warning: rant abt being trans
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being trans is so fucking exhausting are you kidding me. i go through so much effort every day to make myself feel like a boy, just for someone to call me a girl the minute i go out in public.
i hate feeling like a freak everywhere i go, getting an odd look when i tell someone my name because i know my voice is too high pitched to be a boy’s.
i hate the fact that i have to tape my chest and practically damage my ribs every fucking day so i can feel like myself in my body, just for someone to misgender me anyways.
i feel like nothing about me will every be masculine enough. not my voice, not my face, and definitely not my height holy fuck. it doesn’t matter how short i cut my hair, how flat i make my chest, or how masculine i dress—at the end of the day, all anyone sees when they see me is a girl trying to be different.
i just wish it wasn’t so hard to feel like myself.
i’ve seen reviews where people are like “if we were villians is inaccurate because why do they have whole conversations with shakespeare quotes” but yknow what??? whenever i’m in a show, i can and will make every sentence a reference to whatever show i’m in so…
Bf who says his stream of thoughts x bf who likes to listen to his endless thoughts
gahhh glad to see you’re active!! Missed you:3
-🎶
anon how does it feel to be the first ask on my blog
me rn:
headcanon that andrew hangs aaron’s mugshot up on the wall of the dorm like a proud parent
oh to be a queer male ya character crushing on another unattainable male lead, only to not realize until he is actively falling in love with you that this motherfucker is going to be your soulmate for life
stomach hurts from hunger. stomach hurts from eating. what the hell do yuou want from me you stupid fucking organ
getting into the magnus archives and reading radio silence at the same time is making me want to start a silly little podcast of my own
new life goal: open a queer bookstore that’s filled with exclusively books by and about queer people
i have this disease called i will open your message and get distracted and forget to reply and then the notification will be gone so i will not have replied for ages and you will think i am ignoring you but. i am not. it’s incurable
petition for the universe to send me a boy i can obsess over and who is equally as obsessed with me
20 | he/him (´͈ ᵕ `͈ )‘if you don’t have love, you remain in death’
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