Could You Love Me At My Worst?

Cousins…… 

it was a goddamn joke but i have one braincell and if I am so full of the power to make it a reality I WILL!

so heres the Misery x CPR x Reeses Puffs with Shimi, Tamaki, and Eijirou who are all cousins, youre welcome!

Beautiful cow who is mooing at you

// omg wait lol the new chapter means i can actually talk about Dame in a serious manner now, the precedent has been set and i can actually USE it now and by extension i can get more people in on the loop as to why Shimi is the way she is

(🍫) Shi-chaaaaan~ I got us some pocky!

(( It’s Pocky Day! Send my muse a 🍫 to share a box with them. ))

Shimi: Please don’t tell him I’m here.

Chrysanthemum Days Part 4

[Part 1] | [Part 2] | [Part 3] | [Part 4] | [Part 5] | [Part 6] 

Technically it was part 6 on Instagram but oh well!

Explanation under the read more!

TW: Story Arc Chrysanthemum Days has subjects of intense bullying, suicide baiting, manipulation, social isolation, and mentions of self inflicted wounds. If any of these subjects bothers you, skip this story arc.

And the reason why Mira had been abusing Shimi the way she had been was for... POPULARITY?! Can you imagine how self-absorbed you’d have to be to do that? Well, Mira is exactly that much.

Of course being shoved around for three years does things to a person, Shimi in this case. Being the target of death threats, other things to cause her injury and harm, loss and destruction of personal property, and thoroughly having her reputation drug through the ground doesn’t bode well for one’s mental state. 

And here we see the first instance of a very dangerous side effect of Shimi’s secondary quirk, Tiger Form. 

A Blind Rage.

There’s also a few hints here relating to her future at UA, mostly that she didn’t make the mark for the Hero Course practical exam.

6.26.2023 - Happy Birthday Shimi

Part of celebrating your OCs birthday is making them face the horrors of what they did to themselves!

Also! yes! I am indeed, two days late! (but hey the extra time put in made sure it slaps)

// IM SORRY I SLACK ON THINGS FOR THIS BLOG! BUT I PROMISE IM STILL SUPER DEDICATED TO THESE TWO TAKE ONE OF THESE SKETCHES! 

With season 5 of BNHA on the horizon!

1. I need to draw more Shimi in her hero costume and its variations

2. I needed to redraw my winter redesign for Tetsutetsu

// HAPPY REALLY LATE BIRTHDAY TETSUTETSU (and Kirishima)! Ive been busy and couldnt figure out what to draw so i just drew a bunch of young ones.

I love you characters that hold grudges I love you anger as a defence mechanism i love you being consumed by anger I love you being destroyed by anger I love you being healed by anger i love you obvious anger I love you anger buried so deep it’s intrinsic to who you are I love you revenge nurtured so long it feels like a loved one I love you rage I love you temper I love you characters that grieve by lashing out i love you anger on behalf of others I love you characters comforted by their anger I love you wrath I love you fury I love you indignation I love you anger