I Will Not Allow Obsession To Alter The Way I Behave [

“women in the rain” - marina abramović, balkan erotic epic

Naples by Luca Anzalone

oh my god. I got blood work and had to provide a urine sample today and my kidneys are so much more fucked than I thought. I have 3 grams of protein now. When I had severe stage 3 albuminuria, I only had ONE gram. White blood cells and red blood cells in my urine too. And ketones??? I don’t have type 1 diabetes, I don’t know what that’s about. Still waiting on a few tests to come back (c3, c4, dsDNA, CRP, ANCA), but so far my results are 31% abnormal. yay? I haven’t been able to see a nephrologist despite how hard my rheumatologist tries. the paediatric ones think I’m too old and the adult ones think I’m too young. I get edema in my legs too. Going to be interesting seeing where this leads

update: my 2 year long C4 deficiency is gone! just to be replaced with a C3 deficiency. rip to my immune system #immunocompromised😍😍

Mastermind is for the girls who tried a little too hard in the beginning to make their relationship happen because they fell in love so fast and no one ever loves them back and they had no friends in middle school so they always do this for survivalist reasons, and then felt so much second-guessing and doubt about it but it all worked out okay cause he really does love us back and those “girls” may literally be just me and Taylor Swift but!!!!!! it’s fine it’s for US!!!!!!!!!!

“Broken arm, huh? Have you tried eating more celery?”

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The World of Interiors, February 1992. Photo - James Mortimer

Lol, here’s a fun one: if you had been born in the medieval era and without access to modern medicine, how long would you have lived? If I managed to survive being born (unlikely) I would have died at age 22 from appendicitis :) hbu?