Unanswered Thoughts About Where Consciousness Comes From, And The Degrees With Which Consciousness Exists,

What is it like to live in the present? Says the spider, to live like a bug. No memory of the past, says the fly, no concept of the future, my history embedded in my dna compelling me to act. Do I exist, says the ladybug, where does my sense of self come from, where does it disappear to when I can't remember?
Or is it enough to live in one dimension, says the butterfly, guided by my body feelings. My sense of touch, taste, and hunger. Can I exist without memory asks the preying mantis, can I be conscious without contemplating the future, can I take in all the sensations of the world in the now.
what do i become, asks the daddy long legs, with a flat sense of time?

unanswered thoughts about where consciousness comes from, and the degrees with which consciousness exists, rooted in the perception of body and time

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2 years ago

I was talking about editing a bunch of wikipedia pages to talk about native americans and farmer family friend was like

"yeah, it's like when we went to Turkey and we visited these historical museums, and the museums acted like the history of the country began when the Ottomans took over. The Hagia Sophia was built in what, 500 AD? And there are Roman ruins everywhere but the 'history' only begins in the 1400s. In this book I'm reading about the history of agriculture in Kentucky the author doesn't even discuss Native Americans before Europeans came. It's a huge oversight."

I've consciously tried to unlearn that shit so many times why does it STILL unlock little doors in my brain when I learn examples of how deeply arbitrary the boundaries of what we see as "history" are.

He also talked about how we have this idea of cave men being our ancestors because the things left by them in caves were more permanent, whereas the structures and things people built above ground would have decayed.

...I really do think about that a lot. How we have evidence of the civilizations that built things out of stone, while civilizations that used materials that biodegraded wouldn't have left as much evidence.

Come to think of it, some of the best known ancient civilizations did live in deserts. But they had contemporaries (like Punt, which we now know was in Ethiopia iirc...)

Farmer family friend also has been to Arizona (Might have been New Mexico? Idk.) and saw these Indigenous rock carvings he told me about that I never stopped thinking about. According to him, there's a rock face that has pictographs carved into it showing the steps of how to plant and harvest corn. "Very simple," he said, "like a tutorial."

And the crazy thing is. There's this nearby rock formation that casts a shadow on the rock face. And throughout the year, as the position of the sun changes, the shadow points to the step in the corn growing tutorial you're supposed to be doing at that time of year.

...I swear this guy has me come over just so he can have someone to talk to while he's doing mind numbing manual labor.

2 years ago
Pictured: Nerd To Nerd Friendship

pictured: nerd to nerd friendship

1 year ago
Hi I Wanted To Share This Fucking Insane Moment I Read Today
Hi I Wanted To Share This Fucking Insane Moment I Read Today
Hi I Wanted To Share This Fucking Insane Moment I Read Today

Hi i wanted to share this fucking insane moment I read today

11 months ago

People who like mantises but aren't that into entomology are always "orchid mantises" this and "orchid mantises" that. Overrated. Can we talk about Toxodera integrifolia for a minute:

People Who Like Mantises But Aren't That Into Entomology Are Always "orchid Mantises" This And "orchid
People Who Like Mantises But Aren't That Into Entomology Are Always "orchid Mantises" This And "orchid
People Who Like Mantises But Aren't That Into Entomology Are Always "orchid Mantises" This And "orchid

(Image links because as much as it pains me I've never seen one of these beauties irl: 1 2 3)

Like how are these things real. Girl what is that thorax shape. Why are you wearing eyeliner. And the colors? Absolutely fire. This is a 10/10 insect if you ask me.

2 years ago

Yes clown feet

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2 years ago

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2 years ago

Had a woman bring in her ferret for an exam and when I went into the room a second ferret poked its head out of her bag. In delighted surprise I exclaimed “oh you have two!” and she immediately responded “yes, I’m a small business owner”

Have to admit it took me a second

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