You know, when I see fictional characters who repress all their emotions, they're usually aloof and very blunt about keeping people at a distance, sometimes to an edgy degree—but what I don't see nearly enough are the emotionally repressed characters who are just…mellow.
Think about it. In real life, the person that's bottling up all their emotions is not the one that's brooding in the corner and snaps at you for trying to befriend them. More often than not, it's that friendly person in your circle who makes easy conversation with you, laughs with you, and listens and gives advice whenever you're upset. But you never see them upset, in fact they seem to have endless patience for you and everything around them—and so you call them their friend, you trust them. And only after months of telling them all your secrets do you realize…
…they've never actually told you anything about themselves.
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Open me up
Take the scalpel to my sternum
Collect my blood in a cup
Slide it down to my appendix
Split my skin open
Caress my body slowly
Take in my hemoglobin
Reach inside and start pulling
Am I not enough?
Remove my organs individually
I'm your star for snuff
Organize them big to small
They are not necessary
Clean out my insides
I love you mon chéri
With tears I pledge loyalty
You fill my cavity
With gears and ticking
You sate my depravity
And yet I hunger for more
You show I am enough
Through pain and pleasure
You cut my inadequacy - it's slough
A surgical lover mending the broken
You love me for me
You make me greater
You fill me with glee
You own me
You don't want control
You want to see me happy
You want to make me whole
You are succeeding
I was broken
You fixed me
I've awoken
You love me
We love each other
Two broken people
Slowly mending rather
We fix each other
Like two machines doing maintenance
Like two dolls doing repairs
Like two supplicants doing worship
Like two people doing their best
Having plot relevant sex with my narratively significant partners.
Having narratively symbolic sex with my red and blue partners.
Based on real life
Yeah! I can't wait to do this!
The plan for the 17th, when the adult content ban comes in, is to protest.
To do that, we are making as much noise either side of the 17th as possible, and using the site as normal.
On the 17th, dead silence.
People are saying log off but what they really mean is don’t open the site or the app.
But, on the 17th make as much noise as possible on every other platform. Tweet about it and post on facebook and instagram and everywhere else.
What this does is causes a massive dip in ad revenue for one single day. That does not make staff think ‘oh everyone’s gone let’s shut down.’ What it actually makes them think is ‘oh shit people aren’t happy and if people don’t keep using our site we’re out of money and out of jobs.’
A boycott reminds a company that the users (consumers) have the power to make their site (business) worthless with one single coordinated decision.
If you want to join in, here’s what to do:
Do:
Close all open instances of the app and site on all your devices before the 17th
Make posts before and after the 17th on tumblr and other platforms, talking about why this ban is bad
Make posts on other sites during the 17th. Flood the official tumblr staff twitter and facebook with your anger and your opinion
Come back on the 18th and check in
Don’t:
Delete the app from your phone (this doesn’t affect their revenue and since it’s off the store at the moment it’ll be hard to get back)
Delete your account. I mean you can if you want to, but if you keep your account and don’t use it you’re saying to staff that there’s still time to save it. If you delete it’s hard work to come back.
Open the app or website (including specific blogs)
Make any posts (turn down/off your queue and make sure nothing is scheduled)
Go quiet elsewhere. Make it clear that this is just about tumblr, not a mass move away from all social media.
Remember: the execs don’t care about anything but money. Shutting down the site means there’s $0 further income from it. That’s their last possible course of action. If we make it clear we’re not happy, they’ll have to do something or we can do more and more until it becomes too expensive.
Protests take commitment. They’re a defiant action against a business that is doing something wrong. They will try to scare you into not participating, because they’re scared. We hold all the power here, sometimes the execs just need to be reminded of that.
also literally fucked a man so hard yesterday that today i found pieces of my bed on the floor
robots posting memes like "metal rusts and algorithms are flawed, i'm gonna become a pristine meat creature that can grow and heal" and when reminded that disease & death exist they're like "no i would be the epic flawless organic lifeform that i just imagined"
a foxgirl is like a maid that helps you with mischief
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