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the way a hug from him would solve everything in my life
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wrapping up the last three hundred and sixty-five days with a round up of all the 'x reader' fanfiction I have published in 2022. thank you all for all your requests, feedback, reblogs and support over the last twelve months, especially during the 10k month of fic! sharing this love for these characters with you all is such a mental refresh for me, and hopefully I can publish even more fics in 2023. and I hope that you'll love all the new fics as much as you've loved these ones :)
happy new year!
full content warnings and content can be found on each individual post, and each fic is labelled for length. follow me on bartonstark to find all my fic in one place, or check out my ao3. smut/sexual content: *** personal favourites: ///
BRUCE BANNER:
afterwards (drabble) *** aftercare with bruce.
bend, don't break (oneshot) *** /// the take a reprieve during a party, and take a new step in your relationship.
fear and loving in iowa (oneshot) when youâre injured in johannesburg, bruce blames himself.
fireworks (oneshot) thanks to the frigid air at the top of the tower, you share a tender moment.
first times (drabble) *** having sex with bruce for the first time.
p.s. (ficlet) an unfinished note leaves you confused during your college graduation.
restoration (oneshot) after johannesburg, you have nightmares. bruce provides you with comfort.
BUCKY BARNES:
bedside manner (oneshot) sam calls you to say bucky has been hurt on a mission,and you panic.
early hours (oneshot) *** after a mission, all bucky wants to do is crawl into bed with you.
morning grind (drabble) *** morning sex with bucky.
shards of glass (oneshot) *** /// you share a past, and now bucky's tracked you down to find closure.
CLINT BARTON:
after hours (oneshot) *** clint stops by your office after work to distract you the best way he can.
body heat (oneshot) *** /// the there's-only-one-bed trope in the back of an suv during a blizzard.
bound (drabble) *** clint is really into bondage and you're happy to spoil him.
coffee break (ficlet) there's an avenger bleeding in the bathroom of the cafe where you work.
crossroads (oneshot) clint receives an offer that could change his life & you encourage him to take it.
a delicate hand (oneshot) /// clint attempts to pull you out of a funk by helping you get ready for the event.
green light (oneshot) *** /// you surprise clint with a new toy, and he is very eager to try it out.
hey, you (ficlet) *** /// you receive a note from a certain avenger in the middle of a crowded bar.
in the stacks (ficlet) *** you steal a moment of intimacy in the back of a bookshop together.
respite (oneshot) when youâre hurt on a mission, clint has to convince you to take a breather.
think of me (oneshot) *** /// when you're dragged out for a night, clint has an idea of what to do in the club.
three a.m. (oneshot) /// a knock on your window comes from a certain injury-prone avenger.
we could play pretend (oneshot) you bond over all the little things you miss about being in a relationship.
welcome home (drabble) *** you welcome clint home after he's been away on a mission.
JESSICA JONES:
reprieve (oneshot) she has to drag you out of a dingy bar in the middle of the night.
snooze button (drabble) jessica isn't exactly a morning person.
MARC SPECTOR:
fast lane (drabble) *** /// marc gives you a preview in the car of what to expect when you get home.
NATASHA ROMANOFF:
follow my lead (oneshot) natasha offers to teach you how to slow dance.
PETER QUILL:
raincheck (oneshot) /// convincing quill to go to bed isnât exactly an easy feat.
SAM WILSON:
miss me? (oneshot) you're finally reunited with sam in the middle of the battle of earth.
soul food (oneshot) /// when youâre sick, he ditches his responsibilities just to make you feel better.
STEVE ROGERS:
lost time (oneshot) *** late for your date, steve walks in on you working off your frustrations.
TONY STARK:
afterglow (drabble) *** after care with tony.
as you're told (oneshot) *** /// tony calls you to his office with a new game in mindâŠ
between the sheets (oneshot) *** you've decided to try for a baby, and tony can't wait to get started.
come back to me (oneshot) after tony almost dies, youâre left lost and furious at what just happened.
count (oneshot) *** /// tony is nothing if not a giver. but⊠he is also a bit of an asshole.
echo (oneshot) /// youâre struggling to forget the past, so you try to bring part of it back to you.
idiot (drabble) *** just an soft, sexy moment between the two of you.
insatiable (drabble) *** the real question is, which one of you is the bigger tease?
mood lighting (ficlet) *** tony spoils you by candlelight.
on your knees (oneshot) *** the idea of having you on your knees is far too tempting for tony to resist.
quick question (oneshot) tony has a question to ask you, battlefield be damned.
red and gold (ficlet) an afternoon in central park lets you appreciate the seasonal color change.
simple pleasures (drabble) *** tony loves nothing more than eating you out.
sober hearts (oneshot) a look at your relationship as it has evolved over the years.
spare key (drabble) *** you give tony a key to your apartment.
subtlety (oneshot) *** impatient, you make use of the âemergency stopâ button in the elevator.
warm hands (ficlet) *** the two of you share an intimate interlude out in the snow.
WANDA MAXIMOFF:
hold tight (oneshot) *** /// she loves to spoil you & sometimes that means leaving you a quivering mess.
reflected in you (oneshot) you try on your new uniform, and wanda helps you find your confidence.
spicy sweet (oneshot) *** you plan on surprising wanda, but disaster means a change of plans.
sweetness (oneshot) *** /// wanda loves the way you sound, and doesnât care who else hears it.
THREESOMES/POLYAMORY:
hands free (oneshot) *** /// you find clint on the phone, and you canât help but distract him.
player three (drabble) *** /// clint x bucky x you. game night takes a turn when they team up on you to win.
SERIES:
to ashes chapters (full series, this year's chapters in bold) prologue - 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - more to come...
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Sunrises with Bucky Barnes
waking up in his arms; he definitely woke up before you; where he made you two breakfast in bed; you two share sweet nothings and cuddle up while eating; Alpine lays at your feet; small rays of lights move upon your room as the sun is still rising; but oh no you need to get ready; he 100% fights you when you try and start your day; or even get out of bed for any reason; you need to stay in his arms doll; itâs imperative; in reality heâs just whiny and you totally give in to him when heâs like this; all scruffy voiced and sleepy
Carlos Sainz x Reader
Summary: no matter whether heâs wearing Ferrari red or Williams blue, standing on the top step of podiums or fighting for points, youâll love Carlos through it all
The podium is eerily quiet now. The lights are dimmed, the bright flashes of cameras long gone, and the chaotic hum of celebration has faded into nothing. The night wraps itself around the circuit like a heavy blanket, but Carlos is still there. Sitting cross-legged on the podium, the silver P2 trophy rests beside him, untouched.
