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-thinking about my desires once is more than enough. i donโt need to dwell on them too much and i certainly donโt have to obsess over them. the less i think about them the better.
-no affirming for me. since the simple thought of my desires becomes reality instantly, i donโt even need to affirm throughout the day. i personally prefer to visualise and sometimes script, but easily thinking about what i want guarantees my success in the 3d.
-not considering manifesting a manifestation. it is so natural to me, that i donโt even consider myself manifesting when it comes to assuming my desires. i instantly go โyes, thatโs what i haveโ and thatโs all.
-complimenting myself for all my achievements. it is extremely important for me to feel self-validation, it reminds me of how lucky i am and how powerful i can become. this makes me really motivated and fuels my will to desire anything i want and manifest it instantly.
https://www.tumblr.com/infiniteko/740278042985955328/i-went-within-and-still-cant-feel-the
to this anon (if i may):
โi went within and still canโt feel the limitlessness. it was just silent and no thoughtsโ
donโt you see the contradiction? how you are keeping yourself seemingly stuck!!?.. where are limitations when you donโt think of them?
inspired by one of my fave pointers from infinitekoโ where are doubts and insecurities when you stop thinking of them?
how do you know you are limited besides the thought that tells you so?
show me a limitation without thinking of it. if you canโt, what must that mean? (hint: that every limitation is just a thought = thoughts pass = impermanent = not real)
limitlessness is not a feeling. it is your true nature. you are an inherently limitless being pretending to be limited. you are making up illusory limitations for yourself, then believing in them, then asking how to be free of them.
LOOK AT YOURSELF. REALLY LOOK AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!! DIRECT EXPERIENCE IS THE ONLY WAY. QUESTION EVERYTHING, REALLY INVESTIGATE WHAT โYOUโ BELIEVE IN, FIND THE โIโ IN EVERY THOUGHT AND SEE WHO THAT โIโ ISโ YOU, OR THE PERSON?
i know you keep your answers short (and for good reason), i just thought iโd share the sort of way i used to inquire myself about myself (lol) so those who are truly willing to remember themselves can perhaps stop relying on you so much :]
I like you Anon. Straight to the point
How different is "that" to mindfulness?
Mindfulness is another made up concept.
โThatโ is all there is.
I promised and I will deliver.
Law of assumption basically means - what you assume to be true is true in your reality. That's it. That's all there is to it. But you guys just wanna overcomplicate this so much when all you got to do is assume in your favour and move on with that. Assume that your desire is already yours and persist on that.
Manifestation is INSTANT. The minute you decided you wanted it, the minute you decided that it is yours - It was done. That was it. It's already done. That is your new assumption, that is your story. As long as you persist in this there is nothing on Earth that could stop you from having it. BUT, there is one thing that can stop you from having it.
YOU, IT'S YOU. YOU ARE THE REASON. What other answer did you expect it to be?
The only thing to know here is this : The 3D is not what we change when manifesting, we change the 4D. The 3D simplyย reflects it. That is all.
You guys are so obsessed with changing the 3d, "trying" to manifest something, clicking on every clickbait video that says this is the technique you need to manifest your desire in 24 hours and all sorts of shit.
GUYS, GUYS GUYS PLEASEEEEE, Stop it. You are only telling yourself how you don't have it. You have got to realise that by now atleast! I mean c'mon. This is your reality, ok? You create every single part of it. If you can create it unconsciously, you sure as hell can do it consciously. You have to realise now and now that you are the creator of your reality. Don't let anything or anyone convince you otherwise.
Ok now I understand that some of you may be struggling so I am gonna be real straight with you. You are the one going back to the old story again and again. You're the one who is just overconsuming information instead of actually applying what you know. Stop this cycle. Look every single question you ask me again and again is an affirmation. An affirmation that tells everyone how you don't have what you want.
I've been persisting for two years but I didn't manifest it - Affirmation It feels impossible - Affirmation. Why aren't my affirmations working - Affirmation. Am I even doing this right? - Affirmation.
You are doing this to yourself. You get that??!
If you want it, you have to be willing to change yourself, to change your thoughts, to stay discplined in the story that you want. There's no other magical way to it. This is it. If you want it bad enough, OWN IT. FUCKING OWN IT AND PERSIST ON WHAT YOU WANT.
