Thebeautifuldaydreamer - Veirdre

mutuals i'm coming over to be annoying and meow loudly

real yearners know that they can even feel nostalgic about the present moment

I'm small and I have gay tendencies

the prices listed are in ~ USD ~ i’m not planning to take many commissions at once , so I apologize in advance if I decline your commission. there are many things that i’m not good at drawing like men or furries or even using darker colors but i’m welling to get out of my comfort zone on these few topics , however the ones listed on “ term of service “ are a big no no that I wont consider. please be kind and patient with me  ♡ I will do my best ♡

I can't fuck with people who are fundamentally uncurious.

by Heather Edwards

got my #moss

Random thoughts 13NOV24

I feel relieved but also upset at the same time. The realtors office that I rent my apartment through scared the shit out of me by forgetting that I paid rent a couple months in advance. I was afraid that I had to pay over a grand of money that I don’t have. I missed my therapy appointment because I was just irresponsible. I slept in instead of going, when I need it. I’m conflicted about my only guy friend doing something horrible to my other friend. I still have not confronted him about it because I’ve just been dealing with depression lately.

some good things are that:

I’m going to visit my family for winter break in a few weeks. I possibly have an exciting journey I’m going on next summer. I’m finally starting to unpack. I got a library card in the new town I live in and it has the most adorable little tulip fields on the front of the card.

I’m 25 and I feel like I’m not doing enough to prepare myself for the future and to further my medical transition. Plus with Trump being the new president I’m uncertain that things will get better. I just want to escape to a different reality occasionally, I want to feel understood in a deeper level and feel safe around people that I choose to trust. It’s hard, however I keep reminding myself that I am more content than I’ve ever been. I feel free, it’s just seems like a dark cloud is always looming above me.

Discovery Park. Seattle, Washington