You find him like this after weaving through the empty paddock, the distant sounds of dismantling garages growing fainter as you near him. At first, youâre hesitant. You stop at the base of the podium steps, watching him from the shadows.
His head is tilted back, eyes fixed on the sky, though you doubt heâs really looking at anything. The set of his shoulders is tight, his elbows resting on his knees. He doesnât notice you.
âCarlos,â you say softly, almost unsure if you should disturb him.
He doesnât startle. Instead, his gaze drops, and he looks at you. Thereâs something hollow in his expression, a weariness that no trophy can mask. He doesnât say anything, just gestures faintly with his hand for you to come up.
You climb the steps slowly, the sound of your shoes against the metal breaking the heavy silence. When you reach him, you hesitate again, standing just a few feet away.
âAre you okay?â You ask, careful, your voice low.
He exhales sharply, almost a laugh but not quite. âAm I okay?â He repeats, shaking his head. He leans forward, running both hands through his hair. âI donât know, cariño. I donât think I know how to answer that.â
You lower yourself down beside him, close enough that your knees brush. The chill of the night air seeps into your skin, but you ignore it, your eyes fixed on him. âTalk to me,â you urge gently. âWhatâs going on in your head?â
He doesnât respond right away. For a while, the only sound is the distant murmur of the city beyond the circuit. Then he sighs, deep and heavy, as if itâs been trapped inside him all night.
âIâm just ... taking it all in,â he says finally, his voice quiet, almost broken. âI donât know if Iâll ever stand up here again.â
The weight of his words sinks into your chest. You reach out, your hand brushing against his arm. âCarlos, donât say that. You donât know that.â
âBut I donât know that I will, either,â he counters, turning to look at you. His dark eyes are glassy under the dim lights, his jaw tight. âItâs Williams next year. Williams. You know what everyone is saying. You know what they expect.â
âForget what they expect,â you insist. âThis isnât the end for you. Itâs just-â
â-a step back?â He interrupts, his tone bitter. He shakes his head again, lips pressing into a hard line. âThatâs what they all say, isnât it? That itâs a ârebuilding year,â a âfresh start.ââ His voice drops, softer now but no less anguished. âBut what if itâs not? What if this really is the end? What if Iâve peaked, and itâs all downhill from here?â
Your heart twists at the vulnerability in his voice. You donât know how long heâs been holding this in, how long heâs been carrying this fear. âCarlos-â
âDo you know what I thought, standing on that podium tonight?â He cuts you off, his voice thick. He doesnât wait for you to answer. âI thought, âThis is it. This is the last time.â I smiled, I waved, but inside I was just ... empty.â
His voice breaks on the last word, and he swallows hard, looking away from you. But you can see it â his hands trembling slightly, his chest rising and falling unevenly.
You donât think. You just move. You reach for him, your arms wrapping around his shoulders, pulling him into you. He doesnât resist. His head drops against your chest, and thatâs when it happens. The tears come fast, silent at first, then with a shuddering breath that rips through him.
âItâs okay,â you murmur, your hand threading through his hair. âLet it out, baby. Iâve got you.â
He clings to you like heâs afraid youâll disappear, his arms wrapping around your waist. His tears soak through your shirt, but you donât care. You press your cheek to the top of his head, rocking him gently. âEven if you never stand on another podium,â you whisper, your voice steady, âit doesnât matter. It doesnât make you any less. It doesnât make me love you any less.â
He stiffens slightly at your words, pulling back just enough to look at you. His eyes are red, his face streaked with tears. âYou say that now,â he says, his voice cracking. âBut what if I canât give you the life you deserve? What if I canât be-â
âStop,â you cut him off firmly, your hands cradling his face. âDonât you dare. Donât you dare say youâre not enough for me. Carlos, you are everything. Do you hear me? Everything.â
His eyes search yours desperately, as if looking for something to hold onto. âPromise me,â he whispers. âPromise me youâll still feel that way, even if ... even if everything goes wrong.â
âI promise,â you say without hesitation, your voice trembling with the weight of it. âOn my life. I promise.â
He closes his eyes, a fresh tear slipping down his cheek. You wipe it away with your thumb, your fingers lingering against his skin. Then, slowly, you lean in, your lips brushing against his in a soft, lingering kiss.
When you pull back, his forehead rests against yours, his breathing still uneven but steadier now. âI donât deserve you,â he murmurs, his voice barely audible.
âYes, you do,â you counter, your hands slipping down to rest on his shoulders. âAnd if you canât believe that right now, then believe this: Iâm not going anywhere. Not now, not ever.â
He doesnât respond with words this time. Instead, he pulls you back into his arms, holding you like youâre the only thing anchoring him to the world. And maybe, for now, thatâs exactly what you are.
The night stretches on, the podium still and silent around you. But neither of you moves. The world can wait.
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Merry Smutmas - Day 6: Secret Santa
warnings: 18+ content, use of vibrator, fingering, best friend!danny
â missed day 5? Read it here by @emchante
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The living room radiates warmth, the soft glow of string lights reflecting off ornaments carefully hung on the Christmas tree. A steady, crackling fire in the fireplace adds to the cozy atmosphere, its warmth mingling with the scent of pine and spiced mulled wine. The chatter of your closest friends fills the air, their laughter blending seamlessly with the holiday playlist humming softly in the background.Â
The room is alive with anticipation. Youâre seated on the couch, a glass of wine in your hand, your legs curled comfortably beneath you. Around you, your friends settle inâsome on couches, others sprawled on the floor with mugs of hot cocoa or cider in hand. The Christmas tree stands proudly in the corner, its base surrounded by an array of colourfully wrapped gifts, each tagged with a name.Â
Tonight is the long-awaited secret Santa exchange, a tradition that never fails to bring laughter, surprises, and a few inside jokes to your closest group of friends. Two weeks ago, you all had drawn names from a bowl, each person tasked with finding the perfect gift for their chosen recipient. The mystery of who picked whom has been the topic of countless teasing conversations since, and now, the moment has finally arrived.Â
Youâre excited to see your friendâs reaction when they open the gift you picked out for themâan item youâd put serious thought into, sure theyâd love. But thereâs also a nervous energy bubbling beneath your excitement. You have no idea who drew your name from the bowl, and your mind has been running through possibilities all week. Will it be something heartfelt? Funny? Maybe even a little ridiculous? Only time will tell.Â
One by one, the gifts are claimed and brought back to their recipients. Each present earns its own reactionâgasps of surprise, peals of laughter, or appreciative murmurs.
