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시발비용 = Fuck-it Expense

So I was thinking about the different Rachel's in the multiverse and I realized something about the Rachel from the Waves Timeline.

She doesn't have the star tattoo on her left wrist like the main!verse Rachel does. I even went back through all the issues she appears in to make sure it wasn't an art mistake. I didn't see her star tattoo once. This despite her very clearly having her dragon tattoo. It was a deliberate choice to not include it on her design. Waves!Rachel never got the star, but main!Rachel did.

My personal headcanon is that the main timelines (as seen in Season 01) are the ones where Chloe wasn't brave enough to pursue a romance with Rachel and asked her to get a star tattoo on her wrist as a symbol of their promise to leave Arcadia Bay. Plus, throughout season 1 Chloe never refers to Rachel as "my girlfriend" or "my ex who I'm still friends with." Rachel is very explicitly referred to as Chloe's friend who she happens to have a crush on.

Additionally, there's Rachel's thrown out letter in the second episode of s1, where she hints to her connection with Jeffershit.

Writing a letter to your girlfriend about meeting a guy who you're interested in isn't exactly something people do, furthering the implications that they had a platonic relationship in the main!verse.

(Four more images showing Waves!Rachel doesn't have a star tattoo).

Waves!verse Rachel doesn't have the tattoo because she was romanced by Chloe, and they sealed their promise to leave the Bay together with the romance only option, the kiss.

Unfortunately, I still think she ended up in the dark room (likely kidnapped and drugged) at some point because of the end credit teaser from BTS. (Considering both she and Chloe have seemingly gone completely sober off of drugs in the Waves timeline I think that's a further hint). Something about her experience just changed and she ended up surviving.

Another thing of note...

The above Rachel, who is from a third timeline where she survived (because Jeffershit got fired for stealing before he and Nathan could hurt her) and goes to school with Chloe and Max, has her inner left wrist conviently not shown in her brief appearance. She also doesn't seem to have her bracelet. (She has a bracelet but not the bracelet).

I think this is a Rachel who either got a star tattoo for Chloe and later gave her bracelet to Frank, or a Rachel who gave Chloe her bracelet. In the latter case, I think this is the timeline where Chloe gave the bracelet to Sera, and she and Rachel got to meet. Thus Sera's influence may have gave Rachel enough know-how on men to realize Jeffershit was a creep. (I know you can have them meet without the bracelet but it's significantly harder, especially due to a glitch in the game's counter).

Whether or not this Rachel was still groomed by Frank is unclear. She mentions meeting him briefly, but it could just be for weed.

Tldr: Here are the possible timelines

Main!verse Rachel isn't romanced -> she agrees to get a tattoo as a sign of the promise -> either the truth or lie ending is chosen for bts -> Rachel starts seeing Frank/is groomed by Frank -> Jeffershit gets hired -> doesn't see the warning signs and is groomed by him -> is killed by Jeffershit and Nathan -> is found by Chloe and Max -> either the Sacrifice Chloe or the Sacrifice Bay ending is picked -> Lis 2 -> True Colors

Dust!verse: Same as the above but Sacrifice Arcadia Bay is definitely picked. (Also the universe where Steph's mom, Joyce, Warren, Frank and Pompedou dies, but Victoria, David, and Alyssa are confirmed to live) -> Lis 2 (Sacrifice Bay variant) -> True Colors (Sacrifice Bay variant)

Waves!verse: Rachel is romanced -> kisses Chloe to seal the promise -> either the truth or the lie ending from bts can happen -> she likely doesn't get groomed by Frank because she's committed to Chloe -> possibly ends up in the dark room but lives somehow -> She and Chloe make it to LA -> a possibly unseen variation of Lis 2 happens -> a possibly unseen variation of True Colors happens

4th!verse: Rachel isn't romanced -> gives Chloe her bracelet to seal the promise -> Chloe gives Sera the bracelet -> truth ending for bts + she meets Sera -> might have been groomed by Frank (unclear) -> ends up meeting her world's max -> was able to pick up on Jeffershit's bad vibes and managed to avoid the Dark Room all together -> Jeffershit is fired for stealing supplies -> jeffershit is arrested for sleeping with a student -> ??

Arcane characters and the “i want a baby” text

this is so old but its so funny im still gonna do this

Vi:

Viktor

Jayce

Jinx

Mel

Caitlyn

Silco

ill write actual fics i just wanted to get this out of my head

CHLOE PRICE & VI parallels

Life is strange (2015-) │ Arcane (2021-)

caitlyn’s little sister privilege

I’m not in love with my roommate, I just wanna kiss her and stuff

CollegeAU!Ellie Williams x F!Reader

True feelings come to be revealed after Y/N gets a date her roommate Ellie isn’t too keen about

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Warnings: hardcore smut, graphic depictions of lesbian sex, use of a strap on, Ellie using the strap (a warning), Top!Ellie, Bottom!Reader, filthy I mean absolutely disgusting, the gays being gays

If any minors even fucking click on this fic, I will shove forks in your eye sockets

“Were you going to Dina’s party tonight?” Ellie’s head rose from the comic in her hands, eyes finding the source of the question currently exiting the steamy dorm bathroom. Loose tee shirt covering barely-there shorts, legs on display as a hand battled a mop of wet hair with a white towel, the freckled girl found it hard to focus on just one thing.

“Yeah, why, do you need a date?” She glanced away, as Y/N bent over to grab her water bottle, lips forming a tight line.

“Um, Bethany actually invited me.” She scratched the back of her neck, ignoring the way Ellie’s forehead creased, green eyes storming over at the words, legs shifting awkwardly on the bottom bunk.

“Bethany from art history? Doesn’t she have a new girl in her bed like, every other day?” Ellie scoffed, leaning up so she was sitting on the edge of the mattress. Y/N tossed the damp towel over the open closet door, turning with an unamused glint in her eye.

“You’re one to talk. Who did I walk in on 2 night ago? Kelly? Or was her name Shannon?” Ellie’s face fell into her palms, memories of last night flooding into her mind.

“Ellie? I grabbed us some Thai from that place you like so much.” Y/N spoke as she opened the door, white bag in hand, balancing with her backpack on one shoulder. Hearing a gasp, her head shot up, wide eyes and tense jaw taking in the scene.

Some random girl lay under Ellie, legs spread, indecency on display, chest rising and falling with heavy breathes. The girl was obviously perturbed by the intrusion, grabbing Ellie’s pillow and pulling it to her chest, a glare finding it’s way to her face. Y/N could see a small pile of clothes on the floor, a pair of pink panties sitting on her math textbook.

Then her gaze found Ellie, hair pulled back in a low bun, sweat sticking the loose strands to her forehead. Her eyes were wide as well, and if Y/N was in her right mind, she’s also see the gradual panic building. Her breasts were covered by a black sports bra, fitted jeans still on with a black harness attached to her waist.

Y/N averted her gaze, trying to take her mind off the fact her roommate was silicone balls deep in some chick with tacky panties taking up residence on her math textbook. It all happened in a matter of seconds.

Heart racing, swallowing the pulse in her throat, she shut the door with slightly more force than intended, feeling the handle rattle against her palm. Despite the oddly growing pain in her chest, Y/N began her walk back down the hallway, lips pursed and hands shaking.

It shouldn’t have bothered her how much it did, is what she kept telling herself. She knew Ellie got around, half the campus knew she was a player. In fact, she’d probably been with half the girls on campus already. Although seeing it was a completely different story, and the sight now replaying in her head was quickly causing tears to well up.

“Bella I think.” Ellie mumbled into her hands, not sure if girls name was right considering how unimportant their time together was. The only thing of significance was the look on Y/N’s face, looking so crestfallen after just wanting to share a meal in their dorm. It was painful for Ellie to think about, all she had wanted to do was run after her, ignore the girl below her, yet something in her felt it would only make matters worse.

