Trista Mateer, From "Aphrodite Made Me Do It," Originally Published In 2019

Hate him but he’ll always be a piece of my peace of mine

BRO WTF DAVE GROHL

No problem making me cry as long as you don’t have to watch????

Anytime someone refers to anything of mine as my “little” something I’m immediately one red alert. It’s so dismissive for no reason at all.

I think I’ve wished on every star, eyelash, ladybug, clover, dandy lion, and angel number. I’ve prayed at every given opportunity. Lusting for hope

start seeing everything as God, but keep it a secret

how listening to perverts by ethel cain at midnight got me feeling

I have a constant undertone of sadness and anxiety. This bring’s a constant restlessness. I cannot tell if it’s an anticipation for things to improve or if I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. Maybe both 🌝

Look at me like the the angel on top of the Christmas tree