The stack beneath the tree shrinks as the night goes on, and the anticipation builds. Finally, itâs your turn. Your heart skips a beat when one of your friends plucks a medium-sized gift from the dwindling pile and passes it to you. The wrapping paper is festive but slightly crooked, as if the effort was rushed or the wrapper wasnât skilledâitâs impossible to tell which. You let out a soft chuckle, shaking your head at the uneven bow perched on top.Â
Balancing the gift on your lap, you spot the tag attached to the ribbon. Beneath your name is a handwritten message in bold, playful script:
For when you need to unwind :)Â
Your eyebrows furrow in curiosity. âIâm almost afraid to open this,â you mutter, pulling at the ribbon.Â
With careful fingers, you peel back the wrapping paper, the brightly colored patterns giving way to a glossy white box underneath. The moment the text and images on the packaging come into focus, your breath catches in your throat.
Your gasp is audibleâand immediate.
Nestled inside is a vibrator, sleek and modern, its packaging professional and uncomfortably clear about its intended use. Your mouth falls open in shock, and for a moment, all you can do is stare at the box, your mind blank.
The room explodes into laughter, your friends practically doubling over as they take in your reaction. You blush furiously, scrambling to pull pieces of the discarded wrapping paper back over the box as if that might somehow undo what just happened. But despite your embarrassment, a laugh escapes your lips, shaky and incredulous.
âSeriously?â you managed, your voice slightly higher than usual as you hold up the boxâstil half-covered in the wrappingâfor emphasis.
âThatâs the next best option if youâre not getting laid!â one of your friends teased, wiping tears of laughter from their eyes.Â
âOh my god,â you groan, burying your face in your hands for a moment before peeking back out at the chaos around you.Â
The laughter continues, the jokes coming in waves.Â
âLooks like someoneâs trying to do you a favour!â
âNow you have no excuse to be cranky.â
You canât help but laugh along with them, even as your cheeks burn. This wasnât entirely unexpected; for months, your friends had made a running joke about your supposed sexual frustration. Anytime you were stressed or snappy, the solution was always the same: âYou just need to get laid!â
Still, you never imagined getting such a gift from a secret Santa.Â
Once the initial uproar dies down, you look around the room, trying to pinpoint who might have been bold enough to give you such an obscene gift. Your friends are still chuckling, tossing jokes back and forth, but as your gaze sweeps over the group, it lands on Daniel, seated across from you.Â
Unlike everyone else, he isnât laughing. His lips curve into a smirk, his dark eyes gleaming with amusement as he watches you, unbothered by the chaos around him.
Your eyes narrow, suspicion flaring. âDaniel,â you say, your voice sharp enough to cut through the lingering laughter.
The room falls silent, everyone turning to look at him. His smirk deepens, and he leans back casually in his chair, his posture oozing confidence.
âWhat?â he asks, feigning innocence. âI thought you could use something to help you⊠loosen up a little.â
The room erupts again, louder this time, your friends practically collapsing into each other at the sheer boldness of his comment. You groan, shaking your head, but thereâs no hiding the amused smile tugging at your lips.
âYouâre unbelievable,â you say, your voice laced with exasperation.
âUnbelievable or thoughtful?â he counters, his tone dripping with mock sincerity.
âYou know, I should be offended,â you reply, raising an eyebrow at him.Â
âAre you?â comes his immediate response.Â
âStill debating it,â you mutter, unable to stop the small chuckle that escapes.
The focus soon shifts as another gift is unwrapped, the groupâs attention moving on, but your gaze keeps wandering back to Daniel. The box lies heavy in your lap, the weight of it grounding you in more ways than one.
Itâs just a gag gift, you tell yourself, a harmless joke meant to get a laugh out of you. But your mind canât help but circle back to him. Of all the things he could have picked, why this? And, more importantly, had he thought of youâtruly thought of youâwhen he chose it? The thought sends a shiver down your spine, one you quickly dismiss with a shake of your head.
Needing a distraction, you rise to refill your glass of wine, letting the chatter of your friends fade into the background as you retreat to the kitchen. Youâre pouring a generous amount when you hear the soft creak of footsteps behind you.
âYou might need more wine than that if youâre trying to forget about my gift,â Danielâs voice drawled, the teasing tone unmistakable.
You glance over your shoulder to find him leaning casually against the doorframe, his posture relaxed but his eyes watching you intently.
âIâm not trying to forget it,â you say, turning back to your glass. You lift it to your lips, letting the liquid warm you before continuing. âJust need a little liquid courage.â
âTo use it?â he asks as he steps closer, his tone light but laced with insinuation.
You turn fully to face him, narrowing your eyes. âWho says Iâm going to use it?â
âItâd be a shame if you didnât,â he replied smoothly, his smirk deepening.
Your heart skips a beat at his audacity, and before you can stop yourself, you blurt, âdo you want me to use it?â
His smirk falters for half a second, replaced by something darker, something unreadable. âYouâre always so stressed, so uptight. Youâd be doing everyone a favour if you did.â
You roll your eyes, slapping his arm playfully. âI didnât know my lack of⊠cumming was a group concern,â you muttered, sarcasm dripping from your voice.
His chuckle is low, almost a hum, but his eyes never leave yours.
Taking a sip of your wine, you decide to lean into the humour of it all. âThanks for the gift, though,â you say, your tone light, playful. âMaybe this thing will finally do the job, considering everything else Iâve tried has been useless.â
Danielâs expression shifts, his smirk freezing as his eyebrows lift. âWait, what?â
Your cheeks flush instantly, and you curse yourself for letting that slip. âNothing,â you mumble, shaking your head as you try to sidestep him.
But his hand darts out, gently grabbing your wrist and holding you in place. His grip is firm but not forceful, and it sends a jolt of electricity up your arm.
âYouâre not getting out of this one,â he says, his voice low, laced with curiosity. âWhat do you mean by that?â
You groan, tipping your head back in exasperation. âI canât believe Iâm telling you, of all people, this.â
âHey!â he exclaims, feigning hurt but a moment later, his smirk returns, though itâs softer this time, less mocking and more intrigued.
