Sketches from yesterday (I should have slept but who cares)
I love having new obsessions which I CAN'T share with anyone bc I know no one who would be interested in them. I don't know enough people. Actually, I know almost NO people.
I just gain interest in something awfully random and can't stop. I'll look it up on every social media I have. I think about it, and then think, and think, and that's all I can do. I can't rant to anyone about my new faves, or about some dialogue that is stuck on repeat in my head.
Or I would find/realize something major to the plot and I can't tell anybody, about this excitement and shock and everything else, since no one knows what even happened.
It could be driving my entire life from now on. It probably is. And, once again, I know no people who share that obsession with me.
I'd love to talk, share content, do WHATEVER regarding that exact interest. But unfortunately I can't do that on my own. Shame.
The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.
Me to my draft: You are a oneshot.
The draft: Wrong. I am the pilot chapter of a multichapter fic that you do not have the bandwidth to take on, but will haunt your every waking thought anyway.
Why is she so cute????
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Ever beheld blossoms more dazzling than fireworks, or cherished memories more tender than the sweetest dreams?
As the sun and moon rise in turn, the trees and grasses shall forever remember this moment.