“Bella, haven’t heard of her before.” Y/N spoke as she shuffled through the closet, fingers dragging along various hanging clothes. Stopping to inspect a certain item closer, nimble hands reached for the hanger to pull out a white dress. Trotting back to the bathroom, she stepped inside dress in hand and shut the door in her wake.

Ellie couldn’t help the soft groan that fell from her lips, leaning back onto the flannel sheets of her bed, comforter already yanked all the way down. Staring up at the top bunks bed springs, she let her eyes fall shut. Listening intently, she could hear the faintest sounds of Y/N moving about, what sounded like a plastic hanger landing on the bathroom sink. She could almost imagine what was happening behind closed doors. Shirt folding over her head to reveal soft breasts, cotton shorts dropping to exploit the fact that she had decided against wearing any underwear.

Ellie felt her face begin to heat up, throat bobbing as her mind gave way to lewd images. Y/N pulling whatever she had chosen over her delicate skin, covering her most sensitive places always hidden away from view. She could envision how Y/N would struggle to zip it up, hands reaching behind in vein with a frustrated pout. Ellie’s jean clad thighs pressed together, wanting nothing more than to run her hands over Y/N’s bare-

“Can you help me with this El?” Y/N spoke from the bathroom, pushing the door open with a free hand. Ellie shot up with flushed cheeks, making her way over. Entering the bathroom, she was met with a back, Y/N’s back to be specific as she held the dress still against the front of her form. Swallowing heavily, Ellie tried not to take stock of the fact that Y/N clearly wasn’t wearing a bra, or that she could see the dimples towards the bottom of her spine.

“Yeah, no problem.” Her voice was low, rough and slightly raspy as she pressed one hand to the fabric, the other pulling up on the zipper. Slowly, she begin zipping up the back of the dress, hot breath fanning over Y/N’s shoulders and neck, causing the girl to squirm under the sensations. Unfortunately the bathroom was still steamy from when Y/N had showered 10 minutes ago, fogging up the mirror and dewing the walls. Maybe it was that, or the fact that both the girls seemed to be lost in their own worlds, but it felt as if the room was heating up by the minute.

“There, done.” Ellie spoke, her chin nearly resting on Y/N’s shoulder blade. Turning around, the tattooed girl felt the wind knocked from her lungs at the sight before her. Sure, she’d seen Y/N in this particular dress before, but that wasn’t the point. She could be wearing a bag made of onion skin, and Ellie would still have to quell her racing heart.

“You look gorgeous, Bethany’s a lucky girl.” Ellie smiled, despite how uncomfortable she felt saying those words. She was waiting for a smile to grace Y/N’s features, to thank her for the compliment. All she received was a small smile, unnatural and only lasting a few seconds before she looked down at her bare feet.

“Tell me I’m just imagining things.” Y/N whispered, head hanging with flushed cheeks. Ellie could feel the small twitch in her fingers, a lump forming in her throat once more.

“Tell me what I’ve been feeling is all in my head, that I’m just hallucinating when I catch you looking at me like that.” Her voice trailed off, waiting for Ellie to say something, anything.

“Like what?” Ellie’s voice was still low, heavy and dripping with an indescribable emotion.

“Like you’re imagining me naked.” Y/N mumbled, unable to look up until she felt a hand lifting her jaw, setting it straight. At this level, Ellie and her eyes were locked, both brimming with something unspoken. Then her green eyes glanced down, flicking to her lips before refocusing. Y/N felt her body heat under the gaze, almost melting into Ellie’s warm palm.

“Do you really think I walk around in little to nothing just because? I like feeling your eyes on me.” She concluded, embarrassed at her confession but feeling oddly confident until Ellie’s predator stare. What caught her off guard was the way she was suddenly pushed back into the sink’s edge, gasping at how Ellie had moved her hands to roughly grasp at her hips. Pelvis flush to Y/N’s, Ellie’s breathing tickled over her lips, parting them with a shaky exhale.

“Tell me you don’t want this,” Ellie chuckles, pressing her chest against Y/N’s as she leaned forward, lips brushing the shell of her ear, “Tell me I’m imagining the way your face falls when I tell you I won’t be back for the night.”

Y/N gasped at the sensation of Ellie teasingly biting at her lobe, tongue running over the earring through it.

“You know, whenever I’m with another girl, I always pretend it’s you. What your pussy would feel like, how you’d moan out my name, how wet you’d be on my face.” Ellie purred, pausing for a minute as she felt the girl beneath her body freeze. Wondering if she crossed a line, she moved back an inch to look down, nose flaring at the sight. Y/N was avoiding her gaze at all costs, face impossibly crimson down to her neck, thighs pressed together it a lock. But what caught Ellie’s attention most was her eyes, pupils so dilated it was difficult to even see the ring of color left around it. Breaths coming in heavy pants, chest pressing against hers with each inhale, Ellie shifted her hands under the white fabric to caress bare hips.

“Fuck, nothing underneath?” Ellie hissed, controlling the urge to just shove her fingers right up between her soft thighs. Y/N could only nod pathetically, letting out a whine that went straight to Ellie’s core with a throb. A whine that became a squeak when rough hands curled behind her thighs and lifted her up, instinctively wrapping her legs around Ellie’s slim waist. It was a quick trip from the bathroom back into their shared room, tracing over to the bottom bunk. As Ellie went to place her down, the girl clung to her neck, digging her face in the side of it, Ellie could only let out breathy chuckle at the action.

“Don’t worry, I changed the sheets.” She laughed before plopping the girl in her arms down, immediately moving so that her thighs went under Y/N’s, hands on either side of the girls waist. Grabbing her jaw gently, Ellie positioned it to her face, gaze unwavering.

“I need to know you want this.” She spoke much more calm than before, eyes serious, to the point. The last thing Ellie wanted was to ruin her friendship, well, she actually did want that. But amongst all the girls she’d brought to bed, none of them ever meant nearly as much as the one currently laying on it. They were all ways to pass the time, a distraction from what she really wanted to do, who she actually wanted to be with. It was different when there was actual feelings involved.

“I want this. Ellie, El, I want this so much.” Y/N whispered, pulling the girl forward with palms pressed to her cheeks, leaning in until their lips were a mere hairs length away. That’s when Ellie realized how nervous she was, the sudden gathering of sweat on her palms, the way her arms shook, legs trembling ever so slightly, breathes coming out more erratic than minutes prior. She’d never had the pleasure of kissing Y/N before, no matter how much the thought had consumed her mind.

“Please.” Was all Y/N could muster before Ellie was pressing their lips together, savoring the way the girl under her let out a sigh of content, arms winding around her neck. Bodies pressed against one another, Ellie let the world outside of their little bubble fade out. She didn’t know how much a kiss could mean, what it could do to her body. Normally it was just lips pressing to lips, nothing more nothing less. Yet in this moment, heart beating into her rib cage, mind fuzzy, gripping at the flannel sheets, she knew this was more than just a kiss. Pulling back, she was quick to smile as her face was immediately pulled back, lips chasing her own. Thumbing at the girls cheekbones, Ellie managed to hold her off.

“You know, I don’t think I’ve ever been so nervous to kiss someone before.” She chuckled, eyes still shut, foreheads nudging together. Y/N laughed in response, now that opened her eyes. Looking down at the girl with glossy eyes and bright smile, white teeth on display.

“Finding my suffering funny?” She nosed her cheek, breathing in the way it only made the girl laugh harder.

“No, I’m just really happy right now.” Y/N thought aloud, humming as Ellie placed delicate kisses to the side of her face. She’d always seen the gentle side of Ellie, despite how standoffish the girl seemed around others. In a way, it warmed her heart to be the only one experiencing this level of intimacy. Pushing Ellie back, she held down another laugh at the way the girl huffed, face pouting like a child would. Of course that expression was quickly erased as she leaned forward, one hand caressing her tattoo, her mouth beside Ellie’s face.