You bite your lip, debating, but the words tumble out before you can stop them. âItâs not voluntary, okay? I just⊠I canât make myself, you know⊠finish. Not with my fingers, not with toysânothing works. And Iâm not exactly dying to hook up with anyone, either.â
His grip on your wrist loosens slightly, but his thumb brushes against your skin, sending another shiver through you. Heâs quiet for a moment, processing, before he lets out a soft chuckle.
âWell,â he starts, his voice dropping an octave, âif thatâs the case, youâd better give me a review of my gift once you use it.â
Without thinking, without hesitating, you fire back, âWhy donât you see for yourself if it works?â
The second the words leave your mouth, you realize what youâve just said. His eyes widen, a flicker of surprise crossing his face, but itâs gone as quickly as it came, replaced by something darker, more intense.
His grip tightens slightly, anchoring you in place. The air between you shifts, thick and charged, and for a moment, you wonder if youâve gone too far. But then, he steps closer, invading your personal space as his lips graze your ear.Â
âCareful,â he whispers, his voice low and dangerous. âI might take you up on that.â
Your breath catches, the weight of his words settling over you like a challenge. And for the first time all night, youâre not sure if this is still a jokeâor if you want it to be.
The thought had all but left your mind as the night wore on, the air filled with laughter, the buzz of conversation, and the off-key singing of your friends as they belted out holiday tunes. Youâd allowed yourself to relax, to forget about Danielâs provocative words and the gift itself. The glass of wine youâd poured earlier remained untouched on the countertopâa conscious decision to remain completely sober and avoid any further embarrassment in front of him.
As the night began to wind down, your friends trickled out one by one, each hugging you tightly and thanking you for hosting. The energy shifted, quieter now, though still warm and filled with contentment. One of your friends lingered before leaving, her grin mischievous as she nudged you gently.
âDonât forget about your gift,â she teased, winking. âTonight might be the perfect time to use it.âÂ
You laughed it off, waving her out the door, but her words lingered, stirring something deep inside your chest. As the door closed behind her, you let out a quiet breath and turned back to the living room.
Daniel was still there, gathering stray glasses and stacking plates with a practiced ease that made your stomach twist. He always stayed behind to help, his presence in your space as natural as if he belonged there.Â
The last of your friends were slowly trickling out, bidding you their goodbyes with hugs and sleepy smiles. It wasnât long before it was just you and Daniel, the sound of clinking dishes breaking the comfortable silence.
In the kitchen, you were focused on loading the dishwasher when Daniel came up behind you, balancing a few more plates in his hands. His proximity sent a familiar jolt through you, a rush of awareness that made it impossible to ignore him.
As he set the dishes down beside you, the memory of your earlier moment in the kitchen resurfaced and you felt your cheeks warm at the thought, and you stole a glance at him. It seemed like that moment was on his mind too. His expression was unreadable, but the silence stretched between you, thick and charged.
Neither of you brought it up, though, working side by side until the kitchen was spotless.Â
He wandered back to the living room right before you, picking up his leather jacket from the couch. But as he moved to sling it over his arm, his eyes landed on the box still sitting on the cushionâthe gift, untouched and glaringly present. His head tilted slightly, his lips curling into a faint, knowing smirk.
You werenât sure what compelled you to speak up, but the words left your mouth before you could stop them. âI was told I should use it tonight.âÂ
The moment the confession escaped your lips, heat flared across your face. You busied yourself with fixing the cushions on the couches, avoiding his gaze.Â
Daniel chuckled softly, the sound drawing your attention back to him despite yourself. âIs that so?â He picked up the box with his free hand, his movements casual. âAre you going to?â He asked, tone laced with intrigue.Â
He dropped his jacket back onto the couch, sliding one hand in his pocket as he waited for your response. Your heart was pounding now, and for the life of you, you couldnât figure out why you were even entertaining this conversation.
Danielâs smirk widened as he toyed with the box in his hand, his fingers brushing deliberately over the edge of the packaging. His gaze flicked to you, then back to the box, and with a slow, deliberate step, he started closing the space between you.
âWhatâs the hesitation, huh?â he asked, his voice smooth, teasing. âScared itâs not going to work? Or are you scared it will?â
You shot him a glare, though it lacked any real heat. âIâm not scared,â you muttered, your voice betraying the slight tremor in your chest.
âNo?â He stepped even closer, the vibrator box now dangling lazily from his hand as his eyes roamed your face, searching for cracks in your resolve. âThen what is it? You just like edging yourself, is that it? Letting yourself get so close you can taste it⊠then ripping it away?â
Your breath hitched, and you instinctively shook your head, the heat in your cheeks spreading down your neck. âI donâtââ
He cut you off with a low chuckle, taking another step until he was standing directly in front of you, the air between you thick and charged. âNo?â he pressed, tilting his head. âYouâre telling me you spend your nights wound up tight, desperate, trying to finish but never quite getting there?â
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper. âI need to,â you admitted, the words spilling out before you could think twice. âI need to cum. So badly.â
Danielâs smirk deepened, his gaze darkening as his free hand came up to brush a strand of hair away from your face, his touch lingering for just a second too long. âThen you should use it tonight,â he murmured, his voice dipping lower, more intimate. âGet yourself off, let go for once. ButâŠâ
He paused, the corner of his mouth twitching as he leaned in closer, his breath warm against your ear. âMaybe what you really need is another pair of hands.â
âDanielâŠâ you whispered, your voice trembling, unsure if it was a protest or an invitation.
He pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, the teasing smirk never leaving his lips. âSay it,â he said softly, the challenge clear in his tone. âAnd Iâll make sure you finally get what you need.â
Your breath hitched, and for a moment, time seemed to still. Daniel stood close, so close you could feel the heat radiating off him, his dark eyes locked on yours like he was daring you to make the next move.Â
You nodded, the motion small but deliberate, your lips brushing against his as if testing the waters. The faintest whisper escaped you, desperate. âPlease, Danny, make me cum.âÂ
That was all it took.
Daniel surged forward, his hand sliding around the back of your neck as his lips crashed against yours with a force that made your knees weak. The kiss was fiery, intense, and filled with a hunger that had been simmering beneath the surface all night. His other hand dropped the box unceremoniously onto the couch, coming up to grip your jaw, guiding your movements.
