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this felt like a personal attack ngl

trigger warning for those uncomfortable with graphic visuals but apart from tht, spread the word!

so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

Hey there 🌍💙

I hope you're doing well. Today, I’m reaching out with a heartfelt request. My family is going through an incredibly difficult time, and I need your help to make our story heard.

🔄 A simple reblog of my pinned post can spread awareness.

💖 A small $5 donation could bring hope where it’s desperately needed.

@nasergz

Even the smallest act of kindness can create ripples of change. Your support means the world—thank you for standing with us! 🙏✨

here we go! hope this helps<3

Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍

I hope you're doing well. 🌿

Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻

💬 Please reblog my pinned post or consider donating just $5—your support could truly make a difference in saving lives amidst war and hardship.

Your kindness and voice matter more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍🌿

🕊️ @mosabsdr | Every share counts. 💫

if this comes up on your feed pls reblog!

i cant donate atm but I can help out by sharing your message, hope this helps!

YOUR GIRL IS BACK TO RANTTT

Hi! so, my hyperfixation series updated

but I forgot(like an idiot)

so now I shall yap :)

first and foremost:

new character unlocked(possible love interest for mc I think)

her name is Sunlit Sword Maiden Miryeo Baek.

i'll call her miri for short cuz I ain't gon be bothered to type allat again

the Blondie is here too btw

yes sirrr we are so back >:)))

anyways, I love how the characters continue to be in awe of mc's skills at adapting complex abilities in seconds. it's rather hilarious cuz he js copy pastes their powers like its no problem.

lieterally miri:

you have to understand this is hilarious to me personally(with context)

And this chapter's conundrum is my son absorbing a Panacea which in this story is used as a Qi boosting...thing. just absorb it and you're good.

the catch? most ppl get 70% on average in terms of absorption but sometimes less.

can we all tell where this is going?

so lil bro js pops it like a pill and proceeds to absorb the entire thing :>

literally just

....do you see this bs??? but also like, so proud rn🥹🥹🥹

literally my son slaying in whatever he does like yes, get it!

and his boss shitting metaphorical bricks seeing this go down(maybe he did crap his pants actually)

and of course, let's not forget the depression sprinkled in(more like dumped and stirred in a sadistic soup)

HE DOESNT EXPECT KINDESS??? FUCK HIS FATHER AND HI SDADDY ISSUES MANNNNNB IGVAJBAB

anyways, ignore that.

onto the next bit where Miri(possible love interest) pops in to ask to duel with my son :33

he's so respectful love him so much its not even a joke anymore🥲

now you might be wondering why I keep insisting that miri is a love interest for Shin.

you see this bullshit too right?

i rest my case.

and she's also the only other female we've met besides the god that talked to him before(or maybe they were a trap idk)

so liek-what else am I supposed to do but assume?

or maybe she's just a diva born to be single idk idk😌☕

afetr their little spar where Miri absulotely decimates Shin, we get a little reveal.🫴✨

apaprently, Shin is the only one we know of who can see the circulation of other ppl's Qi.

now, when the actual fuckery that is this series was this a thing? both Shin an I js assumed that everyone could do that but apparently not👁👄👁

in fact, it is unheard of to the point that Miri looked at him like he was crazy

girlie is flabbergasted. speechless. downright confused. like me but for like different reasons. I js thought everyone who was a martial artist could perceive the flow of Qi, but ig not😮‍💨

that's it for today's yap session. join me for this week's Friday(if I remember to read it, that is...)

but once again, my son slays. scares all of the cast and is pretty overpowered. but still pathetic like this guy is absolutely lacking in the love department(CUZ HIS DADS A BOTCH)I will forever stand for slander upon that man's name🤬😤 but I love him so yee ❤

Creating Fear in Your Characters: A Writers Guide

Creating authentic emotions is vital for immersive storytelling, which is why I decided to make this series on how to write different emotions. After exploring rage, and sadness it's now time to delve into fear!

Fear is a powerful emotion that can manifest in various ways, from subtle apprehension to paralyzing terror. Here's a guide on how to write fear effectively, covering different aspects of your characters' behavior and reactions.

