you say things that I can’t understand.
Adonis: I apologise. I’ll work hard to make sure my feelings are conveyed properly.
But, instead, I’ll convey my feelings to you right now by using the nonverbal communication that my mother loved.
I’ll convey them by doing what I’m good at – in the form of a performance.
“♪~♪~♪”
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Ideal adonis set for the future?
hello reisakumaproducer
UM um oh gosh there are so many
animal ear card! ive made a whole tierlist on all of the people in enstars who've gotten animal ear cards and adonis is one of the very few people whos never gotten one! rei even refers to adonis as a bear constantly in canon. (im not counting horns / demon ears in this) an undead animal ear gacha perhaps, since rei's assigned all of them animals…
a winter card! we've gotten a ton of adonis summer-themed cards but none of them in the wintertime! id love to see a starfes-like card, or even just see him playing in the snow a la mitsuru's snowman card, since adonis has talked about his love for christmas / the holiday season before
REAL undead goth set i need to see BLACK LIPSTICK and EYELINER and PLATFORMS
something with plants and flowers would be so lovely, like pj sekais sunflower set…
a card where undead goes to adonis' home country okay HEAR ME OUT (rambling under cut)
in the scene where adonis talks about how his dream is to perform in his home country, he mentions that he has "no intention of dragging everyone from undead along with [him]" because it's "[his] dream alone," which i always saw as a little lonely… id love for there to be a story where undead decides to take their performances overseas for maybe part of the year, in the same way that characters like izumi and shu have! koga has spoken before about how he wants to show off his rock 'n roll to people all over the world and not just in japan, and i think rei leaving his responsibilities behind and going off to sing overseas with undead would be a lovely parallel to his travels overseas in the war era — rather than traveling overseas all alone because he feels obligated to help others, he's traveling for the sake of his selfish desire to stay with undead. and they could FINALLY escape from rhylink
milk | 22 | she/he | adonis liker and polyundead connoisseur | talk to me about adonis and undead im like a pressure cooker of brainrot | trying to write :)
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