“Can you help me out of this dress?” She kissed at the freckled girls cheek, drawing back to stare up. Ellie shifted her body, one leg standing on the carpeted floor, the other with its knee perched on the sheets. Smirk quickly finding its way on her beautiful face, Ellie reached down to wind her arms around Y/N’s back, finding to zipper almost instantly. Y/N reacted by scooting forward, thighs on either side of Ellie’s knee yet not pressing into it, face coming to rest against Ellie’s clothed chest. Listening to the way the girls heart was racing, grinning into the fabric.

Slowly but surely the dress was unzipped, dropping to reveal bare breasts and torso, bunching up over her more sensitive privates and hips. Ellie stayed in her position a bit longer, relishing every breath she felt, each grasp of Y/N’s fingers to her hoodie.

“All good?” She asked once more, slipping in a sweet peck to the crown of Y/N’s head.

“All good.” Ellie watched as Y/N dropped back down, body hitting the sheets with a quiet thud. Sucking in a harsh inhale at the way her breasts jiggled, dress only covering between her thighs with thin layers of messily wrinkled fabric. Rough hands went to caress Y/N’s rib cage, thumbs rubbing circles right beneath her breasts.

“So pretty.” Ellie mumbled absentmindedly, not noticing the way it made a the small flush deepen on the girls face. Running her fingers over the mounds of soft flesh, Ellie took pleasure in the way Y/N arched into the touch. Delicate squeezes, the roll of her palms dug into her nipples, hardening under the delightful sensations filling her body. Silent pants left puffy lips, eyes locking on Ellie’s face that was focused on her movements.

“Can I?” She moved her mouth to Y/N’s neck, nibbling at the tender skin, licking over the flesh to soothe the small sting it created. Kissing her way down the girls collar bone, the quiet, “yes”, answered her question. Lips pressing into the skin above one of her breasts, her tongue peeked out to languidly run it along her nipple, humming into the skin. The vibrations searing through her chest caused her legs to spasm lightly, thighs moving to press together. Although they were stopped by the firm leg in between, jean clad knee so close to her core it sent shivers up her spine. Quiet moans, breathy sighs continued to spill from her mouth, hands reaching to pull at the back of Ellie’s hoodie.

“Take it off, please.” Y/N proceeded to tug at it more, pulling a snort from Ellie who reluctantly moved away to yank it over her head. The process loosened the bun by the nape of her neck, hairs falling to frame her face.

“You’re so pretty.” She kissed at Ellie’s exposed stomach, fingers playing with the hem of her black sports bra. A small sliver of Ellie’s boxers could be seen, bringing a sly smile to the tattooed girls face.

“You’re the prettiest babe.” She leaned in for another kiss, lips wet from previously licking at the girls chest. Running her tongue over Y/N’s bottom lip, she smirked into her mouth as she opened wide, her own tongue jutting out to meet in a passionate battle. Sloppy noises filled the small room as they swapped spit, a small trail of salvia slipping from the sides of Y/N’s mouth. Leaning further forward, Ellie’s clothed knee pressed against the girls folds, forcing a sharp moan of surprise from her mouth. Ellie only drank up the sound before pulling back entirely, a line of spit connecting both of their lips. Y/N felt heat rush downward at the look on her face, pupils completely dilated, an indescribable hunger plastered to her normally relaxed features.

“I was going to be gentle, but I don’t think I can anymore, I’ve been waiting for this for too long.” A tattooed forearm pushed Y/N back into the creaking mattress, yanking her down until her ass was on the edge of the bed, legs loosely hanging off. Although the awkward position didn’t last long when Ellie lifted both thighs onto her shoulders, pushing the white fabric over Y/N’s bellybutton. Kneeling like she was in prayer, the look on the freckled girls face was so dangerous it was borderline feral, licking now cold salvia from her lips, eyes scanning the body laid out before her like it was a feast.

“I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to shove my tongue in someone so badly, fuck.” Ellie mumbled into the plush of Y/N’s left thigh, roughly taking the skin between her teeth, hard enough to leave a line of teeth marks. The action pulled a gasp from the girls lips, hand coming down to slap at one of Ellie’s that had a death grip on her leg.

“Oh fuck! El, please.” She whimpered like a depraved slut, nearly surprising herself at how desperate her voice came out. Although it didn’t surprise Ellie, who was only spurred on by the response she was getting. Fingers gripping deeper in her thighs, she scooted a few inches forward on her knees, face wedging between her legs. Arms hooking under, she managed to move her thumbs to the girls folds, thumbs on either one and opening them. Ellie didn’t know she could get this wet simply looking at a pussy, although she should’ve known considering she could only ever reach a climax imagining this exact sight. Ellie couldn’t bring her eyes from the glistening cunt inches away, visible even in the dimly lit room, she placed a teasing kiss right above her clit.

“Perfect.” Ellie whispered, tongue running over the expanse between her legs, before it was being shoved right into her tight hole. Head thrown back in pleasure, Ellie chuckled into her cunt at the drawn out, filthy moan she received, appreciatively burying her face deeper. Tongue thrusting in and out, her nose pressed deliciously into the girls clit, thighs closing around her head like a buffer from the rest of the world. Right then and there, as slick walls gripped her tongue, creamy white slick dripping down her chin, the body above her writhing and moaning whorishly like a bitch in heat, she decided she’d be okay with suffocating in this exact spot.

“Fucking delicious baby, you taste so good.” Ellie pulled away to fuck her with dirty words, smiling at the gasp she was served with. Y/N peered down, breath caught her throat at the primal look in Ellie’s eyes as her tongue resumed its position deep inside. The sounds resonating from her sopping pussy combined with the wet muscle sliding in and out was absolutely obscene. Not only did the noise and way Ellie was moaning into her hole get her body trembling, but also how the girl currently eating her out was rutting her pelvis into the wooden bed frame, seemingly unconsciously so.

Hands flailing to grasp the wrinkled bed sheets, she didn’t bother covering her mouth as moan after gasp and deep pant left her, wanting Ellie to know how she was making her feel. As it seemed to motivate the girl between her, one of her legs fell open as her orgasm began to build, the other thigh still resting on Ellie’s shoulder. Unbeknownst to her, this action further excited the girl eating her out, a rough hand coming down on the exposed space of her thigh with a sharp slap of skin on skin. Eyes shooting open, she glanced down, teary eyes meeting green ones that were already focused on her, hand massaging the place currently stinging.

“Do that again, please, fuck!” Y/N panted, unable to look away as Ellie pulled her hand away to slap it back down, once, twice, eyes locked on their target. Through a bleary gaze, she could make out Ellie digging her face in impossibly closer, shaking her head side to side as she continued to slap her reddening thigh.

“Shit! Ellie, please don’t stop!” Y/N gasped out, feeling the tingling in her spine build, caught off guard as Ellie’s free hand moved to her clit, rubbing harsh circles that had her seeing flashes of white. Head rolling back along with her eyes, she was about ready to tip over the edge.

“Yeah baby, I want you to come with my tongue in your pussy.” Ellie rasped, sounding just as used, voice near hoarse as her dark gaze scanned Y/N’s abused hole, fluttering and waiting for her tongue to finish the job. Forcing it past tightening walls, Ellie shook her head once more, watching Y/N’s body topple over the edge of reality. A silent scream passed the girls lips, back arching off the bed, calling Ellie’s name with tears now streaming down her red face.

Ellie only remained on her knees, mouth lavishing her through the climax, humming as cum flowed onto her tongue, licking up every drop her pussy delivered. Eyes carefully watching how Y/N’s heavy breathing quieted, a thin layer of sheen now on her skin, body relaxing into the comfort of the mattress, Ellie propped back on her heels. Warm palms caressing the inside of her thighs, Y/N incoherently spoke words of soft gratitude, sinking into the gentle sensations.

“Absolutely beautiful, so gorgeous and all for me yeah?” Ellie spoke as she moved from the ground, running her hands over Y/N’s lightly sweaty sides, feeling her shiver beneath each run over her fingers. She slowly opened her eyes, looking up to see Ellie looking down at her with adoration and something else she wasn’t entirely sure of. Affectionately grasping Y/N’s hand, she pulled it to her lips, kissing each knuckle with sincerity.

