"so None Of My Experiences Are Unique Huh 💔" Rejoice In Community & Connection

I was sexually Assaukted for 4 th time I’m still drunk + high god . And guy who did it last 2 times just watched it happen idk why I would expect him to do anything but it hurt. Like physically like it felt like a mammogram he was squeezing so hard it hurt so bad. It felt like joint arthritis lupus pain but kn boobs. And I yelled because it hurt and he was lik STFU any girlfriend will here: OI BTW THIS IS ALSO GUY WHO GAVE ME ANOREFIW IN 9TH GRADE THROGIH RELENTLESS BULLYINY. But he told me tonight he developed bulimia after he face me anoriedia . I m spelling so bad I’ll just stop. But it hurt

i’m a very kind and loving person but also i have a lot of rage and i just want to kill and maim people all the time. but other than that very kind and loving.

wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

I can’t believe a bunch of men were like “actually, women have it easier when it comes to mental health because everyone already assumes you are weak, irrational, crazy, and stupid 🥺” and a significant amount of feminists were like oh shit good point

*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy

I hate to break it to the girls who think being skinny with their eating disorder is going have pro's.

You will not do things without running out of breath. In fact, you'll be even more out of breath doing simple activities because you are so weak. I had times where I couldn't make it through the grocery store without heavy breathing and faintness.

You won't be the skinny friend. You'll be the old friend who isolated themselves after lashing out on everyone you love. I mean seriously, the anger and irritability that comes with having an ed is unmatched.

You definitely won't be happier once you reach your ugw. You'll be the unhappiest you've ever been, wondering why you look so fat when you're 30 pounds underweight. It never stops. There is no ugw.

You won't look better in clothes. You'll think you're still too fat to be wearing those crop tops and dainty tanks. If anything, you'll be fighting heat stroke in your 4 baggy layers on a summer day.

And that brings me to my next point. You will be so cold. Absolutely freezing even in 100f weather. The cold never stops. And your hairy, like thick, dark, never ending hair. If you think you're hairy now, even more will grow.

And your breath. Dear god, I can still remember how rotted my breath was. No amount of toothpaste, mints, or mouthwash would get rid of it. And not to mention, the cavities you'll continue to get even well after you're recovered — if you're lucky enough to recover.

There is so much permanent damage that an ed will leave you with. Your kidneys will be damaged, your teeth, gums, eyes, hair, skin, heart, lungs, intestines, liver, pancreas, literally every organ in your body is permanently damage in one way or another.

The list can go on, there are so many side effects that you won't know until it's too late. There are so many romanticized aspects of an ed that will never be true.

Point is, you won't be happy. You won't be skinny. You won't be healthy. You'll be an angry shell of the person you used to be, rotting from the inside out. You'll be selfish, only caring about what you can eat, when you can eat, and how you can burn it off.

The fact that 90% of doctors will call you a hypochondriac before admitting that they just don't know what's wrong with you is terrifying. Why does their ego matter so much that they are willing to traumatize people who are already suffering and need help?

Naomi Campbell for Chanel, 1992 ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