Queer as in gay, yes, but most importantly, queer as in unusual, strange, creepy, odd..
i don't even know how i'm gonna make it to my bottom surgery, it's still not even scheduled we're completely fucking broke, we're stuck in the middle of the mountains where the only living tip we got was to start learning to use a firearm, we can't even get basics working cuz this house was wired by some weirdo christian volunteers and there's more holes in the walls and ceiling than i can count, i wanna keep going for it but im worried abt staying alive let alone getting to a major surgery.. im worried im gonna have to start accepting that this lifelong dream is gonna be lifelong however many pitiful years that ends up being
hello, my name is johnny or equinox. i am a disabled trans person and i have another update on my situation, i am currently in a worse situation than i was before. i am staying in our gas is not turned on which means we can't cook, have no heater or hot water. the gas person was supposed to come today, but we never heard them knock. they can't come back for another week. our toilet and shower do not work. it is november and has been dipping below freezing temperatures at night and we only own one space heater. i have arthritis and this makes my pain flare up horrifically.
there are other problems as well, but the most pressing issues are the lack of heat and options to cook with and inability to bathe or use the bathroom. i need to save up money so i can find a safer situation, as i am severely disabled and cannot go without being able to cook meals for myself. i struggle with fatigue and chronic pain and can't put that much effort into meals.
I need to save up to find an alternative place to stay at. i am deeply scared and tired of living in unsafe situations. i have been in precarious housing since 2020 and am starting to have severe mental health symptoms from the trauma of repeated homelessness and abuse at the hands of manipulative roommates.
thank you for reading and considering helping me, have a great day
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I’ve been caught in a loop of trying to make progress on my queue of commission work while trying to make enough money on the side for daily expenses, and doing that while managing my current mental health issues and unmedicated ADHD has admittedly been challenging. I’ve not been able to make much money because my energy is mostly being spent playing catch-up with old owed art.
I’ve been working to put together a GFM campaign to get myself out of my current living situation— I’ve been writing up stuff for it for a while now and the process of doing that and compiling evidence has been emotionally exhausting on top of everything else. I am at odds with my family and prefer to rely on and seek help from them as little as possible if I can help it.
I’m working on trying to figure out alternative, more profitable ways to monetize my art. Additionally, I am studying to get my GED diploma (I’m a dropout) so I can plan to seek more stable, non-art-related, better-paying employment in the future for my main income— and so I don’t need to ask for help like this as often going forward. I’ll also likely be reopening my print/merch store and soon opening a Patreon so you all can directly support my art on the basis of actually getting something in return.
Until I’m able to do all this, anything helps. I hope I can keep my head above water and that I can make art consistently again to make it worth people’s while to support what I’m doing.
Hate to have to ask, but I need help affording a new wheelchair, as my current is breaking and I won't really be able to leave the house without it. Anything will help and will be put towards saving for it. The wheelchair I've selected costs a little over $1000.
Val | she/they | 25 | horror, fantasy, furry artist | sfw & nsfw 🔞 mdni | no AI | Commissions closed
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