βWhen I was five, I burned my hand on the stove my mother never warned me not to touch. Wrapping my hand in bandages, she told me βYouβre a leo, your soul seeks the warmth.β All I understand then, was pain. My mother was born in the late fifties, an immigrant to this country, and she believed in the power of the stars alignment. It wasnβt the first time, nor would be the last my zodiac became the cause and not the effect of her neglect. I broke my ankle, when I was seven, jumping from my dresser. Convinced with my sheets wrapped around my neck, that I could fly. My mother whispered into my hair as I cried, βYou forgot the feathers, child.β With a cast on my leg, and a faded scar upon my palm, I listened to her soft voice, with the accent she tried so desperately to hide, tell my favorite story. Of a boy ruled by the sun, burned by the things he could never touch. Icarus must have been born a leo, too.β
β and his mother, the sun | p.d (via p.d vulpe)
she is the spit i cannot swallow the air i cannot breathe her touch so far from me leaving me violent for a rage i couldnβt possibly yet know eternity is not enough for desire
i look at her and to put it simply, i see my muse for the first time looking right back at me.
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