“no One’s Ever Mad At Me Unless They Tell Me So” Is The Best Assumption I’ve Ever Made

Bpd culture is living in constant guilt and misery over the fact that some personality disorder you had no control over and didn't ask for will permanently ruin your life and relationships forever. Nothing is more discouraging than knowing that the way I am is literally exactly what people are told to avoid in friends/partners/etc. making me virtually untouchable and most likely forever alone. The isolation really gets to me sometimes and honestly at this point I'd rather be dead than alone and hated by society for a disorder that I never even asked for in the first place.

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They should make a "are you mad at me" that is taken neutrally and informationally every time and doesn't make everything worse when you ask it

Bpd culture is clinging onto the ideas of celebrities or fictional characters for comfort that you can't get from anyone else in your life. It's these people/characters being the only thing keeping you alive because they can't hurt you, they can't hate you, because they don't even know you or don't even exist. It's finding comfort in the fact that they can never leave you because they aren't with you in the first place. It's this desperate attachment to ideas being the only stable "relationship" in your life

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BPD culture is getting a dry message from someone and thinking "Am I being annoying again?" or "I should shut the fuck up"

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ND culture is getting very irrationally angry around midnight, and having no idea why… it could’ve been because I didn’t like the fanfic I was reading, or it could’ve been hormones, or it could be an ND thing, or maybe it’s some secret fourth thing (all of the above).

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bpd culture is getting annoyed when someone tells you to not do the things that make you feel like a bad person. like you think I can control it?

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ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

bpd culture is sending way too many asks directed to ur fp and now ur overthinking that they'll see the asks you sent and if they do its so fucking over (sorry if i sent so many asks btw lol)

You're okay