Doodling El Padre While Watching The Race

Matilda (by Harry Styles) is Aaron's song. More specifically, from Sean's point of view.

tw: mention of child abuse

Nothing 'bout the way that you were treated ever seemed especially alarming till now

when Sean first realizes Aaron's black eye isn't because a school bully punched him and he always just assumed that he was his dad's favorite and that's why Aaron didn't like it when they all spent family time together

You can throw a party full of everyone you know And not invite your family 'cause they never showed you love

Sean convincing Aaron not to invite their parents to his wedding but to invite the BAU, his found family, instead

You don't have to be sorry for leavin' and growin' up,

Because Aaron is terrified of leaving for college and leaving Sean all alone with his dad

 I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead insidе You showed me a power that is strong еnough to bring sun to the darkest days

Sean giving his big brother a pep talk once Haley dies and it's the first time he's admitted to Aaron that seeing how much he achieved assured him things would get better

It's none of my business, but it's just been on my mind

Because they're not close and Sean is kind of an outside observer of Aaron's life, but he thinks about his older brother all the time

I painted Max's helmet so proud of this art <3

charles leclerc if you ever scare me like that ever again-

"From triumph to failure is but one step."

+ the usual

I love when I can include paper sketches in the process gif. It's very satisfying to see it progress from a very vague imagining of what was in my head to the finished project.

+ version without text

My favorite sketch was definitely the one where I actually put in words what it's supposed to convey. I wouldn't usually write that down, cause it's all in my head, but it was useful to do so when sending it to other people. I'll go into it more but here it is just as a teaser:

Lmao first of all, I like how I was teasing "Spanish GP" art, but as per usual, it's just thinly veiled au art. IM SORRY, I'M NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING GENERAL POSTERS, THAT'S NO FUN! So instead you will get weirdly relevant matador au art. I like it a lot though, I was really shocked I was able to draw 3 different Fernandos, I mean even drawing one figure takes a lot out of me, but this was weirdly easy?? I think it's just the effect of not being burnt out anymore, and actually being able to draw with more ease makes me feel like a god.

Okay, so the text: "Fight or Flight?" I'll be honest, I don't even remember why I chose it, literally came to me in a vision 😭 But I think it's fitting with the narrative of this piece. Is it better to keep going on, keep fighting, or better to finally give up, and flee? Not that I even remotely think he should give up, but I feel like sometimes I can sense him pondering this very question. That was the big fear before he announced that he re-signed. Keep fighting and maybe, just maybe, you'll get the chance to finally go up against the bull again. Or accept it's an uphill battle and the fighting is going to keep getting more and more strenous, and maybe it's time to put down the sword. SORRY THIS IS SO ANGSTY FOR WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE "yayyyy home race!!!" Please forgive me <3

I. Renault

At some point, someone pointed out to me that I had drawn all other iterations of matador Fernando with a sword, except for Renault Fernando, and that ended up feeling very poignant to me. In a bull fighting match, they really only pull out the sword at the last minute to deliver the killing blow. So I think it's important to never draw this Fernando with a sword, because it shows the unfailing confidence and stability he has at that point. He only needs to pull out the sword at the end, as a formality almost, there's no reason for him to keep his guard up at all times.

II. Ferrari

Meanwhile this Fernando, he's considering his sword like he hasn't had to in the past. He's checking the sharpness, making sure in advance he can do what needs to be done. He's on guard, he feels like he needs to keep up his defenses at all times because he doesn't have that same amount of trust and stability anymore. He knows though he will be up against the (red) bull, at least that's never in question. At least there's the assurance he'll get the chance to fight.

III. Aston

Oh, Aston Fernando....He doesn't know whether to take up his sword or finally put it down for the last time. While at least Ferrari Fernando knows he's on constant guard against the bull, this Fernando doesn't even have that assurance anymore. He feels like he can never put down the sword, just in case he gets the chance to strike the killing blow on the bull, which feels like it's growing more and more unlikely.

Spanish flag: ? Lmao this was meant to be something to celebrate Fernando's home race and it turned very introspective whoops. Also got the Napoleon quote in there hahaha, can't escape it!! Shame though there is no French gp anymore, if so I'd probably draw an unhinged thing for it :,(

A literall Angel....

I’m taking Requests this November for CM Wallpapers doesn’t have to be hotch can be any other CM Character :)

As promised aaron hotchner wallpapers! Enjoy :) happy belated birthday to the man himself Thomas Gibson ♡♡

Im back y'all with another Aaron hotchner phone wallpaper.

His smile is so adorable :) and the way its so rare to see him smile too. Better to immortalize this awesome cute moment ♡

Carlooooossss

Q2 now i hope my heart wont give out

Lets be honest the beard was such a great look on him :) But you have got to admit he looks totally adorable here...

did i just say that lol - questions sanity ...the man is old enough to- anyways he hot tho ;}