you’re allowed to simply Exist. productivity is not a competition that you are constantly losing, and you don’t need to earn your rest
there will never be a moment quite like this one again - take the picture
leave your work at work! those after hours emails can wait until morning to earn your time
how hard you work doesn’t go unnoticed or unappreciated
on that note, it’s okay to way to be noticed or appreciated for how hard you work
you’ll never stop surprising yourself
don’t forget that everything you do, you aren’t doing it for numbers or notoriety; you’re doing it for your younger self who would be so amazed you’ve done what you’ve done
no one will ever be as hard on you as you are on yourself
give yourself a break from time to time
doing your best is, in fact, doing enough
you’ll earn that money back but the memories are irreplaceable
disney is, in fact, the most magical place on earth
spending time with your best friend will truly heal your soul in ways you can never explain
you’re going to say the wrong thing. you’re going to do the wrong thing. being wrong is a part of life you can’t avoid
your anxiety will be so loud, it’s okay to ask to be loved louder
getting lost in a book is a great escape unlike any other
the more you focus on your recovery, the more you’re going to notice the habits that lead you to choose recovery
don’t hate yourself for sucking in your stomach in photos
don’t be so hard on yourself for having to actively make the decision to eat
just because it doesn’t come naturally to you, doesn’t mean it’s impossible for you to do
you can do hard things
the bad days can, and will, be forgotten
the good days can, and will, happen
when in doubt, shave your head
you don’t need to or be anyone that you aren’t; who you are is just fine
you’re hurting right now; you haven’t been hurting the entire time
even though it can be hard to remember such a time, there have been moments without pain
it’s okay that you didn’t cherish them at the time
(cc, 2022)
I was thinking of you from AM to PM, that's why I decided to DM
If you like a bunch of my posts I'm just going to assume you're being a wet little slut and you're touching yourself (which you absolutely should do).
The best part about life is that you can always try again! 🤍
Letter#2
To: My secret love
Would you please notice me? my love for you? all these days and weeks and months, i want you to notice me. I want you to see that that person you're with is no good, i could and would treat you a lot better. that is what you deserve.
I know maybe you can never feel anything for me other than what we have, but then tell me why do I feel that gaze of yours on me, eye contacts which linger, soft touches which shoot electric current through our spines. why do i feel this peace and happy feelings exploding in my chest when I see you smile. is it only what we have? nothing more?
your laugh, your eyes, your smile, your spectacles, your hands and your voice, everything is just so beautiful. I know the exact things to say to make you laugh. I know whenever you're sad, whenever you're angry or upset. I even know sometimes what made you upset. I want to keep you happy. To see that smile of yours. To hold your hand. To go places with you. To be in bed with you. in your embrace. to be with you, emotionally, physically, mentally. Be mine.
That night, when you cried to me about your grandparents, i wanted to hold you, to hig you and comfort you. to kiss you and tell you everything's gonna be all right.
That time when we laughed together and talked for endless hours, I want to do that everyday.
Your smile. Your smile when i bought your favourite biscuits. I want to see that again.
I love hearing your rants after the day ends, amd you're all tired and weared out, I want to hear those everyday.
You hear all my rants and talks. even the things i feel like are unnecessary, you hear them too.
When we fought, you stayed. You stayed and figured it out with me.You stayed.
I remember the time when things weren't great at my family, and you comforted me.
I want to be with you. Be with me please. I want to kiss you on your forehead, to play with your hair, have you lay down on my lap. To have you in my arms at the end of the day. To come home to you even when we're both tired, but seeing your mere smile would fix that. To talk to you endlessly on calls, To laugh and cry and to love and fight with you.
Be mine.
From: A
Hello, I hope you're doing well today. Can you do one for a radiologist, please? Tsym!
I’m well thanks for asking, a radiologist is such a broad topic but I tried😭
Radiologist ✨
Peel oranges for you? Peel pomegranates for you? My sweet, I'd cut up a watermelon and remove all the seeds for you
🤍
Dream