Facial Expressions

Fear often manifests first in facial expressions, conveying the initial shock or unease. Describe these expressions to immerse readers in your character's emotional state:

Widened Eyes and Dilated Pupils: Show the eyes widening in response to a sudden threat, with dilated pupils indicating heightened alertness.

Tense Jaw and Clenched Teeth: Mention the clenching of jaw muscles or teeth, signaling internalized stress or anxiety.

Furrowed Brow and Raised Eyebrows: Describe the furrowing of the forehead and raised eyebrows, revealing worry or confusion.

Quivering Lips or Lip Biting: Note subtle lip movements like quivering or biting, reflecting nervousness or fear.

Frozen or Stiff Facial Muscles: Highlight moments of fear-induced immobility, where facial muscles become tense and rigid.

Body Language and Gestures

Fear can also be expressed through body language and gestures, showcasing your character's instinctual responses to danger or threat:

Backing Away or Recoiling: Describe your character instinctively moving backward or recoiling from the source of fear, signaling a desire to retreat.

Raised Shoulders and Tensed Posture: Show how fear causes the shoulders to rise and the body to tense up, indicating readiness for fight or flight.

Trembling Hands or Shaking Limbs: Mention the trembling of hands or shaking of limbs, reflecting nervousness or anxiety.

Covering Vulnerable Areas: Describe your character instinctively covering vulnerable areas like their neck or torso, symbolizing a protective gesture.

Fidgeting or Restlessness: Note any fidgeting or restlessness, such as tapping feet or wringing hands, as signs of inner turmoil and fear.

Vocal Cues and Dialogue

Fear can alter vocal cues and dialogue, affecting how your character speaks and communicates their emotions:

Quavering Voice or Shaky Speech: Describe the voice quivering or becoming shaky, indicating nervousness or fear.

Rapid Breathing and Gasping: Mention rapid breathing or gasping for air, showcasing the physical impact of fear on the respiratory system.

Stammering or Hesitant Speech: Note any stammering or hesitant speech patterns, reflecting the character's struggle to articulate their thoughts coherently.

Sudden Silence or Lack of Verbal Response: Show moments of sudden silence or the inability to respond verbally, highlighting the overwhelming nature of fear.

Repetitive Phrases or Vocalizations: Describe repetitive phrases or vocalizations, such as muttering prayers or chanting reassurances, as coping mechanisms in fearful situations.

Reactions and Physical Responses

Fear triggers various physical responses in your characters, showcasing the body's instinctual reactions to perceived threats:

Increased Heart Rate and Sweating: Mention the character's heart rate increasing and sweating profusely, reflecting heightened physiological arousal.

Dilated Pupils and Heightened Senses: Describe dilated pupils and heightened sensory perception, as the character's senses become more attuned to potential dangers.

Muscle Tension and Rigidity: Note muscle tension and rigidity, as the body prepares for action or defense in response to fear.

Nausea or Stomach Churning: Show how fear can lead to feelings of nausea or stomach churning, as the body's stress response impacts digestive functions.

Fight, Flight, or Freeze Response: Highlight the character's instinctual response to fear, whether it's a readiness to fight, a desire to flee, or a state of frozen immobility.

Types of Fear and Emotional Depth

Different types of fear can evoke varying emotional responses in your characters, adding depth to their portrayal and the narrative:

Startle Fear: Describe the sudden, reflexive fear triggered by unexpected events or loud noises, leading to a quick, intense reaction.

Apprehensive Fear: Show the lingering sense of unease or dread that accompanies anticipated threats or impending danger, heightening tension over time.

Terror: Depict the overwhelming, paralyzing fear that arises from extreme danger or horrifying experiences, impacting the character's ability to think or act rationally.

Phobias: Explore specific phobias that trigger irrational and intense fear responses, shaping how your character navigates their environment and interactions.

Trauma-Induced Fear: Address fear resulting from past traumas or experiences, influencing the character's behavior and emotional resilience in present situations.

