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Pedro Pascal once again going outside not caring about the wave of deadly heart palpitations his presence causes for public

deleting insta has taught me the art of minding my own damn business

PEDRO PASCAL makes a surprise appearance on SNL

PEDRO PASCAL as JAVIER PEÑA Narcos | 2.03: Our Man in Madrid

israel is planning to evacuate all the areas around the gaza strip, getting civilians to safer places. meanwhile, the palestinian civilians in gaza will be going... nowhere, because there's nowhere else to go to. they'll be staying back in the 2nd most densely populated area/ largest open-air prison in the world. if that isn't telling enough of the vastly unequal power dynamics of the situation. and we didn't even get to the part where palestine already had a health infrastructure on the verge of breaking. or just water and electricity....

this whole "i oppose violence from both sides" thing is shit and obtuse when the ppl who are posting that rn have never opened their mouth before when it was just palestinians dying lol ur already positioning urself by only giving the issue attention at this moment since it seems more justified to side with israel when they're experiencing a sliver of what the palestinian ppl have been going thru for the past 75 years

i am a slut for taylor swift edits. the moment i finish a tv show, movie, book, literally anything. i’ll try to find taylor swift edits of it. if you have made edits of my favorite couples to taylor swift. i love you. thank you editors of the world. i love you.

just rewatched Tangled again… the ending actually brought me to tears. not ok, will be scouring the internet for more rapunzel & eugene content if anyone has to find me ‼️

LOOK AT HOW HE LOOKS AT HER.

AND HOW SHE LOOKS AT HIM.

AND THE HAND PLACEMEEEENNNTTTT

im losing my shit i love them so much

idrk who to tag but thx to @thatgeminigirlx for including me ‼️💗

Joel Miller + TV Tropes Happy Birthday Allie!!! ( @djo )

when I saw the Barbie movie, I came out crying bc obv. outside the theatre was a woman, probably my mom’s age, who saw me.

and she asked me what was wrong. and I just burst into tears and she gave me the biggest hug in the world.

And I think that’s what the movie was about; realizing that life is hard, but we’re all living it.

I’m still on the fence about whether this woman was real or some sort of spirit/angel/fairy that took the form of a kind lady to make sure everything was ok down on earth, but either way it reminded me that being kind and being sensitive isn’t a weakness.

it’s what makes the world go around.

did a bunch of margo art over the weekend cuz there’s not just enough art of her 😢

im so down bad for a man with big brown eyes… i don’t know how far this’ll go but my friends are concerned

love when a man has dark brown eyes and an air of impending doom about him

It’s okay, baby girl. You’re safe. I got you. THE LAST OF US 2023- • 1.01 // 1.09

sometimes the best compliment you could ever get is something that starts with “you look like someone that would…”

LIKE THANK YOU FOR THINKING OF ME LIKE THAT 💗💗 i’ve successfully created the image i want for myself

first celebrity, outfit, quote and aesthetic picture is my vibe

Jealousy, jealousy

Pairing/s: Kenji Kishimoto x reader, platonic!Aaron Warner x reader, Juliette Ferrars x Aaron Warner

Characters: Kenji Kishimoto, Juliette Ferrars, Aaron Warner

Summary: Kenji doesn’t understand how Aaron Warner could be your best friend and not him.

Warning/s: none

a/n: veryyy inspired by aaron getting upset over not being juliette’ best friend so I thought it would be interesting to see Kenji in that position

“Aaron!” you yelled out from across the training room.

You shoved Kenji, who was previously just above you-for training purposes of course-to get up and run over to your best friend.

Aaron let out a sigh and closed his eyes, as if a headache overcame him, before you reached him and started a conversation.

“You know I hate it when you call me by that,” was the first thing Aaron said before you brought up the topic of what you wanted to talk about.

Recovering from getting harshly shoved-and abandoned might he add-by you, Kenji watched as you and Warner fully engage in conversation. All your attention on him.

Kenji was jealous, he’d admit it, it’s a platonic jealousy so there was no reason to hide it. He wanted to be your best friend. He found it the biggest mystery in the world how you and warner became friends, and best friends at that. Kenji would describe you as a sunflower, full of loyalty and someone that everyone adores, just the sight of you is enough to make Kenji feel as if he won the lottery.

And Warner was like a raincloud, dark and violent. So it didn’t make sense.

Finally getting up from the ground, Kenji glanced around the room looking to see if Juliette came with Warner. Once he found her, he walked over to his best friend.

