Hear Ye Hear Ye!!

so my lover made a beautiful rat oc for me

SO I MADE THEM ONE TOO!!!!

behold my first taur ive ever drawn and its a ribbon twirling silly!!

im going to digitize a few of these to make anreal charater sheet but for now doodles galore

closeups under the cut

im rlly proud of it and i cant wait to see what colors they pick for them :D

oh also heres the beautiful rat they made me!!!!!

RAHHH!!! GAY LITTLE CLOWN RATS YEAH!!!!!!!!

BEAST-YEAST EPISODE 8 SPOILERS

...okay so we can all agree that shadow milk has feelings for pure vanilla right?

i thought it was obvious since episode 7 that shadow milk doesn't hate pure vanilla. if he did and only cared about the soul jam, he would have killed pure vanilla or caused his death in some way. no, instead, he kept him to play around with him, and offered him a home in the spire, which is literally said to be unusual by candy apple and black sapphire (the two characters who are technically closest to him) so pure vanilla is a special case.

he's also notably happier interacting with pure vanilla than he is the other deceitful trio (based on the story & kingdom interactions)

to the point where this update gave us this very ugly but very elated sprite from shadow milk used exclusively when he's with pure vanilla

because apparently shadow milk has been bored all the time without pure vanilla!! he's been bored so much that black sapphire can TELL when he's bored, and keep in mind, shadow milk is someone who masks his true emotions ALL THE TIME

of course, shadow milk's goal was to watch pure vanilla fall to deceit—but that's very clearly rooted in his desire to finally have someone who understands him.

the moment pure vanilla accepts deceit, and vows to spend eternity with shadow milk, shadow milk is immediately excited and happy, and they merge souls. shadow milk accepts pure vanilla as a part of him just like how he wanted pure vanilla to accept him.

(note that he says "us" and not "me". he fully intends to work with pv as partners lol)

and when pure vanilla finally awakens and reveals it was all a trick, shadow milk is CRUSHED. he calls pure vanilla a traitor, because he thought pure vanilla would actually join his side.

all this reads like he really, really wanted pure vanilla on his side. again, all of the toying with him to make him fall to deceit, and telling pure vanilla he understands, he's been there, so it's time for pure vanilla to accept his fate.

but, of course shadow milk is an extremely contradictory person; even though he wanted pure vanilla to understand him, he didn't ACTUALLY want pure vanilla to understand him. because when pure vanilla feels his loneliness and calls him out on it, shadow milk can't admit it, to himself or to pure vanilla. he can't admit that he longs for pure vanilla's company.

and pure vanilla longs for his company too! he accepts shadow milk and his deceit, and wants shadow milk to accept him too. it's a complete reversal of what shadow milk wanted to happen.

pure vanilla stretches his hand out to shadow milk, a peace offering, an offer for them to develop a relationship other than that of enemies.

and shadow milk HESITATES.

HE FUCKING HESITATES. i can't understate how crazy it is that shadow milk, for a split second, could have actually considered pure vanilla's proposal. the guy that has been shown to be nothing but ruthless and without morals Hesitates when pure vanilla asks to be his friend.

BECAUSE HE FUCKING WANTS TO BE PURE VANILLA'S FRIEND

HE WANTS HIS COMPANY!!! HE WANTS TO PLAY GAMES WITH HIM!!! HE WANTS TO BE BY PURE VANILLA'S SIDE SO BADLY

BUT HE CAN'T EMBRACE TRUTH THE WAY PURE VANILLA EMBRACES DECEIT. HE CAN'T STOP LYING TO HIMSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND HIM THAT HE DOESN'T WANT THIS AND THAT HE'S NOT LONELY, THAT HE HAS EVERYTHING HE EVER WANTED, THAT HE'S HAPPY.

HE'S NOT HAPPY!!!!!

HE'S NOT HAPPY WITHOUT PURE VANILLA BY HIS SIDE AND HE'S JUST NOW REALIZING IT!!!! AND NOW HE HAS TO PUSH HIM AWAY INSTEAD OF BEING HONEST!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't like this game Tbh

a little something for my rentry page :>

doodle flung out of my chest and running away with my heart

so my lover made a beautiful rat oc for me

SO I MADE THEM ONE TOO!!!!

behold my first taur ive ever drawn and its a ribbon twirling silly!!

im going to digitize a few of these to make anreal charater sheet but for now doodles galore

closeups under the cut

im rlly proud of it and i cant wait to see what colors they pick for them :D

oh also heres the beautiful rat they made me!!!!!

RAHHH!!! GAY LITTLE CLOWN RATS YEAH!!!!!!!!

yea

oh this ABSLOUTLY happened

Guys this is canon this happened trust me 🙏🙏

WELL....Let's talk about the fact that Pure Vanilla has been a shepherd since childhood. And a shepherd should have either a DOG or a GUN. . . . Yes? Ok??? Thank you.

My acquaintance said that Shadow Milk would ask to shoot himself. LOL yes??? He would definitely.

I just COULD NOT resist character design analysis.

High res. Top. Bottom.

A zoom in on Smilk's little corner. (I made this chart recently, but I was having theories before his Beast Raid update is crazy what.)

Adding this composition analyses, too.

Now, HERE IS MY PREDICTION.

I blame @computerful for dragging me into this mess. You're fucking welcome for connecting the dots out and literally everything for you btw.

i was compelled to draw this by ententies not from this world

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