amnesia as a trauma response has the potential to be so fucking funny because imagine you just spent like 6 months breaking Whumpee down piece by piece, stripping them of their rights, destroying their mind and body with scars that will never heal, relishing in the irrevocable damage done by your hand even after they've been rescued
and then you run into them at a grocery store and they're like "oh hey (: sorry didn't see you there ((((: no i have no idea who you are but you're blocking the shelf i need to look at"
my ass would be humbled so goddamn fast. i would be shinji gripping the sink sobbing in the mirror because Whumpee basically just called me cringe. my brilliant torturing apparently meant fuckall and i'm not even worth the time of day. they'd probably misspell my name on a starbucks cup. whumper turned whumpee because how do i recover from that. what the fuck.
HELLO new person here i'm a little late but do you think is this still valid? :)
I do art and cosplay (and writing) and spend probably way too much time thinking about c!dream and my dear friend convinced me to get tumblr so now i'm looking for mutuals who don't wanna murder me <3
well. iβm sticking around so. reblog if youβre sticking around dtblr and plan to either keep posting or start posting about dteam so everyone can use the reblogs to find people to follow :] if you want, also add what you post about or plan to post about in the tags!! a primer of ur blog if u will
Hot take, but cis people have gender identities. They aren't the gender they identify as because of their genitalia or what their birth certificate says. They're only cis because they identify with a gender and it happens to match their government documentation. Cis men aren't men because they're "obviously" men for having a penis. They're men because they identify as men. It's the self-identification that dictates this, not any other factor, even for cis folks. And we should be framing it this way. A cis man identifies as a man and a cis woman identifies as a woman. There is no automatic or inherent gender.
Hi hello im actually okay, stepping back from drama can do wonders yall
c!techno on nov. 16th
OKAY I GENUINELY NEED INPUT NOW, ive been procrastinating cosplay for literally 4 years now, i will work on it purely because happiness and fictional characters can't hurt me
But i want to know if you lovely people are interested in seeing progress or results cuz gods know i am not strong enough to show anyone else
c!dream creature anyone? my roman empire <3
Being held like a gun by invisible hand ^ (still yet to have gained the motivation to finish editing said hand)
tmmys visit to pandora gets me so horrifically bad as someone who was an unstable child forced to hold responsibility over my younger brother, i cannot even begin to try to figure out how to visualize the fucking terror in a way that makes sense.
(Gets kinda heavy so read with caution)
Whenever i get reminded of that scene all i can think about is being like 11 and crying so hard i threw up when he was being a menace and i couldn't stop thinking about how much i wanted to hurt him.
He would regularly mess with me to the point it triggered a panic attack. My fight or flight would go off so hard that i couldn't speak or recognize anything happening around me, it would often also make me really aggressive and ig he found that entertaining.
Guess it really messed with me cuz i still can't get angry without shutting down from fear/adrenaline, best way i can describe the feeling is to imagine being a wild rabbit that's been picked up and knowing you will die if you can't claw yourself out of the hands.
here to be a creature mostly, might indulge in putting my faves in a box to psychoanalyze them from time to to time
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