You know why you don't have it yet?? CAUSE YOU'RE SO FUCKING RELIANT ON THE 3D. Stop it. You aren't trying to change the 3d. Your only job is to change your 4d - your thoughts , your attention and awareness. The 3d has no other choice but to reflect it. 3d has no power and yk why? Cause it's so malleable and all it can ever do is reflect your 4d, your imagination. But your imagination - NOW that is in your hands, You can choose to think what you want, You can choose to accept what you want as true and just let your sc mind do it's magic. Thats all you need to know.
Now I get it, circumstances may same really really bad like almost impossible for you to believe that the opposite of what is actually there is actually the real reality. But you're just gonna have to do it anyway. Imagination - IS THE REAL REALITY. And there is nothing you can do to change it. SO accept that and change your thoughts.
DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HERE RN? CAUSE YOU DID IT, YOU FOUND OUT THE ULTIMATE TRUTH OF LIFE. HOW YOU HAVE ALL THE POWER, HOW YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF YOUR REALITY.
Now if you don't believe in all this and sees this as some manifestation crap then I'm respectfully asking you to get the fuck off my blog, I don't need you here if you don't need me.
But if you know that this is it, this is true then I want you to read very carefully what I am gonna say next because THIS IS IT -
is loa real for YOU? (yes) is manifestation real for YOU? (yes) so is your imagination the real reality in your life? (yes) - so obviously what you assume has to be real too right? So it is real and it is yours. You have it andย youย haveย itย now. That's it. That's all there is to it. If you believe in this, If you can know this, You have to know that this is it, what you assume is true, IS true in your reality.
All you gotta do is persist. Persist in your new story. It doesn't matter what technique you guys use. Just know that it is done. Stop treating it like a process - MANIFESTATION IS NOT A PROCESS, IT IS INSTANT, IT WAS YOURS THE MINUTE YOU DECIDED SO. CREATION IS FINISHED, IT IS YOURS.
Just know that it's done. You're not waiting for something to happen in the 3D - NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
YOU ARE THE VALIDATION. WHY ASK YOURSELF WHERE IT IS - WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE IT.
Guys this is it, this is all you need, read it and reread it as many times you want to just get it in your head but trust me this is it.
You've got this!
Love, Shrads
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You are Water.
Water stands independent of wave. It was before a wave came to be, it is after the wave subsides, and it'll be for as long as the wave is.
A wave on the other hand, cannot be without water. It is water.
That water (awareness/that) is your true nature. The wave (an appearance) is this body you think yourself to be.
So you are never not Awareness. THAT. Consciousness. You're always that. No matter what you believe yourself to be.
No self realisation exists because there is nothing to realise, only to remember and Be.
'I want' is a thought of limitation itself, if you're water (THAT) and know no wave (no appearance) stands independent of you what is left to want? The moment you incline towards 'I want' you are limiting yourself to the person.
'I want'-> Is of the person. (Illusion)
'I am' -> is of your true nature. The knowing. That nothing is independent of you, while you yourself are independent of it all.
You Exist. Is the TRUTH.
Everything else is just a byproduct of that truth, an appearance. This so called physical body's existence is as unreal and unbelievable as existence of Elves and Voldemort and unicorns..etc.
That's about this episode of Coffee with the one who's not you. Subscribe for more(please don't)
So around 7 years ago I started stepping into the world of what people typically call manifestation. I went down the rabbit hole of Subliminals, Law of Attraction, Law of assumption, NonDuality and finally to where I am now, the unlabeled.
I want to preface by saying, I have been through an unimaginable amount of turmoil, and growth while on my journey to understanding reality and the way the world appears.
Iโve spent all of my time from back to when I first found out about this side of reality, to today while Iโm writing this post, constantly looking at a multiplicity of teachings and teachers to figure it out, except until the very end. I really want you to know this because itโs very important to not brush this off as if itโs not possible for you, as if you have to adapt a technique or secret. This isnโt something thatโs to be exhausting. With that being said, letโs move forward.