Verbs and Adjectives for Writing Fear

Here's a list of verbs and adjectives to help you convey fear effectively in your writing:

Verbs: tremble, cower, gasp, quiver, shrink, freeze, recoil, sweat, pant, gulp, shudder

Adjectives: terrified, anxious, alarmed, horrified, shaken, jittery, panicked, petrified

they make me mentally ill

so guess who drops by when I'm visiting the express train?

no seriously, guess who :')

that's right! Robin[cute][cute]<3

and guess who was in the next cart over?

thats also right!

Sunday!!

see how he's not even turning to face me?? that's because he knows :/

i have never wanted to so badly drag a character in game up until this point✋

go over to see your sister ho

anyways, all this game does is make me mentally insane :w

it updated!!!! yayyy

we got my little son going up against a new foe(that he will decimate) but that's irrelevant, look at him<333

not the bad guy btw, I js think he's a little neat :0

MY SON EVRERYBODY

he's so brutal l lobe him :333

bro's locking in

abt to serve

serving🫴✨✨

got 'em

he's serving the bladecountry

baby stood on business, love him for it

his friend being so proud of him coming in clutch, I can't🥹🥹🥹

cuz he's built different(quite literally he is tho, no joke, somehow managing to unlock skills that take decades to master :>)

that's why the series is called the "Chronicles of a doomed prodigy" but I digress

yes, be jealous of his talent, cuz you'll never reach his level i'm afraid >:)))

this made me lol(for context:the guy on the right looking flabbergasted made a bet with the dude on the left who's Mc's boss)look at him, so smug lmaoooo

he's so precious, look at himmmm he makes me js wanna:

case in point

my son, everybody

literally waiting for the next update as we speak(next Friday cannot come any faster😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨)

Hello, I hope you’re all doing well. 🌿 I need your help to share my family's story and raise awareness about our struggle. Every voice counts, and your support means the world. 🙏 💬 Please reblog my pinned post or, if you're able, consider donating just $5—it could be life-changing for those facing unimaginable hardship. Your kindness and solidarity make a real difference. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍✨ @abedmajeed

i cannot currently donate but I am willing to repost your post!

if this crosses your feed, please help this person who is struggling, even reblogging helps!!

i have startedth

so, here are a few panelsi collected throughout my read that got me giggling and kicking my feet :333

literally got served a full 5 star meal over the course of one singular chapter(don't get me started on the previous chapters cause phewwww)

pls they're all so hHAVDhdnsj idk how to put it into words :>>>

Yeonshin is also just SO so sososososo awkward I love him(holding back tears he's so my son now)

and the blondie(Cheongmyeong) is just *chef's kiss*

and my son's best friend, Chang Heonwon, whom i've also adopted is js so goofy il them both so much<3

AHEM AHEM

New Achievement uncooked:New Fixation.

I am now obsessed with this webtoon and you all will be hearing Abt it.

y'know what's sad? this story doesn't have a fandom. I searched AO3, Tumblr, Pinterest, even Google. and I got nothing. No fanart, nobody talking Abt it, nothinggg

so I will be talking Abt it :3

(it could also be bcuz its a new series being posted and it was mostly on illegal reading websites 😘 😘)

i only found out about this and for once, I love the main character in the story. he's pathetic and sad, give me 14 more pls.

I shall be yapping Abt my little son, Yeonshin Jeong<333

istg one of these days I will break that thing....

me and too smooth surfaces frfr

me when school drama:

i want to achieve this level of thought some day

am i having a brain bleed are people seriously considering NOVEL LENGTH FICS as small one shots now what is happening

Hear a girl out >:3333

so um...

Blade x Castorice, anyone???

Anybody??

like-man who cannot die no matter what paired with a woman who is the basic embodiment of a grim reaper/death???

just me? Ok then....

edit:it's such a crack ship now that i think abt it....do with that what you will >:)))

heyyy

so, it's been a hot minute since i last posted on here(not that i really need to but anyways!)

ya girl got into hsr a while ago and got addicted(FEIXIAO COME HOME PLSS) nd while in was doing the trailblazer quest where we meet sunday again, something he said struck me in an odd way.

now a pointed disclaimer, i'm not a professional theory crafter but this gen couldn't leave my mind so i had to share it :3

so! you all know march, right? pretty familiar with our in game companion and bestie.

and we all know that her past is pretty....lacking, in the sense that we know nothing about it apart from the fact that she was encased in ice when she was found by the express and had her memory erased and kept by a memokeeper.