You gasped into his mouth as his tongue slipped past your lips, deepening the kiss. Your heart raced as Danielâs mouth moved against yours, eliciting a hunger from within you that made your knees weak. His tongue teased yours, pulling soft, desperate noises from the back of your throat.Â
Danielâs hands found your waist, steady and firm as he guided you backward until the edge of the couch caught the backs of your knees. A gentle push sent you down onto the cushions, your breath hitching as he towered over you. His gaze, dark and filled with intent, flicked to the discarded box on the couch beside you. Without breaking eye contact, he reached for it, the tearing sound of the packaging loud in the charged silence.
âGo on, sweetheart,â he murmured, his voice low and commanding, sending a shiver down your spine. His fingers worked at the box with practiced ease, pulling out the sleek vibrator that gleamed faintly in the dim light. He held it up for a moment, his smirk deepening as he glanced back at you. âStrip for me,â he said, the words carrying a weight that made your stomach flutter.
Your hands moved instantly, almost on instinct, tugging at the hem of your shirt and pulling it over your head. You fumbled with the waistband of your pants next, your eagerness only adding to the heat building between you.Â
Daniel knelt in front of you once you were bare for him. His hands found your ankles, warm and strong, as he pulled your legs over his broad shoulders, his stubble grazing the sensitive skin of your inner thighs. The couch cushions dipped under your weight, but all you could focus on was the way he leaned in, the heat of his breath just inches away from your cunt.Â
âLook at you,â he murmured, almost as if speaking to your glistening cunt rather than to you. âSo wet already⊠Were you this desperate before, or is this just for me?â
You opened your mouth to answer, but no words came out. Your throat felt dry, your body so keyed up you could barely breathe. He grinned, clearly pleased by your speechlessness, and leaned in just close enough that his breath ghosted over your folds. The sensation made you shiver, your body straining toward him of its own accord.
His warm breath fanned over your slick heat, and you swore you could feel every word as he spoke. âYouâve been needing this, havenât you? So worked up, so desperate to let go.â
Your mouth fell open in response, a soft whimper escaping as his fingers slid up your inner thigh, his touch featherlight but enough to make you arch into him. Two fingers came to rest against your folds, spreading you gently. The simple act, something youâd done countless times to yourself, now felt like an entirely new experience under his hands.
He dragged his thumb upward, deliberately brushing against your clit in the faintest tease, a mere suggestion of pressure that sent jolts of electricity racing through you. Your hips bucked involuntarily, a soft, pleading whimper slipping from your lips.
âDaniel,â you breathed, your voice shaky with need. âPlease, I need toââ
âShh,â he interrupted, his tone smooth, teasing. His lips curled into a smirk as his thumb circled your clit again, just barely grazing the swollen nub. âNeedy, arenât you?â He chuckled softly, the sound reverberating through you. âYouâve been so patient. Let me enjoy this for a moment.â
Your head fell back against the couch, your thighs trembling over his shoulders. The teasing was excruciating, his touch featherlight and agonizingly slow, keeping you on the edge without giving you the relief you so desperately craved. Another whine escaped you, and he chuckled again, clearly amused by your desperation.
âDo you know how pretty you sound when you beg?â he murmured, his voice low and rich. âBut donât worry. Thatâs what Iâm here for. Me and this little gift of mine.â
Before you could respond, Daniel leaned in, his warm breath ghosting over your core before his tongue dragged a slow, deliberate stripe along your folds. The sudden wet heat of his mouth made you gasp, your back arching off the couch as he pulled back with a hum of satisfaction.
âSweet,â he muttered, his lips brushing against your inner thigh as he spoke. âPerfect.â
Your chest heaved as you tried to catch your breath, but there was no time to recover. He brought the vibrator into view, the sleek toy gleaming in the dim light. âLetâs see how well this works, hmm?â
He pressed the tip of the vibrator against your clit, still teasing, still maddeningly light. Then, with a click, he turned it on. The sudden vibration against your sensitive flesh was like a jolt of electricity, and you cried out, your hips jerking upward as pleasure shot through your body.
The sensation was familiar yet utterly foreign, amplified by the fact that you werenât in control. You didnât know what was coming next, couldnât anticipate his movements, and it left you completely at his mercy.
Daniel pressed the vibrator more firmly against your clit, his eyes fixed on your face as he watched your reactions with a wicked grin. âFeels good, doesnât it?â he asked, his voice thick with satisfaction. âYouâre so sensitive, love. Look at how youâre shaking.â
Your legs quivered over his shoulders, your body trembling under the relentless stimulation. Just when you thought it couldnât get more intense, his fingers returned, parting your folds once more. The wetness there made it easy for him to slide one finger inside you, then another, the intrusion smooth and deliberate.
You moaned loudly, your hands clutching at the couch cushions as the dual sensations overwhelmed you. The vibrator against your clit and his fingers inside you created a perfect rhythm, each movement pushing you closer to the edge.
âDaniel,â you gasped, your voice breaking as the pressure built inside you, coiling tighter and tighter.
The vibrator hummed steadily against your clit, Danielâs fingers curling inside you with a precision that made your back arch. The pressure built higher and higher, and you trembled, caught between the unbearable pleasure and the tension coiling in your stomach.
This was always the point where you faltered, the moment where the pleasure grew so overwhelming, so maddeningly close, only to slip away. Every time youâd done this to yourself, your fingers had failed to push you past that invisible barrier. It was like chasing a mirage, just out of reach, leaving you frustrated and aching for more.
The memory of all those failed attempts made your chest tighten. You bit your lip, your moans softening, and Daniel noticed the subtle shift in your body. His movements slowed slightly, and his dark eyes flicked up to your face.
âHey, pretty girl,â he murmured, his voice smooth and commanding, yet somehow soothing. His fingers stilled inside you for a moment, and he leaned in closer, brushing his lips against your thigh. âDonât go shy on me now. I can feel how close you are.â
You whimpered, your lips parting to speak, but Daniel didnât give you the chance. His grin turned wicked as his fingers curled again, this time pressing deep against a spot that had your breath catching in your throat.
âLook at you,â he rasped, his voice low and filthy. âDripping for me. Youâre so tight, sweetheartâso desperate to let go. Donât fight it. Youâre mine to ruin tonight.â
The vibrator pressed harder against your clit as he notched up the intensity. The sensation made you cry out, your hips bucking against his hand, but Daniel held you firm, his grip possessive.