We all want things, we all have ideas of a life we hope to live, we want to fill it with all the experiences and specific details that match our taste. But this is actually, where the problem begins.
The way manifestation is taught is inherently wrong, Iโve fully stopped watching and consuming content that has anything to do with manifesting all together, because no matter what it is, Law of assumption, Law of attraction, all of the other ideologies that promise your desires, they all have a fundamental flaw, identity.
They usually all entail a similarity: methods, techniques, specific things you can do and ways you can act to make an outcome happen. All the while throwing in a random โbecause youโre the god of your realityโ. And instead of focusing on the phrases that relate to the center of all of it, YOU, itโs simply just brushed past.
And not just the typical โyour sourceโ, โyour operant powerโ, โyou are the manifestation,
We get it but wtf does that actually mean, and why should you care??? Well, letโs get into this, because once you start from point A, everything else makes sense.
What all these teachings of the world get wrong is the idea that you can want things and desire, as source. Fundamentally this is a paradox, you canโt exist in desire and want if you are the source of reality. Itโs not to say you arenโt, but itโs to say, you donโt ACTUALLY want and desire, but the illusion of being separate from the world is what makes you want and desire.
Letโs break the illusion.
Ask yourself this for me. โAm I awareโ.
The answer will always be yes. Undeniably. And no matter how many times you repeat this, the answer is always yes, no matter a feeling, no matter a pleasant or unpleasant experience in the world, no matter any circumstance, you will always say yes.
Why is this so important to explore?
Because you are able to see from direct experience what source is.
When you asked yourself that question, did you notice something weird that happened? Itโs almost like everything paused for a split second and your attention went somewhere to find the answer, and a response came from there. Look closer, ask yourself the question again, and this time try to find where the answer is coming from.
Youโll find that it comes out of nowhere, and if you try to trace it as far back as you can, to even before you answer yes, there this empty space of knowing that the answer conjures in.
This is consciousness. This is you.
Whether you name it consciousness/awarness or knowing, it doesnโt matter, itโs all interchangeable. But the important thing to note is, this thing doesnโt ever go anywhere. That is your true identity, the starting point of all ideas, the starting point to anything that can possibly be known. Every decision is from here, every expression comes from here, everything leads back to knowing. When there is emotion, it is known, when there is idea, it is known.
You being able to know that you are aware comes from this. This is the unseeable, the thing that canโt be perceived in any way, this is origin, its source, and its you. Take a shot at it, try to see what knowing looks like, its weight, its shape, its color, its dimensions, what its favorite color is, what it doesnโt like or does like. Youโll be left with nothing, as in no descriptions, but definitely knowing that there is a presence there that never goes away. Now try finding its name, its age, its skin color, its voice. You cant, and yet, from this very nothingness comes your undeniable answer that you exist and you are aware of your existence.
You donโt need and feelings to know, you dont need sight, sound, and sense of perception, you donโt even need to acknowledge the body in any way, but you know you โareโ.
At some point when there were no worlds and universes, there was an unseeable, dimensionless plane from what everything came from, does this sound familiar? Before there were things, there was no-thing, a presence yes, but no objects. And from this, reality was expressed, but source canโt go away, the fundamental key to everything there is today, has to remain, or else everything else would not exist.
Concouisness is what you are. And it IS the origin.
Now how tf do you live you dream life???
By understanding that the world is also just an expression of source, conciousness/you.
I need you to understand something that I thing we can all agree on, if everything has one source, it would only make sense for everything to be the extension of that thing that gives it life. The world is no different, and trust me I know this without a reasonable doubt. Iโve spent closer to a decade trying to figure this out. Everything exists in/on the field of consciousness/you.
I need you to trust me, because no matter how far you have been in your journey and how tiring it might have been like it was for me, I promise you, this is worth it all.
Step away from the ideas of wanting and needing, put on your neutrality glasses and perceive the world as 2 simple things, conciousness and conscious expression. These are the only 2 things that drive experience itself.
Understanding that you are source, more things become clear. Where do all the stories of all the unfavorable problems in your life activate from? Where does the idea of good events activate from? Where is it that any form of knowing come from, you. Whether itโs about struggling with money, or about someone loving you, the story or ideas, conjure from you.
