the trial 1962
yes...
to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you. by A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt
Joyce Carol Oates, "The Mercy"
Marcel Proust, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Marcel Proust
Rainer Maria Rilke, from a poem titled "You Who Never Arrived," featured in Selected Poems
I looked at my mother because I was a version of my mother. I looked away from my mother because I was a version of my mother. I was me, but I was also her—my mother, and I understood this all too well.
— Nora Lange, "Dog Star", pub. The Rupture (#120)
Dante Gabriel Rosetti, Veronica Veronese [1872]
Simone Weil, Gravity and Grace
“…what qualities can I count on in myself? A horribly keen awareness of sensation and an all too deep consciousness of feeling… A sharp self-destructive intelligence and an extraordinary talent for dreams to entertain myself with…”
— Fernando Pessoa, from The Book of Disquiet