To Go Alongside My John Thoughts, I Also Can't Stop Thinking About Arthur.

To go alongside my John thoughts, I also can't stop thinking about Arthur.

You love him, you lose him, you get him back, but not before mistreating a version of him that you don't recognize, one that isn't perfect, one that isn't right. You nearly die in front of him. Again. You escape. You leave. And at the crossroads, he asks you to trust him.

You know he is lying to you, but you trust him.

You gain friends, more people than you've spoken to in, what? Weeks? Months? Entire years? He pushes you away from them all, some more violently than others. He tries to kill one and doesn't even realize it. You give him another chance. You give him what he asks for. You let him feel seen.

And he is still lying to you. You realize later, it's with good reason. He's told you the horrors of that place, you cannot judge him for wanting to escape at any cost, and it would be hypocritical to judge him for dealing with the devil when you were the first to shake his hand.

You would have forgiven him that. Easily. You trust him.

But he doesn't trust you.

He asks for your memory to be taken. For revelations to be obscured, for you, who has spent this entire journey driven by the insatiable urge to seek, to find, to know, to forget. Because he does not trust that you can find him redeemable.

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malevolent malevolent spoilers good niiiight intermezzo spoilers WHY THANK HYDRUS I FEEL FUCKING SICK TO MY STOMACH RUINED MY ENTIRE DAY GONNA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP NOW

"Happy Birthday, Arthur..."

Malevoversary 2024 | Saturday Prompt

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happy birthday malevolent Arthur Lester malevolent podcast so sad </3 malevolent fanart TrustyPaladin malevoversary malevoversary2024 malevoversary day 5 happy birthday arthur lester! lets be honest this man doesnt experience actual happy birthdays john is trying to console him tho holding up the lighter like it is a little candle for him to blow

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

Happy Birthday Malevolent

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SPECTACULAR show stopping amazing malevolent incredible brilliant talented never the same.. eat it totally unique completely not ever been done before unafraid to reference or not reference put it in a blender shit on it vomit on it give birth to it anyways i love this cosplay a normal amount

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

trying is never enough.

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AAAAAAAAAAA i love this THIS IS AMAZING malevolent like holy shit fuuuuck absolutely fucking gorgeous man and the reflections in the shards of glass

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

John: You can’t see this but you have the cold calculated demeanor of someone not to fuck with.

The Arthur I’ve already imagine in my head:

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yes malevolent except arthur is a fucking chihuahua who will bite your eyes off he can smell fear and will kill you i love him tho he is so cute :3

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

Reblog if you want more interaction with your mutuals and followers :D

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<3 i’m new here please and thank you talk to me i like people and im very awkward a little push is needed

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

I didn't listen to Q&A yet but judging by the reactions Malevolent went about the following way:

Harlan: I'll make an evil entity posess this guy and sprinkle some curiosity and other stuff onto it just for funsies

The audience: LOVES John

Harlan: Ok this didn't go according to plan... No idea why they love him so much but fine, he's not ending up as a villain, let's explore another route. BUT I'll make ANOTHER, properly evil John, they'll sure won't be able to stand him!

*adds A LOT of genuinly sympathetic stuff to the character*

The audience: YELLOW IS UNDER OUR PROTECTION HE'S OUR CHILD *loves Yellow probably even more fiercely*

Harlan: The f-... WHAT am I doing wrong???

(Jk I'm pretty confident at this point the guy knows exactly what he's doing 👍 But he also writes Kayne the ultimate troll and that's a thing to remember)

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malevolent podcast all my homies hate larson maybe that is the reason why harlan loves larson so much because we all fucking hate larson i love yellow tho he baby

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

malevoversary day 1: wraith / loss

[ID: An artwork of Arthur Lester from Malevolent holding a baby. A translucent wraith wraps its cloth arms around Arthur's. The piece is done in blue-green tones and there are 3 stylised stars in the background with a white border framing the image. End ID.]

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trustypaladin

1 year ago

Malevoversary day 2: The King

Fun gamer fact: did you know that yellow fineliner doesn't show up very well on creamy white paper? Wild, right? Who would've guessed? Anyways, enjoy this and some propaganda over on ao3.

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