We already know that we are conciousness, but now letโs acknowledge the second mosy important part, reality begins at us, draw yourself into something that you donโt really like, something youโd like to change, now notice where it activates from.
From knowing. Knowing the idea or story is its creation
Now when we see it casually, as just another thougt about something the world is showing us we brush it off and move on with our day, until we have to face that thing, but, what if this was actually in reverse?
Because if everything is an expression of source, doesnโt that mean the world is too? It would have to be. Doesnโt that mean, anything registered by the senses has to abide by its source? And doesnโt that mean, that the world is not truly something of its own will?
The short answer is yes absolutely. And I can tell you, this is it. THIS WILL BE VERY F$&#*NG IMPORTANT.
Admitting to the idea that there is one source for everything is literally acknowledging that everything can only show up IN ACCORDANCE AND RESPECT TO WHATEVER ITS SOURCE IS.
THIS MEANS, the the world is a PROJECTION of source, IT DOES NOT STAND ALONE. It does not OPERATE ON ITS OWN.
The world is the projection of consciousness.
Following me??
Like a hologram, like a school projector QUITE LITERALLY a projection.
From us, an infinite array of stories and ideas come, and they only become activate or exist if we allow them to, if we give permission to this thing to exist.
That story that youโve had about SP (Specific Person) or Money or Success, has always been activated by you. TELL ME WHERE ELSE IT STARTS. You can literally even prove this to yourself right now. WHERE DOES THE STORY BEGIN.
And because the world is just an expression/extension of its source (YOU) it is ONLY GOING TO BE WHAT SOURCE IS. Because it is source, just with senses and perception. It is coming face to face with what you are aware of.
The way the world shows and all of its details are projections of whatever you decide to activate. How do you activate something? BY KNOWING IT.
How do you know โred appleโ ? By knowing it. That is the origin for this idea. And you can run this test for every single story you play on loop, find its source, it will always be you.
Now, for the important steps moving forward. Stop treating this like an on and off switch, truly stop caring about a feeling, stop letting yourself get so swayed out of understanding your identity as the source, do NOT give up this beautiful opprotunity just because it seems or feels different.
Youโve been taught for so long that the world has to be struggle, so thatโs all you know, youโve been told that things donโt always come easy, this is all you know, take the time, take the days and weeks you need to break out of this useless cycle of exhaustion and understand who you are as source
Do not double down on doubts, double down on the truth, regardless of how you feel, take your time to feel, take your time to be, but never allow yourself to slip back into the brainwashing of the world.
Moving forward you need to understand the world objectively, not with the ideas of wants and desire, but for what it is. Source canโt want, you turn it into desire by creating a sense of divide for yourself. You pretend the world is something to change, drop this. You pretend that the body is all you are, drop it, you pretend that there has to be more to this but knowing, DROPKICK this into the damn ground.
This all is very simple. Everything being the expression of source is only projecting what source (You) are. The world is a direct projection of conscious activity. Whatever is know is given permission to exist, itโs given life. Itโs created. THIS. IS. IT.
Whether it be blue butterflies, getting a free coffee, or changing your eye color, it all is just knowing. And this isnโt something that turns off. This is reality, this is you. Start noticing the random things the world shows up as when you were just thinking about it the other day or a few hours ago. It is not a coincidence I assure you.
That friend you were thinking about calling you? Yeah.
That song you were thinking about suddenly popping up? Yeah
That โproblemโ you were thinking about suddenly reappearing? Yeah
It is all the same, yes it will take getting used to, but please understand me when I say this, it took me a painful amount of time and effort to finally see this as the truth, the amount of months Iโve spent isolating from content and other teachings allowed me to take ONLY personal experience, I tested it day in day out and this IS it.
Currently I expand my comfort on how seamless existing is, and I can assure you, if I can come to this conclusion, you 100% can because it has NOT been easy for me, and it almost didnโt want to accept it. But the moment I did, and kept seeing it to be true time and time again, I knew I had to go fully in.
You create the idea of wanting by doing this.
โI really want Sp to text meโ
This is what youโve given permission to exist, this is now activated, it now is conscious activity, and because the world is source projected with senses the world IS this.