“How about you?” Y/N purred, still slightly out of it but not enough to tug at Ellie’s belt loops. This pulled a laugh from the girl above, reaching up to tuck a loose hair behind her ear.

“We both know who the top in this relationship is. Not to mention, the feeling of you around my tongue was enough for me to come as well.” Ellie chuckled as the girl blushed crimson, immediately noting how she squirmed, wetness once again building between her legs. Forearms caging in on either side of her head, Ellie leaned in for a kiss, quickly pushing her tongue into the girls mouth. The taste of her release, mixed with a sense of urgency had Y/N willing to do anything to be at her mercy again.

“Can I fuck you with a strap?” Ellie muttered into her mouth, brows furrowing when the girl abruptly yanked away, expression sour. Although it shifted into a small pout.

“No, you used it on that girl.” Y/N stated, distaste in her voice, jealousy bitter on the palate. Ellie pressed her lips to the girls hairline before breathing in the sweet scent of her fruity shampoo.

“I have one I’ve never used, I actually only bought it with the hope I’d be able to use it on you.” Ellie spoke with something in her tone akin to embarrassment, looking down at Y/N with flushed cheeks and a shy purse to her lips.

“Oh.” She replied thoughts swimming with internal joy as the words began to float mindlessly in her head. Chest warm with fuzzies, she nudged Ellie’s jaw with her nose, breathing in her cologne.

“Then yes, I’d like that very much.” Despite both of the girls frozen against one another, the silence of the dorm, and the muffled sounds of students walking about on campus, it surprisingly wasn’t awkward. In fact if this were some kind of hyper reality, there would probably be flowers floating about the room, a soft pink glow against the walls, eyes filled with hearts. Ellie patted the girls waist once, fingers gripping the skin for a second, lips pressing to Y/N’s for a peck.

Moving off from the bed, Y/N laid back as she watched Ellie slightly stumble to their closet, laughing into her hand at the sight. Ellie only grumbled, reaching for a box above the hangers of clothes below. Pulling the dress over her head, she tossed it at the back of Ellie, grin wide as the girl turned in surprise, now holding a medium size, black box. Green eyes wide at Y/N now laying out naked, save for the thin flannel sheet covering skin from the greedy gaze. Plonking the box down on their desk, she lifted the lid to reveal a black, silicone cock, excitement bursting behind her eyes at the images beginning to flood her mind. Jeans dropping to her ankles, she kicked her legs free of them, now only standing in her underwear.

“Checkered boxers. How butch of you.” Y/N teased from her spot, taking pride in the way Ellie’s lips tugged into a grin. Shimming the leather harness up her body, and tightening it just enough to her hips, she turned back to Y/N who seemed to shrink back at the size staring her way.

“It doesn’t bite.” Ellie joked, walking over as the fake cock jumped with the each movement.

“But I know for a fact that you do.” Y/N shot back, earning another hearty laugh from the girl about to destroy her. Slowly slipping the sheet from her indecency, Ellie’s nostrils flared at the girl spreading her legs, everything was on display for her to see. Kneeling in, the silicone cock pressed hard against her wet folds, sucking in a breath as Ellie palmed her breast.

“Can you get on your hands and knees for me?” She whispered, gently tugging at the back of the girls body. Y/N nodded weakly, legs trembling with anticipation as she got up and into position as requested, feeling Ellie’s fingers moving to the skin of her stomach from behind. It was definitely nerve inducing, unable to see what Ellie was looking at, what kind of face she was making, what would happen next. She was completely at her mercy, and she couldn’t help but love every second of it.

“Perfect, all exposed for only me to see.” Ellie’s rough voice cut through the silence and heavy breathing, tone dipping back into that of lust. Dragging her tongue over her bottom lip, Ellie pulled it between her teeth, gaze dark at the girl before her presenting herself so openly. Y/N squeezed her eyes shut, unable to keep waiting patiently as she slumped forward onto her cheek, back arching, tits resting against the sheets. Gulping down the sliver of self doubt she felt, Y/N peered behind from her spot, eyes locking on Ellie’s gaze, slowly shaking her ass and pressing it back onto the silicone.

“El, please.” The girl spoke low, lewd as she gauged how Ellie didn’t waste a second before delving back into her pussy.

“Fuck!” Y/N bit into the sheets, feeling Ellie lick a harsh line from her clit to her dripping hole, tongue only dipping in for a second as a hand came down on her ass cheek, the sound echoing throughout room. Then there was the blunt tip of cold silicone pressing to her hot flesh, moaning as she began to grind back into the cool feeling of it prodding away. Ellie chuckled lowly, ambitions high as she dragged the toy up and down, from her clit to her ass, spreading the creamy wetness.

“Here we go.” Ellie spoke as she leaned her chest to Y/N’s back, littering soft kisses to her shoulder blades. Warmth filled her tummy as the hard silicone slow but surely began to enter her pussy, so tight she was wavering on the worry it would tear her open. Luckily the wetness aided in adjusting to the harsh stretch, not to mention Ellie’s soft kisses still pressing lovingly to the skin of her back. Although the gentle nature of her actions were quickly subsided once she sighed into the mattress, fully absorbed in the moment and finally content with the way the cock sat inside her.

“Tell me if it hurts.” Ellie rasped, her weight against Y/N disappearing before two warm palms were gripping at the meat of her hips. The cock dragged agonizingly slow from her pussy, a loud squelch filling the air before Ellie snapped forward, hips flush against Y/N’s ass.

“Oh fuck! Ellie!” She yelped as the girl behind her began to thrust at a steady speed, the force so harsh it caused her to lurch forward. Body shaking at the heavenly prodding of the cock against her overly sensitive walls, clamping down as it dragged in and out, pushing back with more ferocity than the last. Ellie found herself grunting in pace, eyes glued to the way the black cock revealed a creamy white coating between thrusts, the way Y/N’s ass was jiggling, the arch in her back moving in time to grind down. It was filthy, the noises the girl beneath her was making, perfectly complimenting the wet sounds her pussy was suctioning in the toy.

“Does that feel good pretty girl?” Ellie grunted, sounding very similar to a wild animal claiming their prey, voice close to a snarl. Y/N could merely gasp in response, feeling the cock poke continuously at her cervix, rendering her unable to speak, “Yeah, am I making my gorgeous girl feel good?”

“You look so fucking good sucking my dick in, I can see everything from back here baby.” Ellie went on, her words aiding the orgasm building in Y/N’s tummy, feeling her arms turn to jelly. A rough hand reached around and up to press into the skin beneath her belly button, fingers dancing over the bulge the large cock created against her body. Pads pushing at the delicate skin, Y/N gasped out of shock, closed eyes shooting open to whip back at Ellie, cheek still on the mattress.

“Yeah, just like that.” Ellie mumbled, hand moving south to play with the girls swollen, pink clit. Instead of sharp circles, she pinched the nub, drawing a scream from Y/N’s lips, although it was cut short by a hand slapping over her mouth from behind. Ellie’s slightly sweaty palm muffled her voice, moaning shielded by the rough grasp on her face. Tears poured from her glossy eyes, rolling over Ellie’s fingers.

“I want you to come on my dick. Can you do that?” The sweetness in her voice was causing whiplash, so very different from the way her bottom half was ramming against her. All she could do was muffle a cry, clamping down on the toy inside, body spasming as she went limp, the only thing keeping her up was Ellie’s other hand on her stomach.

“That’s so hot, fuck.” Ellie seemed to say to herself, pulling the cock out with a wet pop to prop up on one knee, burying her face into Y/N’s soaking pussy.

“Mmm,” Ellie’s eyes closed as she delved in her tongue out, fingers hooking into her ass cheeks to pull them apart, staring down at her hard work. Licking from Y/N’s clit to her pussy, gathering all the wetness she had a hand in creating. Pulling back with a lidded gaze she watched, chuckling as Y/N fell sideways onto the sheets, out of it and body loose like a rag doll.

