Haha Yasss

Requested by anon

Is it okay for my to head cannon or have disabled ghouls hcs even if I'm not disabled? Or it considered offensive? :(

its totally okay imo!! just make sure to do research and/or ask disabled people for tips to make sure the character isnt portrayed offensively if that makes sense!

phantom ghouls favorite song is Father by Misfits send post

rain wearing his packer for the first time around the others. swiss loses his fucking mind. send post.

shoutout to introjects who don't like their source

shoutout to introjects who do like their source.

shoutout to introjects who are similar to their souce

shoutout to introjects who aren't similar their source

shoutout to introjects with popular sources

shoutout to introjects with obscure/unpopular sources

shoutout to systems with a lot of introjects

shoutout to systems with few introjects

shoutout to introjects. you're just as valid as any other alter <3

-anonymous introject

ive seen it done both ways so im curious now

Mountain first learning drums and he keeps messing up. he hits the snare and bass drum at the same time when he shouldnt, keeps dropping his sticks, keeps accidentally clicking his sticks together, mixes up which hand plays the hi hat and which plays snare, among other things he's too embarrassed to admit. he feels awful about it and thinks he'll never be as good at the ghouls before him. but Pebble tells him its okay, hold him close and pets him behind the horns. he's still learning, mistakes happen. its okay.

when I draw Sodo or Swiss, I listen to something like Rammstein or phonk, something heavy. But Rain?? french songs about sex

"I love you more than anything" I love you more than I hate myself. The love I feel for you is so intense my body can't contain it. It makes me want to rip my organs out so that I can free the feeling. I love you so much I can feel my insides burn from the scorching happiness I get when i think of you.

You wanna know the reality of dissociative identity disorder?

Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is:

Crying, begging yourself that it's fake cause it's terrifying

Reliving trauma over and over again

No memory of childhood and often memory gaps depending on the system

Being told you need to "go back to church" or "get off the internet" or "get over it", etc.

Being dubbed "demonic", "crybaby", "attention whore", etc.

Being more likely to fall into/back into abuse

The 70 PERCENT SUICIDE RATE

Being unable to get diagnosed due to stigma

The stigma in general, paired with such heavy amounts of misinformation that it makes it hard to find accurate/up to date studies and research

Ableism and distrust from medical professionals

Being denied medical help because your deemed mentally unstable

Being compared to "those 'freaks' on TikTok"

Video's on top of video's making fun of people with DID and misunderstanding majority of the disorder

People romanticizing and making your disorder an aesthetic

Dealing with ableism and toxicity not only outside, but within the DID community

Getting fakeclaimed for not only the disorder but for the very trauma that caused it

Getting fakeclaimed for having a large headcount

Getting fakeclaimed for having a low headcount

Getting fakeclaimed for having introjects or non-human alters

Getting fakeclaimed for having young alters or having only older alters

Getting fakeclaimed for being young

Getting fakeclaimed for being old

Getting fakeclaimed for not "acting disordered"

Getting fakeclaimed for acting "too disordered"

Getting fakeclaimed for having comorbid disorders

Getting fakeclaimed for not having the exact same traits or symptoms as someone else with DID

Getting fakeclaimed because the disorder isn't "believable"

Getting fakeclaimed for not having amnesia or blackouts

Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too fast"

Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too slow"

Getting fakeclaimed for anything anyone can come up with

The "host > rest of the system"

Being forced to think DID has to act a specific way or look a certain way

Nobody ever bothering to understand or study the disorder

Being spoke over by non-disordered voices

Being treated like a circus attraction or test subject

All the horror movies based on the disorder

The ideology that everyone with DID is criminal or predatory

All the distrust

Getting told your trauma wasn't "that bad/bad enough"

Being terrified of being seen as "cringe-y"

Never ever being able to be fully open and true to yourself

In some cases, not even being able to tell your own family

Isolation.

This is not at all meant to be seen as looking for sympathy, I want people to understand what people like us have to deal with on near daily basis both inside and outside the internet. These are all very real things, and of course everyone's experiences vary individually, but these are some of the most common things I've seen among the DID community.

Systems are free to add on sharing their own experiences and everyone is encouraged to reblog. (/Nf)

Any non-traumagenic "systems" can find another post, this isn't for you, our struggles are completely different.