they were right btw. you have to dig yourself out of your grave over and over again
"Don't compare her to sunshine and roses when she's clearly orchids and moonlight."
Melody Lee | Moon Gypsy
I took the miracle move-on drug, the effects were temporary.
Fortnight | Taylor Swift
- Vladimir Nabokov
Who up & searching for a sense of belonging
"No one told me you can love someone and still be miserable. How is that possible?"
Addicted To You (Addicted/Calloway Series #1) | Krista & Becca Ritchie
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Saw a woman wearing one of those trendy flower hair clips today, and it left me reminiscing about who I used to be.
Always dressed up, always in touch with the latest stylesβhair clips, accessories, outfits, everything. It was rare to catch me dressed down. But it wasnβt just thatβI was vibrant, full of life.
The exactly one year ago me would be dumbstruck to see the today me. I may not dress like I used to, nor do I carry the same lightness. Yet, as I look at myself in the mirror now, I realize that that me isnβt lost. Iβve just grown into someone different, someone new. Life unfolded in ways I never imagined, shaping me in ways I never asked for. After all, life has its own way of reshaping us.
Maybe someday, Iβll find my way back to that version of myselfβthe one who radiated warmth. Or maybe, just maybe, Iβll discover a new version of me, one that shines just as brightly, in a different way.
βAn emptiness so vast I canβt tell if I am in it or it in me.β
β Richard Jackson, from βElegy Just in Case,β Asheville Poetry Review (2022)
You fill up my senses like a night in a forest IG : bluerealmmm
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