As Someone Who’s Struggled With Sexual Identity And Just Defines Themselves As ‘probably Not Straight’

Can with have some Chillwell you getting Jel over Ben spending time with Madders 😂

I love Ben and his friendship with madders so much

It’s not that you didn’t like James, you loved him and you loved spending time with him and Ben - together they were comedy gold. But you hadn’t seen him for two weeks and him sitting with James, laughing about jokes that you’ve missed and ignoring you was not fun for you. So you moped around the house, waiting for him to leave. And when he does Ben places his arms around your waist, nuzzling into your neck, muffled whisperings of ‘baby’ as he swayed you back and forth. ‘Why’d you not speak to James much? What’s wrong?’ And you’re spinning out of his arms with a muttering of ‘nothing’ and he’s not letting you go, pulling you back into his chest, and your whining, not wanting to admit you’re jealous of madders because how ridiculous is that. But Ben knows you better than anyone so of course he knows there’s something wrong, lifting your head up, hand on your cheek, ‘I’m all yours from now on.’

do jealous stonesy!!

jealous stonsey my god

And it’s when you meet dele that it happens but of course you don’t notice it because you’re sat laughing along to everything he says, leaning forwards into his space, making him smile and laugh and gush about ‘John’s charming missus’. And John can’t hear what you’re saying, so he doesn’t know that you’re sat trading stories about him - not that it should matter. So when you leave you’re confused at the way he refuses to look at you as he drives home and the way he goes straight upstairs for a shower as you get in. And you’re making a cuppa downstairs when he comes back down, towel hung loosely around his waist, hair damp to his forehead and chest glistening so you take the opportunity to speak, ‘I had a good day today’. And he snaps back an angry ‘yeah I know’, and you’re shocked, holding his tea in your hands, feeling lost and not knowing what to do with it. ‘So you got along with dele. Like everyone else. That’s understandable. Of course you would’. And it makes you laugh. Your John. Being jealous of dele? How could he compare. So you wander up to him, stroking his huffing face, smiling at his decelerations of ‘oh so this is funny to you’ and mumbling assurances of love. Because of course you love him. And his face softens. Because of course he knows this, he’s just being irrational. And he’s pulling you into his chest, and you’re squirming and laughing, ‘no you’re wet’, and he smirks cheekily ‘I don’t mind when you’re wet, love’ and you’re laughing together and you hand him his tea and you spend the rest of the night showing him how much you love him - never anyone else.

John introducing Millie and his daughter to you and he's going "look girls she means the world to me and I know it's a change but I love her so much, be nice okay?" And when you arrive millies pulling you into a hug and going "be good to him yeah? Don't break his heart" and John's so confused but in love because how has he met someone who's so willing to be friend's with the ex and to be the stepmum

He’s preparing them for it a few days in advance: you’ll be with him when he picks her up, his daughter is to be nice, he knows Millie will be. And you’re trailing behind John, nervous at the thought of meeting the daughter he talks about so much, worried at the thought of Millie hating you. And Millie’s opening the door, John’s going to collect his daughter and you’re awkwardly stood, not knowing what to say - but you don’t have to know. She’s pulling you into a tight hug, saying ‘be good to him, yeah? Don’t break his heart’ and you’re saying of course you wouldn’t ever do that and she knows you mean it so she smiles and releases you, asking you about your life, taking a genuine interest - not hostility whatsoever. And John is standing at the bottom of the stairs, holding his daughter and her bag, a big smile on his face at the sight of you two getting along.

Kyle trying to escape having to speak in front of the crowd and putting it on John instead….

could you do some marcus rashford about jesse teasing him and the reader about her hickeys. i need to more marcus in my life

we all need more Marcus in our lives

he sees them when he comes over to play fifa with Marcus after training and you’re wandering about the house doing absolutely nothing. Then you wander in the front of the tv absentmindedly, collecting old mugs to have something to do and Marcus is complaining at you ‘we can’t see’ and throwing a pillow ‘you’re going to make me lose’ but Jesse isn’t even playing anymore he’s laughing ‘beansprouts has been busy’. And you’re confused until he’s pointing at your neck and you remember the marks Marcus had put all down your neck, you making no effort to cover up at home. ‘You been marking anything recently’ was laughed in Marcus face for weeks and everytime Jesse saw you, you can bet he was checking your neck - ‘let us see your neck’.

John singing Bernardo’s chant to Bernardo is the kind of action I support

I don’t know why but I’m such a whore for bald fuzzy peach Eric 😩 like I don’t understand y’all obsession for him to grow his hair back. He looks a lot hotter and bulkier like this.

I flip between the hairstyle I prefer to be honest. It is two very different Erics.

Prince Hair Eric = take him home to your Mum, go on long walks, have boozy picnics and cuddle.

Buzz cut Eric = (to take inspo from @sendinthehuskies) would have one hand on the steering wheel whilst gently squeezing the back of your neck with other one as you are doing unspeakable things to him as he’s driving.

Stop that……………..

because @paudybalas was disappointed my last one wasn’t john x kyle