âYouâre not going anywhere,â he stated, his tone dark and teasing. âNot until Iâve wrung every last bit of that tension out of you. I want to feel you shake for me, hear you scream my name.â
His fingers thrust into you with deliberate precision, and he leaned in closer, his breath hot against your cunt. âYouâre going to cum for me, sweetheart,â he said, his voice dripping with sin. âAnd when you do, youâre going to fucking thank me for it.â
The vibrator buzzed relentlessly against your clit, and his fingers kept up their steady rhythm, hitting a spot that constantly made you see stars. Your body writhed on the couch, every nerve on fire, as the pleasure built to an unbearable peak.
âYou like that, donât you?â Danielâs voice was a low growl, his lips brushing against your trembling thigh. âBeing completely at my mercy? Taking exactly what I give you? Thatâs it, pretty girl. Stop thinking. Just feel me.â
His words broke through your haze of overthinking, and you let go, surrendering completely. The coil inside you snapped, sending you spiraling into an orgasm so intense it left you shaking, his name spilling from your lips like a prayer.
Daniel stayed with you through it, his touch unrelenting but steady, drawing out every wave of pleasure until you were left trembling, spent, and utterly undone beneath him.
Your chest heaved as you tried to catch your breath, your thighs trembling over Danielâs broad shoulders. The vibrator slowed but didnât stop, sending smaller, teasing jolts through your sensitive clit. His fingers withdrew carefully, and you whimpered at the loss, your body still pulsing from the aftershocks.
He straightened, his hands gripping your thighs firmly as he lowered your legs from his shoulders, guiding them down to wrap around his hips instead. Rising to his full height, Daniel moved onto the couch, the cushions dipping under his weight as he hovered over you.Â
âYouâre a fucking masterpiece,â he murmured, his voice deep and rough as he braced one arm on the back of the couch, the other trailing down to grip your jaw gently. âLook at you, trembling for me. Completely wreckedâand Iâm not even close to being done with you.âÂ
His gaze was magnetic, holding yours captive as his lips hovered just above yours, a breath away. The heat of his body pressed against yours, his hips brushing yours in a way that made you gasp, your body instinctively arching toward him despite your exhaustion.
Your eyes widened as his words registered, your mind spinning as his intentions became clear. A fresh wave of heat pooled in your stomach, your body responding despite how utterly spent you felt.
âOh, thatâs right, sweetheart,â Daniel said, his lips curling into a wicked, filthy grin. âIâm going to make up for all those times you had to edge yourself, all the times you were so fucking close but couldnât quite get there. Thatâs over now.â
He dipped his head, brushing his lips along the curve of your jaw, his stubble scraping against your heated skin and leaving a delicious burn in its wake. His hand slid down your body, fingers grazing your waist before gripping your thigh possessively. âYouâre going to cum on my fingers again, on my tongue, on my cockâover and over until youâre wrecked, until you canât even remember what it felt like to want more. Iâll make sure youâre completely satisfied, sweetheart.â
His teeth grazed the shell of your ear, his voice dropping even lower, rough with desire. âAnd I wonât stop until youâre a mess beneath me, begging for mercy or for more.âÂ
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I canât stop thinking about Hotch and pregnant!Reader! So if your requests are still open can I request soemthing with maybe Jack is visiting the office and he runs straight to you to say hi and then goes âhi babyâ to your tum, but the team doesnât know yet do youâre like đł
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Jack sees through the glass doors, standing to the side of the bull pen, the moment he steps out of the lift with Aaron. It makes him smile and his eyes light up as he struggles against the weight of the glass door. It makes Aaronâs lips tilt in amusement, as he puts a hand on the metal handle, helping his son to push the door open, allowing both of them enough space to slip in.
âHi baby,â he runs straight to you, throwing his arms around your body while pressing his cheek to your stomach, his little body vibrating with excitement.
âAre you?â You look up from the top of Jackâs head, replacing your gaze with a hand to ruffle his hair, to find each of the team staring at you, jaws slack and eyes wide. You feel the prickle of a blush heat up your face and you clear your throat awkwardly.
âWe are,â you hear Aaron say, answering on behalf of your family, as he sidles up behind you, the back of your shoulder against his chest.
You tilt your head up, meeting his gaze in a glance and smile as he places a hand on the small of your back.
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Csrlos x Soulmate!reader
Summery: Everyone can feel their soulmate's injuries and pain since the age of 15
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The world is built on the idea that soulmates are connected through their physical pain. Everyone knows that if you're injured or in pain, your soulmates feel the exact same pain. This can be seen as a blessing or as a curse. In one way, you know when your other half is injured, but it also brings shared vulnerability. Some believed it was a form of protection, a way for soulmates to be in tune with one another, even if they'd never met.Â
Now, did you know about this from a young age? Yes, you did. Did that stop you from doing all those crazy things that caused you multiple injuries? No. You felt sorry every time, but you're just clumsy by nature. It was from the moment you could walk that you've been a klutz. Bumping into walls, tripping over your own feet, and misjudging the occasional stair, it was part of your life. Growing up, you've gotten used to the bumps and bruises that came with her natural clumsiness, but what took longer to adjust to was the knowledge that someone else felt them, too.
Your soulmate must be a saint because you've rarely felt any pain. Yes, through the years, there have been times when you felt real and strong pain, but it was few and far between.
In a world of soulmates that felt their soulmates through visceral pain, your soulmate did everything he could to never cause you pain.
And for as long as you could remember, youâd imagined what he might be like. Patient for sure, after all, he had to endure your countless scrapes and missteps. You wondered if he was the type to sigh and shake his head when he felt you stub your toe or if he was used to your clumsiness, so much so that it barely bothered him anymore. Whoever he was, you were grateful got him.
Your friends often teased you about it, especially when you had a particularly bad fall or ended up with an impressive bruise. âYou really owe your soulmate an apology.â They would always joke. âHe must be so fed up by now.â
Youâd always laugh it off, but late at night youâd overthink. Did he really mind? Or was he out there somewhere laughing about it, too? What was his life like? Was he clumsy, too? You doubt it. He must be the complete opposite, composed and careful, someone who rarely felt pain unless it was coming from you. Maybe he was a doctor or an athlete, someone who needed precision and strength in his day-to-day life. Your imagination would always run wild, paining pictures of him in your mind. But no matter how many times you tried to envision his face, it remained just out of reach, like the hazy details of a dream.
