The Fact That I Have To Be In The “right Headspace” To Do Even The Simplest Tasks. Absolutely Humiliating

did it hurt? when u realized u can't read all the books in the world?

i really can't get over how mitski captured how fear of your own imperfections can lead you to see yourself as unworthy of the people you love, and how that fear grows and consumes you if you let it until your self destructive tendencies spill over into your relationships, and when it's all gone and you're all that's left you can only blame yourself. the only heartbreaker.

imagine your younger self, running up to you and giving you a hug

“Travel and tell no one. Live a true love story and tell no one. Live happily and tell no one. People ruin beautiful things.”

— Khalil Gibran

“Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will learn what inspires you. You will cultivate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity. And when you do meet the right person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it because you are sure of yourself.”

— Bianca Sparacino

you are the only person who has always been there for you. You are the only person who has woken up with you everyday of your life and gone to bed with you every night on the hardest nights in your life-everytime your were in your bed crying over something,you thought your world was ending you are the only person that has been there every second of everyday for your entire life. Your job -not because you're special but because it's your job -to look after YOURSELF.

(sighing loudly because of my enormous desires)

“For what it’s worth: It’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, i hope you have the strength to start over.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald