Pretty much everyone said this would happen. One ticked off parent can throw a tantrum and get any girl investigated because their kid didn’t win. Gross.
I am learning to further allow myself to enjoy the moment. The in-betweens. The silence between two songs playing. The patience it takes to wait for hot coffee to cool. I am taking deep breaths ten times over and then ten times again. I am being brave in the times it matters (which is always).
I am learning to be okay with beginnings, endings, and what lies in the middle. I am learning to be okay with living, with experiencing.
Quote from the novel "Every Day" by David Levithan
Ko-fi link here- please check out my art and help me pay my cats vet bills! congrats!!!! jizz post is back in business ! i have reached the goal i set (IN UNDER 24 HOURS?????) and i cant overstate the amount of kindness i have recieved, like seriously you guys are so awesome and are a BLESSING 2 ME !!!!!!!! i will be going through my ko-fi tips and sending thanks to everyone tonight, but just know i could not be more grateful, it means the whole entire world to me.
that being said im leaving the ko-fi link edited into this post- it would mean so much to check it out as theres still vet bills to be paid off (i set the goal for just the cremation as i really wasnt expecting to get anything, but there was a 2 day hospital stay and meds purchased that never got used that i would be putting any extra money towards) but again absolutely no one should feel obligated to tip or comm me or anything- it would just be incredibly kind to do so. please also consider checking out my blog to see pictures of the wonderful angel babycat that you all came together to show love and support in his memory, hes a very beautiful boy you will not be disappointed :) please feel free to reblog an unedited version of this post, you guys rule so much, love ya!!!!!!!!!!