now, back to something sunday said, and bear with me cuz this is relevant: where a place like Penacony harbors memoria(or sum along those lines), and due to the laughing prank by the Pepeshi, Tingyun's psych splintering off into different beings as well, it got me thinking(never a good thing btw).

did march become affected in a similar way as a possible punishment for something her original self did and have the memokeeper split her different personalities and then erase their collective memory so it can't be traced back?? as like a way for her not to be chased down again?

idk, march is js happy go lucky energy most of the time and has this air about her(at least to me) where it seems like there's something about her that we just can't see or conceive. because in such a narrative, esp like hsr, where the characters are always hiding something until the very end, it wouldn't be surprising for march to have such a....dark past abt her.

also, isn't it weird that she has a new skin, and more than 1 path to choose from? as a 4*, she's getting some vip treatment. and that's not js me ragging on her or anything(i truly do love march, she's so sweet)but i just think that the developers are trying their hardest to keep her relevant with a permanent event and all that jazz, so it might not be too far fetched that we might get a dazzling reveal.

at some point, when we do get a reveal, i wouldn't be surprised if there are other marches in existence just like the one we know, just with different personalities and backstories.

maybe the quest where we explored her mind with the matrix of prescience allowed us to witness the connection between the fractured personalities before the memokeeper felt that connection and severed it??

im grasping for straws here, but i think it's a silly theory that might be plausible, idk tbh.

🍉🍉Hello how are you please don't skip me I am Lina from Gaza I have two infants and a brother who is sick with cancer we need your support please please I hope you give me your attention I need you I need your donation no matter how small

i shall spread your word!

Drink concoctions

i have a recommendation that could...let's be honest:would get me banned on here.

Bear with me and try to mix these three drinks together;

70% of coca cola

25% of strawberry fruitopia

& 5% of iced tea(preferably nestea)

whenever I can, I usually get this drink mixture thingy.

do u guys have any recommendations, i'm feeling adventurous for once, and tbh that never happens. so i'm taking it by the reins!

Hello dear friend, I am reaching out from Gaza, and I sincerely apologize for contacting you without prior notice. The ongoing conflict has devastated my home, and my family has lost everything. We have faced multiple displacements, and we are struggling to find safety. I am dealing with Type 1 Diabetes and cannot afford the insulin I need, while my mother requires urgent treatment for kidney failure outside of Gaza. Any donation, no matter the amount, would be immensely helpful for our survival and in providing my mother with the care she needs. A friend outside of Gaza is assisting with the donation process. If you require further information, please let me know. Donations can be made through the link in my pinned post. Thank you for your kindness and support. ❤️

sending my regards your way!can't help u financially at the moment but I can help by spreading the word<3

Hello sorry for an ask. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging

Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.

hope you feel better! as much, I cannot currently contribute to the fund but I can help by spreading the msg!

Tumblr Abyss Go!

‏Dear Friend,

‏My name is Abdelhadi, writing to you from Gaza. My family and I have been forced to leave our home and the life we once knew. We’ve lost everything—our house, my law office, and the stability we depended on. Now, we survive in a makeshift tent, facing the harshness of displacement and daily challenges for basic necessities.

‏I am not seeking financial aid, but I kindly ask for your voice. Sharing our story can help connect us with those who might have the means to make a difference in our lives.

‏Your act of kindness, no matter how small, holds great value to us.

‏With heartfelt appreciation,

‏Abdelhadi & Family

i got u. Tumblr abyss, do ur thing please anthank you!

#no tags cause we roll w/ it<3

Hello,

I hope my message finds you well. I am addressing you from the war-torn Gaza, seeking your help to save my family.

We are a 5-member family, living in constant fear amidst raids and bombings, and suffering from the lack of food, drinking water and other essentials. 😞😞

I have never thought I would be asking people for help to leave my hometown, but the safety and survival of my family stand at stakes.💔

Please, donate to my GFM campaign or share my story for the world to see.🙏🙏

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is (#217)✅️

Best wishes,

Ahmad

https://gofund.me/4f615392

i cannot donate atm(broke moment)but I shall spread the word

Hi, I hope you are doing well🌹

Can you help by sharing my story, reblog, and donating if you can, to keep hope alive for me, I'm type 1 diabetes. I am calling on your humanity and kindness to help me raise $340.