The older you got the more curious you got, and it started eating at you. Who was he? Where was he? Some people met their soulmate early on, like your childhood friend who had found hers at eighteen. Others never found theirs at all, even though they shared the pain for their entire lives. You tried not to let it bother you too much, after all what could you do? If youâre meant to meet itâll happen on itâs own time.
But still there was that nagging feeling every time you bumped your knee or accidently burned your hand cooking. You would wince and imagine him somewhere far away, gritting his teeth as he felt the same.
âAnother one for you soulmate.â You muttered as you stumbled over a crack in the pavement.
For as long as you lived with the bond youâve been the one giving the worst of pains, sending your soulmate injuries, most harmless, but youâve also broken enough bones over the years.
It started as a dull ache, just beneath your ribs on the right side. At first, you didnât think much of it, assuming itâs a muscle strain or maybe itâs something youâve eaten. You shifted in your seat, pressing your hand against the spot as if to massage the discomfort away, but the ache lingered, stubborn and unrelenting.
Throughout the day the pain grew worse. What started as mild throb quickly became sharp, stabbing sensation, taking your breath away every time you moved, and you started to feel a fever coming. This wasnât like the occasional bump or fall youâre used to, this is far worse than anything youâve felt before. This is different, deeper, persistent and alarming.
By late afternoon, you couldnât take it anymore, every breath felt like a knife twisting in your side, and no matter how you positioned yourself, it wouldnât go away. Sweat was forming on your forehead as you tried to power through the pain, but something wasnât right.
Could this be coming from him?
You never felt pain like this before, certainly not from your own body. Your chest tightened, if this pain wasnât yours, then something is very wrong. The idea that your soulmate could be hurt, really hirt, it made your stomach churn. You could handle minor injuries, but this? This was different.
You rushed to the hospital, the ride to the hospital felt like an eternity. By the time you arrived, you were sweating and clutching your side, each movement like a dagger. You explained your symptoms to the nurse at the reception, your voice wavering with pain and fear,
They rushed you into an examination room.
âWeâll run some tests.â The doctor said after you told him your symptoms, his brows furrowed with concern. âIt sounds like it could be appendicitis, but weâll know more once we do an ultrasound.â
As the minutes dragged on, the pain sharpened, radiating into your chest. You clutched the hospital bedâs metal rails, your knuckles turned white as you waited. Nurses and doctors came and went performing the tests as quickly as they could. After what felt like hours the doctor came back.
âThe tests came back normal.â He began, flipping through the papers in his hands. âThereâs no sign of appendicitis, in fact, you donât have an appendix.â That was news to you.
âWhat? I donât have it? Is that normal?â You asked confused.
âItâs rare but it happens some people are born without an appendix.â The doctor confirmed, he didnât seem too worried.
âBut the pain, itâs unbearable, whatâs causing it?â You asked and dreaded the answer you know the doctor is about to give you.
âThe only answer we have is, the pain isnât yours to begin with.â The doctor smiled sympathetically. His words hung in the air heavy. Your soulmate. Heâs the one in agony, and you were feeling every excruciating second of it.
Carlos hasnât been feeling the best the last couple of days, he thought he was tired from all the traveling and racing and training. It happens. But the moment he woke up he knew something was wrong, he had Free Practice today, so he just pushed through it. However throughout the day, heâs just been getting worse and worse. By the end of FP2 he knew he couldnât just push it off, it wasnât food poisoning, he was starting to burn up.
Carlos with his team went to the hospital so heâd get checked out. He sat hunched over in the waiting room, gripping his side as the pain flared up again, sharper this time. The medics had said it was appendicitis and a routine surgery, nothing major. But that didnât ease the fear eating at the back of his mind. Heâs used to pushing his body through physical discomfort, but never to the point of pain. But this wasnât the type of pain you ignore.
He could feel the ache spreading and tightening like a vice around his abdomen. His hands were clammy, sweat was gathered on his forehead, and his breath came in shallow, uneven bursts. Heâs been through a lot through his life, the crash here and there, the pain of his soulmate breaking a bone, and stubbing her toes and all the random bruises she seems to get randomly. This felt like his body was on fire from the inside out, and it wasnât just the physical pain that made his chest tighten.
It was her, his soulmate.
As long as he could remember, he had shared pain with you. The worst when you had broken your leg. And heâs grown accustomed to the random flicker of discomfort over the years, wondering what kind of person you are. He imagined you being clumsy, maybe even a bit absent-minded, but he never minded. In fact, it had always made him smile, knowing that somewhere out there, you were living your life and through those little jolts of pain you felt close to him.
But today, he was the one that was causing you pain, pain like you both have never experienced before. That realisation made him nauseous. How much of this were you feeling right now? Were you suffering as much as he was, lying somewhere clutching your side in agony?
Carlos wiped the sweat from his brow and closed his eyes, trying to focus on anything but the pain. He thought of you, his soulmate.
You walked out of the hospital room, walking slowly. Since the pain you were experiencing isnât yours, pain meds will do nothing unless your soulmate takes some. You were clutching your side as you walked, not really paying attention, that and being the clumsy person that you are you bumped into someone while you were passing one of the waiting rooms. You stumbled before your knees hit the floor, hard. You winced, the same time someone else did.
âIâm so sorry are you alright?â An accented voice asked, you looked up to see a man with a moustache, he was dressed in red.
âYeah, yeah, Iâm sorry, I wasnât paying attention.â You replied instantly and took the manâs hand to stand up. You were unaware of the other Spanish eyes on you.
Carlos shared a look with his dad beside him, Carlos Sr. saw everything happen. He saw you fall and he saw his son wince when you did.
âPinch yourself.â He muttered to his son, not taking his eyes off you.
âW-what?â Carlos frowned at his fatherâs words, but he didnât wait Carlos Sr. pinched his sonâs arm and you let out an âawâ and held your arm where he pinched his son.
You frowned, not understanding what was going on with your soulmate.
âAre you hurt?â The man in front of you asked seeing how you held your arm.
âYeah, soulmate.â He lets out an âahâ in understanding.