“That felt amazing but,” Y/N spoke with her nose dug into the comforter, holding back a grin at how Ellie’s face dropped at the implication that it could’ve been better. Leaning on sore forearms, she wrapped her arms around Ellie’s neck, playing with the damp strands loosened by their activities, “Now I really want you to scissor me.”

“Oh yeah?” Ellie smirked, gaining every bit of confidence back in seconds. Smug face held as she moved to tear off the harness, pulling her boxers down in one swift motion, sports bra thrown over her head, eagerness drawing a giggle from Y/N. Moving back so she was now laying against Ellie’s pillows, she tried taking in deep breathes to calm at how the toned girl before her was slotting herself between her legs.

“Can’t wait to have your perfect pussy against mine.” Ellie stated so confidently it drove Y/N to reach up, pulling the girl down to meet their lips in a heated kiss. Tongues out and battling, sloppy with teeth clinking together, Ellie moved one leg over Y/N’s, both girls moaning into each other’s mouthes as their folds caressed one another. Pushing deeper, Ellie’s lips faltered as their clits bumped together, wetness mixing messily against their inner thighs.

“Fuck baby, so wet for me.” Ellie touched her forehead to Y/N’s, one hand on her hip, the other propped up on the pillow her head lay on. Y/N caught her lips, gentle movements between their mouthes contrasting the rough way Ellie was plowing their pussies together, each others moans drowned out in the swipe of a tongue, puffy lips connected by a layer of salvia. The wet noises from between their legs competing with their faces, basically devouring each other at this point. Ellie angled her jaw, pushing Y/N deeper into the pillow, hand reaching to play with Ellie’s low bun.

“Come on doll, you have one more in you.” She gasped, eyes wild as she stared down into Y/N’s, licking her bottom lip before biting down on it. The girl beneath her moaned at the nickname, sucking on her tongue. The two bodies moving in tandem began trembling, trickles of pleasure running up their spines, lips locking as the orgasm washed over. Ellie fell forward, catching herself on one hand before laying to the side, pulling half of Y/N’s sweaty, naked body onto hers. Tattooed arm wrapped around her still trembling shoulders, Ellie leaned down to place a butterfly kiss on her cheek.

“That was-“

“Incredible.” Y/N huffed out, nosing Ellie’s sharp jaw with underlining affection. The girl holding her grinned in appreciation at the action, arm tightening around her.

“You know, most roommates don’t fuck.” Y/N whispered, absentmindedly tracing over Ellie’s tattoo. The girl hummed, glancing down for a second.

“No, but girlfriends do.” At this Y/N shot up, wobbling for a second on weak arms before a bright smile took over her face. She shifted so she was laying on Ellie’s chest, breasts squished together.

“Fucking finally!” Y/N laughed into the girls neck, relishing the way the body beneath hers rumbled with contagious laughter of its own, arms coming up to wrap around her back.

“Fucking finally.”

Did y’all enjoy? Are you horny now? Good.

Most people see college!Ellie as a player and stuff but for some reason I’d see her more as an inexperienced awkward nerd.

𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐃!𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄

—𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄—

⌕ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Ellie x reader

⌕ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: nsfw in the very last part.

⌕ 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬: I ran out of ideas lol but please if you have any send them to me, this is my favourite thing ever. + absolutely not proofread and my English is shit atm lol

Inexperienced/awkward ellie…..

Who’s heart race whenever you laugh at her stupid jokes, staring at your smile with roseate tinted cheeks, stumbling on her own words as your sweet giggle feels her ears.

« They’re so cute. » You said, thumb tracing her cheek « huh, w…who? » « your freckles, stupid. » « oh. hum, thanks. » she simply answered, rubbing her nape in pure embarrassment, still feeling your fingers brushing on her skin, secretly wishing they stayed much longer.

Who invites you over all the time. Playing video games together, watching horrible films — and making fun of the bad acting of the comedians— staring at her ceiling while sharing both of your playlists.

Who completely loses her mind when she sees you wandering around her room with nothing but lace lingerie covering your delicate skin.

Who turns her head away from you and smiles foolishly at herself the first time you hold her hand.

Ellie who desperately attempts to look away when you take a shower and asks her to stay in the bathroom to keep your conversation going.

Who keeps stuttering the first time she tries to explain to you the sentiments she feels about women.

Who stammer even more once you tell her that you feel the exact same.

Ellie and her bright eyes when you asks her if she wants to kiss you, to make sure she loves girls; you know, just to try.

Who kisses you so messily the first time, not knowing what to do, having to listen to your teaching.

Who covers you in hickeys because she doesn’t know how to control herself.

Who’s so so hungry when she eats you out; messily licking, spitting, sucking and groaning into your wet core, eager to try all the things she dreamed to do to you all this time.

« Fuck fuck… you’re so fucking good…. Does it feels okay? I… I never did that before but.. » « shut up Ellie just… fuck, just keep going. » you ordered, pushing her head a bit further down with your hand.

— reblogs and feedback is welcomed if you enjoyed <3—

what do you do to include judaism in your daily life?

i’m looking for suggestions of ways to include little jewish things, behaviours, and practices in my daily life! i’m atheist leaning, i’d say? so it’s a bit of a struggle- but i’m still more than happy to hear about suggestions that involve Hashem!

(i’m asking around jumblr (so you might see this ask on other blogs))

Hello!! Thanks for the ask!

I’m not sure how much value someone who is atheist leaning would get out of these things, so I apologize if this isn’t what you’re looking for, but here’s how I include Judaism in my life!

- Lots of Torah study and Jewish readings

- I’m involved with two Jewish organizations through my college and engage with their MANY events

- Learning to make and/or eating Jewish foods

- Making copious amounts of challah

- Saying the Shema twice and day and relevant brachos if I know them! Also frequently learning new ones! Like I recently learned there’s one for seeing a strange animal for the first time! A great resource for this is https://www.brachos.org/

- Keeping kosher (mostly! I’m working on it!) or at least eating with intention

- Trying to learn Hebrew but I’m really bad at languages :/

- Reading a page of Talmud a day through the Daf Yomi emails from https://www.myjewishlearning.com

- Touching the mezuzah on my doorpost every time I come home

- Studying the history of the Jewish people

- Learning and participating in new traditions

- Learning traditional hymns and songs

- Tzedakah

- Trying to be Shabbat observant but it’s a work in progress

- Having Jewish decor in my home

- Being intentional with my words and actions and considering how they may impact myself and others

- Feeding my pets before I feed myself

There’s probably more things I’m forgetting but this is all I can think of right now!

I hope this helped!

If there’s anything you specifically want more information on please feel free to ask!

the last of us part II.

hillcrest by ‘the worlds of gaming’ on youtube.

APRIL 25TH - MAY 1ST

Oh btw look what my sister got me for my birthday

Every so often I just feel so extremely grateful for the existence of Sefaria.

I mean, like… over a hundred million searchable words of Torah, Talmud, and other texts? With translations? And easily navigable links to and from other commentaries? All of these sources openly available at the mere touch of a keyboard, whether I’m at home or out somewhere? And all of this for free???

This modern world sure does have its perks.

Modeh Ani (Hebrew: מודה אני; "I give thanks") is a Jewish prayer that observant Jews recite daily upon waking, while still in bed.

‏מוֹדֶה אֲנִי לְפָנֶיךָ מֶלֶךְ חַי וְקַיָּם. שֶׁהֶחֱזַרְתָּ בִּי נִשְׁמָתִי בְּחֶמְלָה. רַבָּה אֱמוּנָתֶךָ׃‎‎

modé 'aní l'fanékha mélekh kháy v'kayám; shehekhezárta bí nish'matí b'khemlá; rabá 'emunatékha.

I offer thanks to You, living and eternal King, for You have mercifully restored my soul within me; Your faithfulness is great.

WIKTIONARY

Me when I see a character that is cool and religiously ambiguous

Yom HaShoah

Yom HaShoah (Holocaust Remembrance Day) begins this year on sundown on April 27th, 2022 and ends sundown, April 28th.

