Next Week At The Grammys I Wanna See Someone Throw A Chair At Justin Bieber. Ive Had A Taste Of Award

I am so high and I can’t believe what ******* said to me omfgg I hate sacha and I’m so mad ****** is cheating on her boyfriend with him like litrlly what the balls I’m so excited for fall

im just spilling this to the void. i had a tonic clonic seizure day. i hate my friends i hate my doctors i hate everyone who doesn’t take me seriously i hate my body i hate this i hate this i hate this. scariest fucking thing ever

Emotionally I think I really need it to be autumn

literally every day i say to myself “wow i’m having a really bad one today” like girl i think this is just your life.

Chloë Sevigny photographed by Tim Barber, 2010

“Broken arm, huh? Have you tried eating more celery?”

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i was referred to as an epileptic by a doctor for the first time yesterday. even after having the tonic-clonic seizure in february and my eeg showing epileptiform discharges, the most my neurologist will say is that i *may* have a “tendency towards epileptic seizures”. he won’t say i have epilepsy. he had been blowing me off for a year, saying my focal seizures were probably “near syncope”, or a “weird migraine”. it’s finally gotten to the point where he can’t dispute my epilepsy anymore, but he still finds a way to phrase in such a way where he doesn’t have to admit he was negligent. i told my new rheumatologist about my history with seizures, and she looked over my eeg. she said i should be medicated for epilepsy. but my neurologist will not put me on medication until i have another tonic-clonic seizure, and unfortunately it’s not really her decision. i told her that my neurologist said that eeg’s can show epileptiform discharges in 1% of the non epileptic population. she laughed and said “you’re epileptic, sweetheart”. it was such a throw away statement for her, but it meant so much to me. this is one of the first times my seizures have been taken seriously. i think things r finally looking up

Calypso

religious men: god’s purpose for women is to give men sexual pleasure and sons at men’s will

atheist men: the way we naturally evolved makes women’s purpose to give men sexual pleasure and sons at men’s will