11.9.19//i Would Be Happier In Heaven.

#clouds #sky

i wish i could stop entering social situations under the presumption that everyone already is annoyed by my presence.. i know i have the capacity for warmth and connection but the second i enter a scenario with other people my mind tries to convince me everyone hates me regardless of how nice the interaction seems to be going… screaming

okay, so who's going to take one for the team and write the whole thing in aster's point of view, involving her journey (?) in finding out that the person sending her letters is actually ellie before church scene, her denial bc comphet, and gay awakening, and also, idk if it's implied or i'm reading too much from the movie, her feelings for ellie prior to the events on the film

“I’m in this with you.” 

Art by @kalvzr. 

tfw your chunni gets stuck in a cute girl’s bangles

BIRDS: EXPOSED

SERATONIN: RISING

Found in Anne Carson’s Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

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