“Hey J,” Juliette was currently stretching, getting ready to start training. She brought her head up at the sound of his voice and a small smile started forming on her face.

“Did you have a nice training session with Y/N?” Kenji immediately regretted coming over. “Same as always,” he says with unneeded confidence, as if he was trying to convince someone that he wasn’t flustered, “Y/N still can’t beat me.”

Juliette snickered at that, “Yeah, that’s why you were on the ground and she wasn’t, because she can’t beat you,” sarcasm obvious in her tone.

“Yes, you’re exactly right,” Kenji replied with the same sarcasm given to him. Suddenly your laugh rang through the entire training room, causing Kenji to tear his gaze away from Juliette momentarily forgetting she was there. Apparently Warner said something hilarious.

“J.”

“Yes?” Juliette paused her stretching to look up at him, he was still looking off to the side to which Juliette followed his gaze to find you and Aaron talking. She stifled a giggle before talking again, “Kenji, are you alright?” This time Kenji looked back at Juliette.

“Yeah, I was just wondering how they,” he gestured towards you and Aaron, “became so close. Has Warner told you anything?”

Juliette gives him a curious look before standing up to speak to him face to face, “No. Never bothered asking, just assumed that, you know, they became friends normally?”

“You’re kidding.”

“No?”

“You never asked? Shit Juliette, you really know nothing about Warner-“

“I know plenty about him,” Juliette interrupted, they’ve had this conversation before, Kenji only uses this as a joke now, “Anyways, just ask Y/N, I’m pretty sure she’ll tell you.”

Kenji let out a snort, “Oh hell no. Absolutely not. We aren’t even that close.” He diverted his gaze from Juliette and forced himself to focus on something else in the room that wasn’t her or you.

Juliette on the other hand kept staring at him in confusion before shaking her head, “Ok…” figuring that this conversation wouldn’t get anywhere, Juliette walked up to you and Aaron; whose conversation just ended.

“Hey Juliette,” you diverted your attention to her as you saw her walking towards you and Aaron and gave her a smile, “we just finished our conversation.” Aaron wrapped an arm around her waist as she came to a stop and pulled her closer to him, you internally rolled your eyes because you loved them together but damn, they really made you feel single.

“I’ll see you later, Y/N,” said Aaron before unwrapping his arm around Juliette’ waist to wrap is hand in Juliette’, “Oh, and make sure to communicate with Kenji. His jealousy is starting to irk me.” Juliette let out a small laugh before the two walked away leaving you alone.

You raise an eyebrow at Aaron’ words slightly taken aback at hearing that Kenji was jealous. You knew Aaron had a gift where he could feel people’s feelings but you weren’t sure how accurate it was. He was always able to tell how you felt though, so you assume it’s pretty accurate.

You flinch when you feel Kenji put a hand on your shoulder. “I’m going to get something to eat, wanna come with?”

—

“So,” Kenji began as you two sat down on a small picnic blanket you brought, “How long have you and Warner been friends for?”

You hide your teasing grin slowing forming on your face as you keep your head down, focusing on unwrapping your food, “About a decade now? Anderson took me in.”

“I know that,” Kenji said feeling slightly competitive towards Warner, he wanted to prove himself to be the better friend, more worthy of being your best friend.

“How’d you two become close?”

You took a bite out of your food, “Well, with both us being kids and under Anderson’…supervision, we’d naturally find some kind of comfort in our shared trauma.”

You started to go on a tangent, revealing your childhood with Aaron and reliving the memories as you spoke. Kenji found himself forgetting about his food and directing all his attention towards you, wanting to hear more and learn more. The more you spoke, the more he realized that he didn’t know much about you, compared to Warner.

He didn’t know that you spent multiple nights alone with Warner when you two were kids, using that time to clean each other’s wounds. He didn’t know that even though you both had a terrible time under his father, Anderson favored you over him. He didn’t know that there was a time Warner hated you for being able to conceal your emotions completely. He didn’t know your last name, your favorite book, your shoe size, your clothing size-he didn’t know what Warner knew.

It made sense to him now, why Warner was your best friend. But instead of the “platonic” jealousy subsiding, he felt it getting worse.

No matter how much you’d tell him, he would never understand like Warner, he would never have that connection that Warner had with you, and it pissed Kenji off to no end. He’d like it blame it on his platonic feelings towards you, that he simply wanted to be the one who knew you most as friends. But he knew that wasn’t the case. He’s had multiple talks with Warner.