This amount will enable the approval of an insulin pump that will help me better control my diabetes. Although I am happy that I have been approved the hardest part is the money to pay for the pump and equipment, please your contribution is important. Be blessed ♥️

sending this into the aether of Tumblr and hoping for the best🫡

I'll need this >:))))))))

STOP DOING THIS IN INJURY FICS!!

Bleeding:

Blood is warm. if blood is cold, you’re really fucking feverish or the person is dead. it’s only sticky after it coagulates.

It smells! like iron, obv, but very metallic. heavy blood loss has a really potent smell, someone will notice.

Unless in a state of shock or fight-flight mode, a character will know they’re bleeding. stop with the ‘i didn’t even feel it’ yeah you did. drowsiness, confusion, pale complexion, nausea, clumsiness, and memory loss are symptoms to include.

blood flow ebbs. sometimes it’s really gushin’, other times it’s a trickle. could be the same wound at different points.

it’s slow. use this to your advantage! more sad writer times hehehe.

Stab wounds:

I have been mildly impaled with rebar on an occasion, so let me explain from experience. being stabbed is bizarre af. your body is soft. you can squish it, feel it jiggle when you move. whatever just stabbed you? not jiggly. it feels stiff and numb after the pain fades. often, stab wounds lead to nerve damage. hands, arms, feet, neck, all have more motor nerve clusters than the torso. fingers may go numb or useless if a tendon is nicked.

also, bleeding takes FOREVER to stop, as mentioned above.

if the wound has an exit wound, like a bullet clean through or a spear through the whole limb, DONT REMOVE THE OBJECT. character will die. leave it, bandage around it. could be a good opportunity for some touchy touchy :)

whump writers - good opportunity for caretaker angst and fluff w/ trying to manhandle whumpee into a good position to access both sites

Concussion:

despite the amnesia and confusion, people ain’t that articulate. even if they’re mumbling about how much they love (person) - if that’s ur trope - or a secret, it’s gonna make no sense. garbled nonsense, no full sentences, just a coupla words here and there.

if the concussion is mild, they’re gonna feel fine. until….bam! out like a light. kinda funny to witness, but also a good time for some caretaking fluff.

Fever:

you die at 110F. no 'oh no his fever is 120F!! ahhh!“ no his fever is 0F because he’s fucking dead. you lose consciousness around 103, sometimes less if it’s a child. brain damage occurs at over 104.

ACTUAL SYMPTOMS:

sluggishness

seizures (severe)

inability to speak clearly

feeling chilly/shivering

nausea

pain

delirium

symptoms increase as fever rises. slow build that secret sickness! feverish people can be irritable, maybe a bit of sass followed by some hurt/comfort. never hurt anybody.

ALSO about fevers - they absolutely can cause hallucinations. Sometimes these alter memory and future memory processing. they're scary shit guys.

fevers are a big deal! bad shit can happen! milk that till its dry (chill out) and get some good hurt/comfort whumpee shit.

keep writing u sadistic nerds xox love you

ALSO I FORGOT LEMME ADD ON:

YOU DIE AT 85F

sorry I forgot. at that point for a sustained period of time you're too cold to survive.

pt 2

also please stop traumadumping in the notes/tags, that's not the point of this post. it's really upsetting to see on my feed, so i'm muting the notifs for this post. if you have a question about this post, dm me, but i don't want a constant influx of traumatic stories. xox

LOUD REPOST!!!

sometimes i read what i’ve written and think, “wow, this is amazing.” and then i read it again an hour later and want to throw my laptop out the window.

Sanemi's next >:))))

They are looking at the same person

Real shit.

Go ahead School board. do it. make us less stressed, I dare you<3

THISSSS

I'd be washing the dishes and all of the sudden, all I be hearing is:

"wASh The DIshEs!!" while I'm washing the dishes and my mom is making DIRECT eye contact w/ me.

atp, how abt you wash tht attitude off and get a better personality >:(

jk, love my mom yo