The ADL's Audito of Antisemitic Incidents for 2021 released just yesterday, reporting hate crimes in the United States at an all-time high since they began recording in 1979. (A 34% increase from 2020.) Jews make up less than 3% of the United States population (0.2% globally) and remain the biggest target of religion-based hate crimes in the US both in raw numbers and per capita.

Now is a good time to check in on your Jewish friends and support your Jewish communities. If you are able, I highly encourage supporting a charity that helps Shoah survivors (most of whom still live alone and in poverty) or putting money directly into the hands of Jews in need or local Jewish organizations.

It's also a good time to analyze the way we talk about the Holocaust. This article about The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas highlights common problematic tropes to look out for in other works. If you can I HIGHLY encourage getting a copy of People Love Dead Jews by Dara Horn. It's a collection of well-written essays tackling the world's fascination with dead Jews, how Jewish history is exploited to comfort the living, becoming dehumanizing even when done with the best of intentions. It's sharp, insightful, powerful, poignant, and deeply disturbing. For Jewish readers, this helped me put to words things I always felt uncomfortable about but could never articulate why; it's very cathartic in many ways. For others, this is a great window into how it often feels being Jewish in a world that hates Jews, showcasing nuances of modern-day antisemitism I've never seen tackled elsewhere. I cannot recommend it enough; I consider it a must-read.

CHARACTER TROPES in The Last Of Us Part II (insp)

i come home early one morning after a long double shift at work, and crawl into bed next to you. you, warm with sleep, eyes still closed, pull me in close, draping your arm over my hip. the night without you was long, but i feel safe and held now. i close my eyes and fall asleep easily in your arms, your body wrapped around mine.

trust never came naturally to me before, but now it is like a language i knew all along. i know that you will be there when i get home. that you will answer the phone when i call. that if everything falls apart, i will still have you. every day with you i am learning and i am growing into the person that i have always wanted to be. like a tree finally deemed worthy of watering, i grow.

things are finally easy. we have not gotten where we are going, but the journey from here is smooth. we are able to be still, to breathe, to walk downhill instead of up. i think to myself at night, curled around you, that there is no one i rather share this with but you. there is no one safer, lovelier. you are my best friend, and this struggle was better because you were with me every step of the way. i hold you close. there is no empty space between us, and no emptiness in our lives.

on your days off, i make a point to take you out. we knock knees beneath the restaurant table, and share our appetizer while we talk about our weeks: yours at work, mine at home with our daughter. i see you at home every night, but there is something special about taking this time to be out, to be present, to be consciously together. we leave the restaurant arm in arm, your head resting against my bicep.

on our days off from work we lounge, legs entwined, on the couch. we tease and laugh and snuggle and kiss. things feel easier, if only for that day. the stress of the working world melts away. it’s just us. we don’t need anything else.

we spend the night daydreaming about little girls with your eyes and dark hair like mine. the future seems warm and bright, and i am not afraid.

time passes, but my heart still skips a beat when you look at me. i get lost in your eyes daily.

when we are together, i feel brave in a way i never thought i would. i hold you close in public when we linger in window displays, kiss you goodbye when i drop you off at work, and hold your hand whenever and wherever i can. i am the lesbian i needed when i was younger, visible and strong, and it’s all because of you.

we know there is a beauty to our kind of love that others can’t always understand. we have a language from the women who came before us, and a culture as rich as the land they gathered on. though we are different, we are the same where it counts. we were forged in the same fire of girlhood, of difference, of strange and lonely girls who loved their female friends a little too much. sometimes i am struck by the symmetry of our lives: i tell you an autobiographical joke and you already know the punchline. we find comfort in each other that we never found anywhere else. a depth of understanding we wouldn’t trade for the world.

Why were all these posters so gay like wtf

Ah to being two communist lesbians

Pick A Card: Everyday Life With Your Future Spouse

Hey, there! Ivy here. In this new PAC that I prepared, we'll be taking a little sneak peek about what your everyday life is going to be with your future spouse. And I've also added some little details about them and/or your relationship. I've had a lot of fun doing the readings, and I hope you'll enjoy them as well! The energies are just so ✨ bEAUtIFuL ✨ ugh, I could bask in it forever.

Anyways, thank you all so much for the comments, likes, reblogs, love and high vibes in the first reading that I've made (which you can check out here if you still haven't.) You guys are as sweet as my favorite ice cream flavors. Here, just take my heart: 💙 I never expected a lot of people would resonated with the readings! Therefore I'm glad to have help in anyway. Sending much love your way, muah! Now without further ado, cue the music and let's start the reading!

Please choose from one to three piles. I pray that your intuition will lead you to the messages that's meant for you to hear. Keep in mind that this is a general reading so take what resonates and leave what doesn't! If one pile doesn't resonate with you at all, then you're welcome to choose again. After all, the situation that the cards predict is not set in stone. It's only one of the countless possibilities that the future holds, and you undoubtedly have the power to change your future.

Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purpose only. Do not take this reading as a professional or medical advise. Photos used are not mine, they belong to their respective owners.

From left to right: 1, 2, 3.

Pile One

chemistry, forgiving & learning, the world (reversed), page of swords (reversed), knight of pentacles, ace of wands (reversed), wheel of fortune.

Okay, I instantly got this sudden thought that your future spouse will spoil you, a lot actually. Or you both spoil each other. I'm receiving different kinds of messages but let me first begin with what I started. So there are like somedays when the both of you wanna go out and have fun together. Like going out to the mall, shopping, watching a movie, eating out, buying stuffs for your home and all that. And when you're both at home, you would just coop up in your couches and just Netflix and chill ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° (kidding. not.) I actually see this person as a bookish sort, they love reading. Especially novels where they could lose their selves into. That could be you too. I see one of you would just read aloud and the other listens earnestly. I actually got a hint earlier that both of you like to flex your wits and you like to debate about things, a lot actually. Nothing too serious, just things that makes your brains excited and learning about each other's opinions. Oh, and while I was starting to type this, I just saw that when you're both out in public, you're going to turn heads. Those people would just stare at the both of you for a moment because they think you're just a jaw-dropping, amazing couple. Probably the way you both dress, or the way you both talk as very engaging and intellectual, oh and they just couldn't deny the aura that you both permeate. Damn, I love this pile. You're both confident souls. (Dear pile 1, once you're both married, adopt me please lmao.) Oh! AND THAT PROBABLY WAS A MESSAGE TOO. Okay, for some of you, maybe you and your person would like to consider about adopting a child.

Okay, a little earlier I said that somedays you wanna go out together. But I have a feeling that you and your future spouse actually LOVES going out A LOT. And not just in typical places, but like both of you are this kind of people who explores every nook and cranny in their city or country. You both love exploring together. So yeah, when you marry this person, expect a lot of roadtrips and traveling and such. I feel like they like to go on hikings too, or maybe that's you. But don't worry, hiking is not an everyday life for the both of you, HAHA. Just going out here and there is.

One more thing, since the Forgiving and Learning card showed up, I feel like this is just an additional message that confirms that you and your FS don't fight a lot. But when you do, it's when serious things get. You don't quarrel about pointless things. Both of you will go through it logically. But your fights won't last. You'd easily forgive and explain to each each other while also learning something. For some of you, this is just a message for you right now to forgive your past so you can move confidently towards your future. Now, forgiving doesn't necessarily mean forgetting; but you can make peace with what's done in the past and you'd rather choose to leave all the negative energy and not become a victim of it anymore. (What am I a wise, old, bearded wizard with a pointy hat and a staff now?)

OMGGG, I JUST SAW 555 🦄✨

Channeled song: White Houses by Vanessa Carlton (i love this song sm)

Channeled words: rain, bush, two umbrellas, mansion, religious altar, sweet, priceless, pool or backyard party, valiant, aisle, dwindling, time, demanding for answers, lightning. (I literally just saw one out my window.)