You treat it like an absolute, but when it comes to something like this:
โSp loves texting meโ
You treat it as effort, and something to do and wait on. Now tell me, does that make sense? Does the idea of waiting, wanting, desiring, changing, even make sense with the knowledge you have up to this point? Nope.
You need to understand. The world is not a story, itโs projection, and it can only be projecting you. Stop turning to the world as if it can make statements, as if itโs feeding you ideas, when youโre the one activating them. You NEVER actually change the world, itโs you that activates a new idea. THATS IT. It exists because you know it. A feeling cannot stop you from knowing, the world cannot stop you from knowing, ONLY YOU can stop yourself from activating a story. A story canโt exist if it isnโt known.
So, donโt you think itโs about time you see past the illusion of wanting and see for yourself what you are?
"Keep peeling off the layers" but why peeling it if the layers are just illusion/unreal? for how long to peel this layer? yet there is no time/measure in " " isn't it contradict?
It's just a pointer.
Keep peeling off the layers simply implies that look beyond every label until there's no doubt left but the naked truth. Yes there is no person to go through anything, and by no means is this 'stripping labels off' a necessity. Like everything shared here, it's just a pointer.
And i never talked about how long, or time for that matter. Time is also a concept like everything else, go beyond it and see for yourself. What I'm pointing you to is beyond every concept, including time and space.
Instead of focusing on the pointer, look where it's pointing you to.
stop wishing and believing, start KNOWING that you have your desires
๐งซ โThe essential feeling of naturalness can be achieved by persistently filling your consciousness with imagination โ imagining yourself being what you want to be or having what you desire.โ - Neville Goddard
โก "My work is simply to trust my Imagination completely" - Neville
โIn the hardest times when I needed to manifest 'fast', what made me feel more calm, and even made me feel safe when doubts came into my mind, was an acceptance, yes, but most important, feeling natural, no effort. Let's talk about Naturalness, today.
โThe time it takes your assumption to become fact, your desire to be fulfilled, is directly proportionate to the NATURALNESS of your feeling of already being what you want to beโฆ ย of already having what you desire.โ โ Neville Goddardย
Naturalness, it just hit me how this is beautiful. This the law of being, and it's natural, normal, to have our desires. What brings our desires into material existence is our assumption of it's already existence. Accepting we have our desires in Imagination should be something effortless done, no stress, no overcomplication.
"Manifesting isย notย a process that requires serious concentration, vain repetition, or much effort. Rather, it's actually very, very simple.
God said, โLet there be light,โ and there was light.
That is it. The entire process is simply decreeing that something existsย nonchalantlyย and then moving on with no consideration. In the exact same way you can say with NO requirement for a second thought, that you are right- or left-handed, then not have to think twice (because you know its nature of truth already), and are able to move on โ you should be bringing your desires to fruition.
โ The reason so many people struggle to see results consistently is that it really is that easy, but there is a general tendency to overcomplicate things.
It is real now because you said so. You don't care to "prove it" or anything of the sort; you know its truth and you know you are right. That's all there is to it.ย Command that it exists now, then move on. It is that easy. It exists now, in your consciousness โ nothing will come into the screen of condition & experience unless you command it to." via reddit โSo, assume it, and then let it happen in your world.โ โ Neville Goddardย
Sometimes when we desire something, we think that when we get it, we will feel different, happy, blissful. And yes, we do. But with time it just start to feel normal, natural. You wanted that thing, and you were excited, you got the thing and you were so happy when you got it, but then, with time, it becomes natural.
โThe fact that it does not feel natural to you to be what you imagine yourself to be is the secret of your failure. ย Regardless of your desire, regardless of how faithfully and intelligently you follow the law, if you do not feel natural about what you want to be, you will not be it.ย โ โ Neville Goddard
That's why when we are forcing ourselves to get something, change something, we fail. Trying this, trying that. You feel depressed, drained. I felt it too, I know how it feels.
"The feeling of naturalness comprises of 2 factors:
Naturalness -> believing a certain thing to beย true, real, fact, usual, nothing specialย
think of something you really wanted in past, how you feel now that you have it? Relaxed, right? You have it, it's natural, normal. Nothing to worry since you have it already.
your goal is to assume you have it in Imagination only.