“Are you going to eat your food,” you asked when you finished talking. Kenji wondered how many times you’ve asked Warner that.

“I’m offended that you’d even ask,” he took a bit out of food before returning his attention to you.

“Have you ever liked him?”

“Well yeah, he’s my best friend.” Kenji deadpanned at you before shaking his head.

“No- I mean, have you ever liked him.”

“Romantically?”

“If not platonically then how else?”

You rolled your eyes at him before your teasing grin appeared on your face again, “No, never liked him like that. Not my type.”

Kenji internally sighed in relief, “Not your type? You must be picky.”

You chuckled at his words, “Yeah, guess I am.”

Neither of you said another words for a few minutes, simply not knowing what to say next. Based on how this conversation started, you assumed Aaron was right, that he was jealous but if he was right with this then this meant he was right about another thing.

About Kenji’ more romantic feelings for you.

Kenji cleared his throat, catching your attention, “So what’s your type?”

There it is.

“Since when were you so nosey,” you teased, he rolled his eyes and leaned away from you which got a giggle out of you. “I prefer dark hair.”

When he didn’t answer you just assumed he wanted you to continue, so you did, “Saracstic-“

“Warner is sarcastic-“

“Someone who comes off comedic but actually takes things seriously. Someone who people depend on and trust, both kids and adults. Someone who’s always there for other people and fails to be comforted by others because they put on a strong and humorous facade, convincing most people that they don’t need comforting. But that couldn’t be farther from the truth.”

Kenji stayed silent, opting for you to continue. You turned your body towards him and continued, “Someone who, for the life of them, doesn’t know how to communicate properly with the girl they like. They make flirty remarks and act confident but it all comes crumbing down as soon as the other person is serious,” your eyes fall down to his lips, you regret doing so.

You’re taken out of the moment when you hear your name being called. Seeing Castle running towards you two, you stand up immediately creating some distance between you and Kenji. You clear your throat before speaking again, “Yeah, I guess I am pretty picky.” Flustered, you give Castle a stiff nod when he reaches you two before walking off.

After you fully disappear into the distance, Kenji lets out a groan as he palms his face.

—

Aaron began to laugh as you explained the situation.

“It’s not funny.”

“Most definitely is. You’re an idiot, you know that?”

You glared at Aaron as he said that sentence, “What was I supposed to do? Castle was there!”

“You were supposed to tell him to come find you,” Aaron sent you a sarcastic smirk before drinking out of his cup, “So you could finish confessing.”

You buried your face into your hands as you groaned at the memory, regretting not telling Kenji to come find you, “I fumbled.”

Aaron hummed in agreement. “Want me to go get him?”

“No,” you yelled out, panicked. “I don’t want to make the situation more embarrassing as it already is-“

A sudden knock on your door interrupted you mid sentence, “Coming! I’ll be right back.” You jogged to your door, reaching for the door non before you fully reached it. You were glad you didn’t take a sip out of your drink before opening the door because you were sure you would’ve spit it out at seeing who was there.

“Hey,” Kenji said as he stood awkwardly in front of your door, “could I come in?”

As if prepared for this, Aaron slapped a hand down on your shoulder, slightly shaking you, “See you tomorrow, Y/N,” he leaned his head down to your ear to say, “Don’t mess up,” before walking out of your room.

You two stayed standing in front of your door, the silence extremely awkward before you stepped to the side; gesturing for Kenji to come in.

—

“He didn’t even acknowledge me,” you heard Kenji mumble under his breath before turning back to you, watching as you closed your door.

Awkward silence filled the air once again, making you cringe. You weren’t looking at him, you hope that he was here for professional reasons.

“So,” he began, “Warner in your room? Thought he wasn’t your type.”

“He’s not,” you replied brusquely, “Too much like a brother.”

Kenji scoffed, annoyed. You tilt your head up to look at him; confused at his attitude. Did he not catch on to what you were implying when you described your type?

“You know, he’s with Juliette. Having a man, who’s in a relationship, in your room is pretty inappropriate, yeah?”

“Why are you here,” you said trying to change the subject. You heard Kenji mock your sentence. He didn’t answer.

“Kenji,” you walk up to him now standing in front of him, “Why are you here.”

He stared at you for so long you think that he unintentionally was having a staring contest with you. You were tempted to drop the conversation, ask if he wanted dinner and to stay the night as you stared into his eyes. But then you remember that he just accused you of having an affair with Aaron Warner, while yes he’s your best friend, he’s also the guy you fought with after hearing what he did to Kenji.

