im just spilling this to the void. i had a tonic clonic seizure day. i hate my friends i hate my doctors i hate everyone who doesn’t take me seriously i hate my body i hate this i hate this i hate this. scariest fucking thing ever
oh i see. you just don’t like me because i’m extremely unlikable
“women in the rain” - marina abramović, balkan erotic epic
By Johnny Dufort For Vogue Italia January 2021
The fact that 90% of doctors will call you a hypochondriac before admitting that they just don't know what's wrong with you is terrifying. Why does their ego matter so much that they are willing to traumatize people who are already suffering and need help?
yes i abuse benzos and wine and overload on cbd and kratom. yes i try to eat ten or more vegetables and fruit a day and otherwise only drink water and herbal tea for my health. everything in moderation.