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Bad Days...

Sometimes we as people have the worst days. Days where we feel like we can’t do anything right. Days where there is no sunshine. When we have those days we feel as though it would be better if all that pain and emotion would just go away. Likely, we won’t find any remedy to the anguish we feel. Life; however, is not the evil we as humans have imagined it to be. When everything is going wrong and nothing feels right that is when life comes in and shows us exactly what we need to see. No matter what that would be life will always come in to show us the best there is for us. We just have to wait for the moment that the clouds move and the sun shines through.

Distant Regard

by Tony Hoagland

If I knew I would be dead by this time next year I believe I would spend the months from now till then writing thank-you notes to strangers and acquaintances, telling them, “You really were a great travel agent,” or “I never got the taste of your kisses out of my mouth.” or “Watching you walk across the room was part of my destination.” It would be the equivalent, I think, of leaving a chocolate wrapped in shiny foil on the pillow of a guest in a hotel– “Hotel of earth, where we resided for some years together,” I start to say, before I realize it is a terrible cliche, and stop, and then go on, forgiving myself in a mere split second because now that I’m dying, I just go forward like water, flowing around obstacles and second thoughts, not getting snagged, just continuing with my long list of thank-yous, which seems to naturally expand to include sunlight and wind, and the aspen trees which gleam and shimmer in the yard as if grateful for being soaked last night by the irrigation system invented by an individual to whom I am quietly grateful. Outside it is autumn, the philosophical season, when cold air sharpens the intellect; the hills are red and copper in their shaggy majesty. The clouds blow overhead like governments and years. It took me a long time to understand the phrase “distant regard,” but I am grateful for it now, and I am grateful for my heart, that turned out to be good, after all; and grateful for my mind, to which, in retrospect, I can see I have never been sufficiently kind.

Hwarang: Masterlist

Hansung:

Mr. Perfect Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Together Forever

Big Hands 

Hero

Sammaekjong:

Cuddles

It’s Not My Name

How They Listen

How It Goes Part 1 Part 2

Teeth

Savior

Perfect Bride 

Disappear From It All 

Free Spirit

Sooho:

Sorry

Reasons Not To

My Boy

Learn

It’s Your Secret

On and Off But Always Mine 

Banryu:

Weddings

What I Like

Unromantic?

Bond

Don’t Part 2

Different Look 

Danse:

Big Present

Princess? Part 2

Sneaking

True Bone

Yeowool:

Who’s Prettier

Handsome Like Me 

Blackmail

Sunwoo:

Deserving

Here have a vine compilation that I made and enjoy I’m not late to the party or anything (update for part two)

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youngjae, daehyun, himchan

zelo, jongup

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