“Why was Warner here?”

“He’s my best friend.”

“You keep using that as an excuse.”

“What?” You scoff out, quickly getting agitated.

“You look at him as if the sun couldn’t compare to him, you speak about him as if you have a little girl crush, and he’s the only one who knows you-“

“You know me. And you know what he and I have been through.”

Kenji had a smile on his face but it wasn’t endearing at all, no, he looked pissed. On the surface he looked pissed, but in his eyes, his pretty eyes, was a hint of betrayal?

Somehow that only pissed you off even more. What was he feeling betrayed for? He’s never explained anything about him to you, you didn’t know him, and he was upset that Aaron knew a little more about than him?

“Kenji,” you say again, “I’ll only ask this one more time before I kick you out, why are you here.”

It seems that Kenji couldn’t control himself anymore as he dropped his nonchalant asshole persona, “I’m here because I wanted to know what you meant! When you described your type and it was me. I wanted to know what goes through your head every time you see me, I wanted to know more. I wanted to know what Warner didn’t know.”

He took a step forward but that backtracked immediately, slowly regretting what was saying, “I’m jealous, ok,” he paused, trying to figure out the best way to say this, to tell you that seeing Warner come out of you room pushed him off the edge because why the fuck was he in your room.

He failed to notice you trying to hold back a laugh as he got lost in his thoughts, “I don’t get how Warner could be your best friend, I- it didn’t make sense until you explained your childhood with him and knowing that I’d never know you like he knows you pissed me off. It pissed me off knowing that it made sense and that I didn’t understand why you didn’t have a crush on him,”

He stopped for a second, a small pang of jealousy coursing through his veins before continuing, “because it would’ve made sense if you did.”

He looked at you again, waiting to see if you had a response. He fought the urge to throw up when he heard you laugh.

“You’re a fucking idiot Kenji. He was only here to pick up a report from me.”

With your own emotions getting too much to control at finally getting confirmation that he was indeed jealous, you close the distance between you two and connected your mouth with him.

Kenji’ lips were soft. You wanted to keep your lips on his, if you died right now you’d be ok with it as long as the last thing you felt were his lips, and you would’ve stayed like this forever if you didn’t need to breath.

This disappointment was evident on both of your faces when you pulled away.

“You really are terrible with feelings-” he cut you off by bringing you into another kiss, getting a small moan out of you at the feeling of his lips on yours.

He pulled away sooner that you’d like, a frown immediately shows up on your face while a smirk forms on Kenji’.

“You know I may understand why Warner is your best friend, but I definitely don’t like it.”

You laugh again, “Why, you want to be my best friend?”

“Well you kissed me. I’m assuming that I’m more than that.”

“You assume too much then,” his smirk immediately disappears at your words while a smile shows up on you.

You lean in for another kiss; softly pressing your lips onto his. “Kidding, I want you to be more anyways.”

me, whenever my friend experiences the most minor inconvenience or slight: kill? I kill them? I kill for you? kill? yes? murder? kill? bite? kill?

I’m fine (💔)

precious idiots who won't talk about their emotions

I'm loving how Zeff put Luffy's wanted poster underneath 'Employee of the Month'.

me and myself

"you're my brother."

You know what, I know Im insane but this moment rots my brain, and its so little yet so significant to me,

its such a comfortable gesture, we know that they felt safe with each other mentally and emotionally but this shows so much physical comfort, while they are walking in this scene they were bumping in to each other, they were smiling so much. and you can see them both smiling before they see the bomb, I don't know how to explain it but they radiate so much comfort in that little moment.

After Jackson they had so little time with the knowledge that they both cared and loved each other, and it makes me wanna scream into the void. What gets me is we know Joel is an affectionate person, we see him cuddling with Sarah and carry her upstairs, it radiated comfort and love and we know it happened more, this is him sliding back into dad mode, he is opening himself up to care for this kid. For Ellie this is a first occurence, Im pretty sure this hasn't happened before for her, an adult is caring for her and now she feels safe enough to lean on him, embracing and iniating affectionate gestures, it makes me wanna sob in a corner.

its literally just me and my online circle of emotionally intense girls against the world all tagging our hyperfixation essays with variations of ’i feel literally sick to my stomach. absolutely insane. going to bite something. might genuinely physically explode’ and then liking each others posts

tired of seeing ENFPs talk abt how much they love and want an INTJ when im still here single (as an INTJ)