Reeeeally Been Learning A Lot About Myself Lately Like Oh. My Life Is Actually Just Beginning

"The day was beautiful, warm and clear. It was the end of August."

– Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

I have responsibilities like self torment and isolation

this can not continue divas

Goldfinch posting holy shit it’s like 2021 all over again

I’ve never been to Las Vegas because I’m scared of becoming gay

the devil couldn't reach me so instead he made sure I have a hard time expressing my emotions and thoughts

just googled my symptoms and it turns out it was boris i missed, the whole impulsive mess of him: gloomy, reckless, hot-tempered, appallingly thoughtless. boris pale and pasty, with his shoplifted apples and his russian-language novels, gnawed-down fingernails and shoelaces dragging in the dust. boris - budding alcoholic, fluent curser in four languages - who snatched food from my plate when he felt like it and nodded off drunk on the floor, face red like he’d been slapped. 

I never thought I'd make it to 18 what do you mean I'm gonna be 25 this year

yeha boris.. im sure u were just “young and needed girls” ..

thinking about this again someone stop me