PS: I forgot to point out. Both of you could be extroverts. But it's also possible for you or them could be an introvert. Nevertheless I do see one of you is extroverted.

Remember to take care and love yourself! See ya! — Ivy

Pile Two

express your love, this could be the one, ace of wands (reversed), eight of cups (reversed), the hierophant (reversed), knight of cups, the tower.

While shuffling the cards I saw a garden and I strongly feel that the house you'll be living in with your FS has a garden, or somewhere surrounded in greenery. Your relationship with them will also be nourishing. So in your everyday life with them both of you will actually be very romantic. Both of you literally can't go on a day without letting each other know how much you love each other. Oh, and I almost forgot! After seeing that garden, I also saw that your FS will cook you delicious meals every day. And I mean meals that you'll be eating in a restaurant. For some of you, your FS could be a culinary expert, a chef. Or that could be you. I'll point out that you'll rarely eat the same foods everyday, because you'd cook new meals together. Alright, I don't mean to change the topic right away but (AHSKDHSJSH) the same could be said in the bedroom, you know? Everytime you'd make love will feel very new and exciting for the both of you. Since I already mentioned the elephant in the room—I'd say: yes, part of your everyday life would be.. you know, THAT. Don't look at me, that's what I saw in the cards, so yeah. Golly, you can't just take your hands off each other, hmm?

MOVING ON... Okay, I get it now. I could make this reading very short and just say; “Everything is new with your future spouse.” But for the sake of clarity, I'd say right now that the main core of this relationship is actually exploring, learning, and doing new things together. LIKE LITERALLY. I can't stress it enough! Everyday will feel like a new exciting chapter with them! Damn. Oh, and rest assured that both of you will find fun, joy, and love in the things that you do together. Why do I feel like y'all would just celebrate life, dancing in the living room together? Heh.

You two could be very spiritual, but I definitely see them being one. You two would probably spend some time to meditate, learning more and discussing about spirituality, and just enlightening each other's souls.

One more thing; now this may or may not resonate with you at all. But for some of the people who chose this pile, it's most likely that you already know this person—your soon to be future spouse, yes. It's probably someone you're crushing on right now, or a trusty friend who you probably have an undeniably chemistry with, or that smoking hawt neighbor you have next door, I don't know, HAHA. OR... if you're not single and already in a relationship, then this is just a validation that your partner right now is, yes, they're ze ✨ O N E & O N L Y ✨

Channeled song: willow - moonlit witch version by Taylor Swift (omggg this is too beautiful, i want your channeled song sm lmfao)

Channeled words: candies, smile, take me, wooden doors, England, daisies, priest, focus, mars, home, wishing well, forest, cottagecore, dragon, believe, friend, fairy.

PS: There's a heavy cottagecore vibe here, confirmed it when willow came up. So I do feel that you'll be living together somewhere where nature is easily accessible. Could be your house's aesthetic is cottagecore, and/or you or they is such an enthusiast of that aesthetic.

Remember to take care and love yourself! See ya! — Ivy

Pile Three

romantic feelings, it's safe for you to love (this came out twice), eight of wands, queen of pentacles (reversed), the devil, the hanged man, seven of cups.

Alright, among the other two piles, this is like the most “chill” of them lol. Daily life with your future spouse would probably just be relaxing in each other's arms whenever you're both at home. I heard It's Nice To Have A Friend by Taylor Swift and this lyric stick out the most in my head: “Feels like home, stay in bed the whole weekend. It's nice to have a friend.” Oh and I have a feeling that song would resonate a lot with your relationship with them. It really feels homey and chill, I really love that song. With the oracle card that came out saying that It's Safe For You To Love, I feel like that could be a message for you when you start have a relationship with your FS or when you start developing feelings for them, that it really is just safe for you to love. Your past relationships might have left you wounded and then you're gonna start contemplating whether you could trust your FS to not crush your heart when you give it to them. But the Universe is literally just saying to you that it's safe for you to do so. I just saw 222, omg.

Might I point out that there is just a heavy passionate energy here. And I mean like the you know, you know. 👀 It's scorching in here, HAHA. There wouldn't be a day when your future spouse would stop letting you know and feel how much they love you. Also, I forgot to mention that they have this safe and homey energy around them and you just can't help yourself but to bask in it. They want to make sure to make you feel safe as much as possible and they wouldn't do anything that you're uncomfortable with. They like to take notes of your likes and dislikes. When both of you are free from work you would just be busy pampering each other. And I sense a relaxing atmosphere where both of you could just unwind and relax, having conversations and a glass of wine or two. This person loves taking care of you. Oh, and I heard this person could love gardening, or that could be you. Okay, they really have this Queen of Pentacles vibes to them. They are very nurturing and generous. I also heard this person can be quite of a neat freak, they like to keep things in their proper place and they don't like to see mess, the same could be said for mistakes—they don't like one. They could by a perfectionist. Also, expect this person to be introverted, they're also quite spiritual and psychic. So both of you might spend time together doing things together that fulfills you spiritually. For some of you, this person could be a practicing witch. I heard they're more of a green or kitchen witch. (Now for those of you who don't know, the term ‘witch’ can be used for all genders.)

And last but not least, both of you might be creatives. You'd spend time together doing art, it can be any form of art. This person could lean towards writing, they could be an author. Or perhaps that's you, or both of you. If that's the case, I definitely see some writing activity here. Overall, I sense a lot of creativity coming from the both of you. You two would share and give ideas back and forth and learn from each other. Aw, this is so... ಥ‿ಥ

Channeled song: I Know Places by Taylor Swift (and I just saw 1111)

Channeled words: pastel, canvas, painting, hot weather, coupons, Tracy, Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost (poem), you have time, happy, skyscraper, glow, singing, miniscule, jumper clothing, dryad, quail bird, dewy grass, portal.

Remember to take care and love yourself! See ya! — Ivy

Pac - First date with your future spouse

Credit to anon for a part of this pac idea.

Pictures aren't mine, credit to their owners.

If you have trouble choosing a pile then close your eyes, take a deep breath and the first pile you see after opening your eyes will have your answer.

This for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates, leave what doesn't.

Pile 1

❥Where will the date take place?

I feel like this date will take place somewhere in nature. There will be some greenery around you. I don't see the place to be very crowded. It seems like a small picnic in a field or a meadow. Could also be near a lake. Or for some of you, you can it can be night time when you'll be out near the same lake. It can be a little chilly. It might even drizzle a bit but that'll only make the atmosphere more romantic. After all, rain seems to have that effect on people.

❥How will the date go?

Your future spouse might try to impress you by their wealth. I feel like they'll be pretty nervous about this and will put a lot of effort in setting up the date. I see that it'll almost feel like it's a dream to go out on a date with you aww. You can be a bit uncertain about this relationship or even this person at first. Imagine creativity and passion meeting. Your person could've had some friends who helped them to set up the date. From that anxious energy, I feel like you'll both move on to something quite lighter. Your future spouse will charm you, they'll be romantic and maybe even spontaneous. I see that this person will be determined. Overtones of romance, travel and new beginnings. The date will be set up precisely according to what the feminine energy would prefer more here. Your person will like listening to you talk. Your opinions will matter to them and they'll actually pay attention to your inputs in various situations. This experience will be very gentle yet romantic. You'll both be able to see the love blooming between the two of you. The energy is so fun loving here. You'll both be in-tune with your own selves. For some of you (most of you) I feel like you might get a little touchy with each other. Although I don't think it'll get down to do the deed straightaway, but it can get steamy. An abundance of emotion and communication. You'll be good friends with each other before anything else. You'll feel comfortable and light when you'll talk to each other. Something you'll talk about specifically would be the responsibilities you have and how difficult it gets sometimes. First date and talking about emotions already? Damn, pile 1.

❥What will happen after the date?

