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Paolo Sebastian | Persephone

i love unhinged women but i also love women who try so fucking hard to be hinged. clinging to those hinges by her fingernails.

𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒 & 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 ( 1 / ? )

i am……losing my mind over this update, holy crow

two word URL ideas for Perse:

Springpiety

Seedwrath

Fertilitygod

Springwrcth

Goddesseed

6seeds

That's all I can think of right now

IN-DEPTH HEADCANON: PERSEPHONE'S EMOTIONAL HANDLING & TRAUMA RESPONSE.

Persephone's journey through life is marked by her struggle to maintain control over her emotions and her complex relationship with her trauma. While she projects an image of cold, calculated detachment, beneath the surface lies a deeply scarred individual grappling with intense emotions and repressed memories. Her unique abilities and skills, coupled with her undiagnosed borderline personality disorder, create a multifaceted character constantly navigating the delicate balance between control and chaos.

# # # HANDLING EMOTIONS.

EMOTIONAL SUPPRESSION

Persephone has honed the ability to suppress her emotions to maintain her controlled and sociopathic facade. She views emotions as weaknesses that can be exploited by others, and thus, she has developed techniques to compartmentalize and bury her feelings. When emotions begin to breach the surface, she relies on deep breathing exercises and mental compartmentalization, forcing herself to focus on logical, analytical thoughts to drown out the emotional turmoil.

COGNITIVE REFRAMING

When Persephone does experience intense emotions, she reframes them cognitively to fit within a logical narrative. For example, if she feels anger or sadness, she might rationalize these emotions as necessary reactions to unjust or unfair situations, allowing her to channel them into calculated actions rather than emotional outbursts.

PHYSICAL RELEASE

Occasionally, Persephone engages in physical activities like sparring or intense workouts to release pent-up emotions. This allows her to maintain her facade of control while providing an outlet for her feelings. She finds that the physical exertion helps her clear her mind and regain her emotional equilibrium.

CONTROLLED OUTBURSTS

In rare instances where her emotions cannot be fully suppressed, Persephone allows herself brief, controlled outbursts in private. These might involve smashing an object, screaming into a pillow, or crying for a few minutes. She ensures that these moments are short-lived and that she can quickly regain her composure afterward.

# # # HANDLING BLOCKED TRAUMA:

TRIGGERS & REACTIONS

Persephone's trauma, particularly the repressed memory of being blessed with Divine Wrath and the subsequent slaughter of the humans who harmed her nymphs, can resurface through certain triggers. These triggers might include:

- FLOWERS BEING HARMED: Seeing flowers being pulled out or destroyed can evoke a visceral reaction. She might experience a flash of anger or sadness, often followed by an intense need to protect the flowers or any perceived victims.

CHILDREN IN DISTRESS: Witnessing children or young beings in distress can trigger a sense of overwhelming sadness and protectiveness, reminiscent of her lost nymphs.

- VIOLENT SITUATIONS: Scenes of violence, especially involving helpless victims, can cause her to dissociate briefly, bringing back the suppressed memories of her own violent actions.

SUBCONSCIOUS BEHAVIORS

Persephone might exhibit subconscious behaviors when triggered, such as clenching her fists, tensing her muscles, or even briefly zoning out as the suppressed memories bubble to the surface. These moments are usually fleeting, but they leave her with a lingering sense of unease.

MEMORY REPRESSION & MAGIC

Unbeknownst to Persephone, Demeter used magic to repress the traumatic memory of the slaughter. This magical repression creates a barrier in her mind, making it difficult for her to fully recall the event. However, when faced with triggers, she might experience fragmented flashbacks or sensations that she cannot fully understand or explain.

THERAPEUTIC OUTLETS

While Persephone does not openly acknowledge her trauma, she occasionally engages in activities that provide therapeutic benefits. Gardening, for instance, allows her to connect with nature and experience a sense of nurturing and creation. These moments provide a small measure of peace and help her cope with the underlying trauma.

BREAKING POINTS

In extreme situations where the trauma threatens to overwhelm her, Persephone might reach a breaking point. During these rare moments, her carefully constructed facade can crack, leading to intense emotional outbursts. She might scream, cry, or lash out violently, unable to control the flood of emotions and memories. Afterward, she often feels drained and vulnerable, prompting her to retreat and rebuild her emotional barriers.

REBUILDING CONTROL

After experiencing an emotional breach or encountering a significant trigger, Persephone is quick to reassert her control. She engages in rituals that help her regain her composure, such as meticulously organizing her surroundings, reviewing her strategic plans, or engaging in meditation. These practices help her re-establish her sense of control and ensure that her facade remains intact.

# # # ADDITIONAL SKILLS & ABILITIES

EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE

Despite her emotional detachment, Persephone possesses high emotional intelligence, allowing her to read and understand the emotions of others. This skill aids her in manipulating and influencing people effectively.

EMPATHETIC PERCEPTION

Persephone has a unique ability to sense the emotions of those around her, a remnant of her connection to nature and the divine blessings she received. While she often uses this ability strategically, it also serves as a reminder of the empathy she struggles to embrace.

MAGIC RESISTANCE

Due to the ancient chthonic magic involved in her birth, Persephone has a natural resistance to certain magical influences. This resistance makes it difficult for others to use magic to control or manipulate her, giving her an edge in supernatural encounters.

NATURE MANIPULATION

Persephone can influence plant life, encouraging growth or withering at will. This ability allows her to create safe havens or traps using nature, reflecting her deep connection to the natural world and the nymphs she created.

“Maybe my mother had been like that, I thought: feral.”

— Margaret Atwood, from “The Testaments,” released c. September 2019