Having or 'not having' what we want have no 'realness' as long as we give it 'realness', nothing is real before we assume it as real. The 3d is the reflection of the past assumptions, so we can't look at 3d and say 'this is real', it's but a reflection of old assumptions, it is not real, it is past. "Everything You See Is From 15 Seconds in the Past, New Research Claims", this research also explains why the 3d is not actual, but 'past'. That's why you can assume what you want to be real NOW, Imagination is the real reality because what you identify as having or being in Imagination is reflected by the outerworld. The 'facts' are only facts if we assume, and if we assume different things, the outer world will transform to conform them, 'circumtances does not matter'.
โYour imagination is the creative power that can and will accomplish the end without effort and in a natural way.โ โ Neville Goddardย
Manifesting is a natural process. Then why overcomplicate things? Affirming all day to get something that you already have? Listening to subs overnight to impress your subconscious? Methods, techniques ONLY exist to make you remember YOU ALREADY HAVE IT, they only exist to make you feel like having your desire, only to make it feel natural. Nothing more. The power is in your assumption, acceptance, of that which you claimed.
โOne technique which helps with this is to view the current 3D unwanted or undesired reality as already past, and to recognize that the only true reality is that of Imagination.โ โ Neville Goddardย You don't need to "try", make it happen, 'do a little more', do that one more time 'so that it works'. As long as you identified yourself as having the desire, you can already feel the relief because NOW it is yours. So everytime you second guess if it is 'enough', know that it is. Now you can let it be, without worring. It's easy, don't try, be. Remove effort.
โTo get into the nature easily, general amnesty is necessaryโ โ Neville Goddardย
"Be perfectly indifferent to the evidence of the senses, so that you may feel the naturalness of your desire, and your desire will be realized."
"You cannot force anything outwardly by the mightiest effort of the will. There is only one way you can command the things you want and that is by assuming the consciousness of the things desired."
"You arenโt called upon to make the things. All things already are. The whole, vast creation is already finished; I am only becoming aware of it. Any state that I can imagine can be occupied. The whole thing is finished, and all I do is adjust to it and โfeelโ myself there until it becomes natural."
"when you can drop the thing desired in consciousness, confident that it shall appear, you have done all that is expected of you."
"The idea must be maintained in the mind without any sensible effort on your part. You must, with the minimum of effort permeate the mind with the feeling of the wish fulfilled."
"When you assume the feeling of your wish fulfilled it is with a minimum of effort. You must control the direction of the movements of your attention. But you must do it with the least effort."
"Make no effort and it will work"
"If I use no effort, then it works, not indifference, I don't mean indifference, I mean NO effort. You accepted it, and you have confidence in your Imagination and cannot fail"
"When you are not working to make it so you are in the Sabbath."
"We must, with the minimum of effort, permeate the mind with the feeling of the wish fulfilled."
"The essential feeling of naturalness can be achieved by persistently filling your consciousness with imagination โ imagining yourself being what you want to be or having what you desire."
"The time it takes your assumption to become reality is proportionate to the naturalness of being it."
"It is done without effort."
"(manifesting) is, above all things, easy. Its greatest enemy is effort."
"Serious confusion arises insofar as men identify the state of prayer (manifesting) with an act of will, instead of contrasting it with an act of will. The sovereign rule is to make no effort"
"if I assume that itโs done and make no effort to make it so, I am living by faith. By faith all things were made"
"And man canโt believe itโฆhe doesnโt want to believe it. He thinks all of his efforts are simply in some strange way changing things. You donโt change it this way, you change it only by an inner attitude of mind"
"From then on, he will not be concerned with making an effort to bring his desires into reality; he will know they already are real." "The law operates by faith. If you believe, no effort is necessary to see the fulfillment of your every desire."
" When a man does not live in his Imagination he will become impatient of the outcome of what he desires, and finally he will become violent in his effort to get things."
Naturalness is one of the most important concepts of the law in my life, for I mostly needed to manifest in hard times, and claiming my assumptions as real no matter who I emotionally felt, made me get all that I needed. Being free, being safe. I hope you understand that it is normal to have what you want, I won't call you crazy.