You'll realise how dreamy the date made you feel initially. You might even start planning the second date or I am seeing that some of you will have a special spot? Like 'your place' where you'll like to spend some time alone. You'll feel comfortable enough with this person to actually show them this spot. You'll feel a bit restless because the need to meet this person again will be high. A part of you will think about how things will go with your future spouse when things will get chaotic. It seems like they'll leave a pretty good impression on you so you won't have unnecessary doubts which you had before the date. Furthermore, a few people who will be close to you will also have opinions about the same, but nothing negative. People might see that you guys are two caring and nurturing individuals. The masculine energy here is a bit flirty and protective over you and the feminine energy here has a motherly nature to herself, people will notice that. You might appear as soulmates, not just to yourself but even to others.

❥Extra Messages

"You're my favourite sight to see"

"You're a mess"

"Colors which caught my eye"

"Wearing your clothes"

"If I could just hold you"

"Hell, I meant it with all my heart"

"Shocks my muscles"

"Chasing the clues you left me"

"Wipe the dust from my eyes"

"You'll end up in my arms"

"Kiss me now"

~Creativity turned into reality

~Clearing fences

~Blurred traffic lights

~Skipping rivers

~Passion of the forest fire¿

~Feminine beauty and happiness intertwined with luxury and opulence

~Goofy

~Egg/easter

~Friends

"And I hit it like it's all mine"

"Drown me, you make my heart beat like the rain

Surround me, hold me deep beneath your waves"

"Rainy days may come and go

It splashes through the window

I can listen to the colour

and with you it's getting better"

[Credit to @rain-on-sunshine for the moodboard <33]

Pile 2

❥Where will the date take place?

I am seeing a place which is definitely not outdoors. I see calligraphy, poetry, ancient paintings, artifacts. You both could visit an art museum. I heard "uptown", "up the street, down the lane". I feel like this can be a place with a bit of hustle-bustle but you'll still feel at ease there. Not so crowded corridors. A window with a great view. An amusement park for some of you. Although I do see nature too which makes me feel like there can be flowers and other images depicted there through artificial plants but they'll have a lively and real look to them if that makes any sense. I am also seeing a bottle with a ship inside it, like the ones you can find in a museum or an art gallery. This place can also have some old books. You might go for a cup of coffee after that. A lot of green and blues in the cards -new beginnings, harmony, peace, vibration of growth.

❥How will the date go?

This date will be unexpected for you. It'll happen when the fate will spin in new directions. Although, this will be sudden, you'll still be very sure of your feelings and emotions towards this person. You'll have clarity. You'll know what you want and so does your person. Your future spouse will have pure intent. You will have a spark between the two of you and that is something which will be pretty obvious. Your union is also divinely guided. I also feel like this person is intellectual and intelligent. You'll be attracted to the way they think. On this date, you will realise that this person is over and above any superficial qualities which might be possessed by some of your partners in the past. You and your future spouse will begin with a fresh in this phase of your life but you can cling onto the past sometimes. You'll both talk about your jobs, or your growth so far¿ I feel like this person really wants a family and they'll want you to be a part of it too. You and them, both can have some intuitive abilities. Ooh your person might get you flowers too (they can be even handpicked i-). I see that your conversations will hold some depth. It's like taking out time from your hectic lives to spend some time together. Your person will be very attracted to how you talk or communicate. Your confidence will stand out to them. You'll be able to adapt and suit each other well. Something common between the two of you is that you'll be aware of your true feelings. A mutual sharing of energy and experiences. I see devotion. You'll be able to relate to whatever they'll have to say. You'll understand each other. The vibes will be immaculate.

❥What will happen after the date?

You'll wanna give this relationship a try and see where things will take you. I see that you guys might have a hard time in meeting this person due to work. For some of you, your second date can be a formal party or smth. Either you'll both start travelling together or it can be a long distance relationship. A few people who will be very close to you and this person will think about how different you behave when you're with each other. From seriousness and elegance to giggles and craziness. "Finally they found someone who is good for them". I also got a quote for this reading - "No artist tolerates reality". ~ Nietzsche

❥Extra Messages

"Will you be there?"

"Can I be in your stories?"

"I ain't got no room for a broken heart"

"Mould into me"

"My lover's got humor"

"And then the heaven's speak"

"Fresh poision"

"Make a home"

"Good lord"

"I'll tell you my sins"

~New apartment

~Big eyes

~Fantasize

~Guitar

~Divinely guided

~Conscious combined with decisive decisions

~Decently

~Logic

~A breath of fresh air

~Clinging to the past

~A quick thinker

~I see a church. Again, they'll wanna have a family with you.

~Self love

"I was walking

Our bodies side by side

Hoping someday you'd be mine

But I won't hold my breath

I'll hang on to this moment instead"

"Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more"

"Here's the thing, you're in love

With a version of a person that You've created in your head"

Pile 3

❥Where will the date take place?

Gym date, night time, cafe-library, somewhere with books around. For some of you, it can be even virtual. I heard 'versatile'. You and your future spouse might decide together the place you'll visit. It can be a fancy restaurant. I see stairs and a posh place. (I am also seeing banquet halls for some reason. This date will begin around dusk or at night. Some of you were attracted to pile 2 as well, check it out. It might have a message for you. I heard "workplace romance", pastel colors, a whole bunch of flowers, moon, rabbits¿, oh and I see a wooden platform too.

❥How will the date go?

You will comfort this person. Before even coming to this part of the reading, I could feel how eager your person is to tell you of how you make them feel. They wanna tell you that you're precious. I heard cheery laughs and a very excited cute smile¿ perhaps that is how your person feels around you. It's possible that your future spouse didn't have an easy past or they felt 'incomplete' before. This date will really make them happy. This is adorable! I feel like you'll both spend a decent amount of time (hours to be specific) together and leaving each other at the end of the day would be a difficult task for each one of you. The passion between the two of you will be off the charts. You'll both see each others as equals. Like you were meant to be together. I am hearing giggles. I feel like you'll be so happy and playful when you're together. You'll be very attracted to each other. You'll be a bit shy at first and it might take some time for you to open up to your future spouse and vice versa. If you're the introvert in this connection, your person will be eagerly waiting for you to say something. Your voice will be melodious to them. Your future spouse will hold out their hand for you. I see eye contact happening, and the gaze will be as sweet yet intense as it can get. You'll bring this person mental clarity. As if envisioning someone and saying 'ah that's my type' and that someone is you. You will confuse this person a little. Or it's just that they'll be nervous and overthink about their actions. Your person is creative. They're gonna put efforts in your connection and getting you to open up a little more. For some of you, you both can mirror each other at times. You'll get to know a lot more about your person through this date. You'll probably sleep with a smile on your face when this happens.

❥What will happen after the date?

You'll feel like this person is your wish come true and your future spouse will feel the same way about it. (Y'all are manifesting this person, aren't you?) You'll feel very carefree around each other. I am seeing someone cheering their partner, perhaps you and your person will be very supportive of each other. People will notice how happy you are when together. Your union will be cherished. You might come off as a bit protective at times but for all the valid reasons. You are not gonna let anyone mess with what you two will have. As cheesy as this sounds, you won't stop dreaming about this person.

❥Extra Messages

"Under the moonlight"

"Holding you close to me"

"I am so proud of you"

"On my way"

"Its only you"

"I don't wanna lose you"

"A piece of you and the moon"

"I miss you already"

"Out of bed"

"It's the way they look at each other"

"A little more close to me, please?"

"Let me look into your eyes"

"I like it when you wear my sweater"

~Comfortable Silence

~Candle light

~Pretty smiles

~Loyal

~Probably the most romantic pile :"

~Fireflies

~Attractive physique

~"Mia"?

~Tunes

~Arrow in the chest

~Half a heart without you

"Can I put my lips up your skin babe?"

"Cause I wanna touch you baby

And I wanna feel you too

I wanna see the sunrise

On your sins just me and you

Light it up, on the run

Let's make love tonight

Make it up, fall in love, try"

"I love you more than the bad days ahead

I love you more than the nights that we ended with slamming doors

Oh, I love you more

There will be times when your heart will forget

So I'll say it over and over again

So you know for sure

Darlin', I love you".

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