Is There A Word To Describe “i’m Trying My Absolute Fucking Hardest And It’s Not Good Enough”

don’t break my heart you live there

“I mean, sometimes remembering can really destroy you.”

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz

If they act like they can live without you, let them

I hate myself so fucking much.

Everything and everyone would be so much better off if I wasn't here at all.

I will never have purpose, I will never deserve to live.

I shouldn’t still be here.

I don’t want to be.

I don’t want to be here anymore.

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

me: *exists* me: this is too much

“If I’m isolating myself, shutting everything and everyone out, it’s a sign it’s getting bad again.”

— (via devouring—despair)

“But he wasn’t written for her and no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t rewrite the story.”

- C. H.