Carlosâs eyes went wide when he saw you feel his pain, your hand went back to your side, the same he was holding, and even though he was still in pain he felt relieved, his heart much lighter and he couldnât help but smile. His dad nudged him with a smile of his own. And Carlos stood up and went to his friendâs side. Gigi was confused why Carlos was coming his way, and why he was smiling when he had to go in for surgery in less than two hours. But he wasnât looking at him, he was looking at you.
You only noticed him when he came to stand beside the man you bumped into.
âHi.â Carlos said simply and you frowned confused.
âHi?â It came out as a question, you looked between the two men in confusion. âIâm sorry but i-â
You were cut off when you groaned as a wave of pain hit you, the same time as the stranger in front of you winced and held his side, the same side youâve felt the pain. Gigi then knew what happened, and he too couldnât help but smile, he looked at Carlos Sr. for confirmation and he just gave him a proud nod.
You looked at the new man who was holding his side, your heart skipped a beat. Is he? Could he? This is almost too good to be true. You bit your tongue slightly.
âWhy are you biting your tongue?â The smooth voice of your soulmate asked, your eyes went wide, Carlos chuckled at the expression on your face. âHi.â
âHi.â This time it was breathless; your eyes didnât move from his face as you took him in. He also was waring a red shirt, but he also had a hat on top of his head, covering parts of his face but your eyes met his, nonetheless.
âIâm Carlos.â Carlos said and put his hand out for you to shake.
âY/n.â You said taking his hand, the rush you both felt is unexplainable. You felt warm, your heart was beating faster and you were tingling all over. âItâs really you.â
âItâs me.â Carlos said and you both didnât let go of each otherâs hand.
âCarlos, itâs better you go to your room.â Gigi said, once the nurse told them his room was ready. Carlos nods, but it takes him a few moments to let go of your hand and look away.
âCome on.â Carlos said and he leads you to his room following the nurse. Once the door is closed leaving the both of you alone, you turned to face him once more.
âI never thought Iâd meet my soulmate in a hospital of all places.â You said and smiled.
âReally? With how much you like to hit the floor, it was more than likely.â Carlos teased, he took off his hat and ran a hand though his hair, it was so fluffy you wanted to run your hands through it.
âYeah, sorry about that.â You mutter suddenly not meeting his eyes, feeling guilty for all the pain you caused him.
âHey, I didnât say I minded.â He said but you still refused to meet his eyes, so he went on. âEvery time I felt your pain, I knew you were out there somewhere, living your life and that I wasnât alone, even if once or twice the timing wasnât the best, is till cherished it.â
âReally?â You asked meeting his hypnotizing brown eyes.
âReally.â Carlos confirms, his smile is sweet and kind and warm.
âWhatâs wrong with your appendix?â You ask your hand itching to touch where you know he feels the pain most.
âI have appendicitis, will go into surgery in an hour or so.â Carlos tells you and feels himself riddled with guilt, knowing you felt the pain of his illness. âWhy are you here?â
âCame to check if itâs my pain or yours I was feeling.â You could see the guilt eating at him. âI rarely felt pain coming from you, youâve always been so careful, and here I am falling every day.â
âGuess we balance each other out.â Carlos said and you smiled.
âGuess so⊠also I discovered Iâm born without an appendix.â You suddenly tell him and smile up at him.
âSo weâll match then.â Carlos laughed at the coincidence. You both stayed silent for a long moment, just basking in each otherâs presence. âThereâs so much I want to ask you.â
âMe too.â You tell him honestly. âLike why are you wearing red? It looks like a uniform, same with the guy I walked into.â
âIt kind of is a uniform, itâs team kit, weâre required to wear it.â Carlos says and runs a hand over the back of his neck, heâll have to explain what he does to you.
âLike a sports thing?â You asked raising an eyebrow.
âYeah, exactly that.â You mouth forms an âoâ shape, and you nod to yourself.
âWhat sport?â
âFormula 1.â You rack your brain over if youâve heard of it before, Carlos saw the confused look on your face, he was about to answer your un asked question when someone knocked on the door. He called out for them to enter and in walked his dad and Gigi.
âYou have to get ready.â Gigi said and Carlos sighed he was just starting to talk to you, you smiled at him.
âIâll be here.â You promised and he nods.
âIâll introduce you then. This is y/n, my soulmate.â He said is so proudly, smiling at you, a smile that you shared. âThatâs Poerluigi, known as Gigi and this is my dad Carlos Sr.â
âOh, I didnât know you dad was here as well, itâs nice to meet you sir.â You say and go to shake his hand, Sr. smiles and shakes your hand.
âNice to finally meet you.â Carlos Sr. said with a smile he gave you a quick one-armed hug while your hands were still clasped together. âCarlos has been anxious to meet you lately.â
âPapa.â Carlos Jr. warned his dad, he didnât want any embarrassing stories to reach you before he even gotten the chance to officially sit and talk to you. Sr. winked at you and you giggled, Carlos gives you both a warning look, before you leave the room so they can prep him for surgery. Meeting your soulmate right before he has to go into surgery isnât really ideal. The three of you were allowed to wait in his room once Carlos was wheeled out.
âSo what exactly does Carlos do?â You asked, and that opened the flood gates. They told you about how Carlos Sr. is a rally driver, all his achievements and how Carlos decided to get into Formula 1, that heâs a driver for Ferrari. They showed you some videos of him on track, deciding not to share anything personal and leave it to Carlos to share and say what he wants to.
You in turn were asked about what you do, your hobbies, why youâre always getting bruised and just random talk. When Carlos is brought back in the room, heâs still unconscious, the doctor informed you that it went well and that heâll recover in no time. Carlos Sr. went out the room to call his wife and inform her of Carlosâ well-being.
when Carlos wakes up, youâre all kicked out of the room for the doctor to check on him, before youâre allowed back inside. The doctor reconfirms that Carlos is okay and well and that heâll be able to recover fast. Something he was happy to hear about.
âHow are you feeling?â Carlos Sr. asked his son.
âGood.â
âI think the pain meds havenât worn off yet.â You say, feeling not an ounce of pain through your connection. Carlos smiles at you and you smile back.
âYou stayed.â
âOf course, I did.â You say with a pointed look, heâd be stupid if he thought youâre about to leave him when heâs going into surgery, no matter how easy it is.
Gigi takes a picture of both Carlosâs for Instagram, for the fans. He did manage to snap a few of you both, but those were private, for now at least.
âWhere are you staying?â Carlos asked and when you gave him your hotel room, he laughed.
âWhat?â
âYou were so close all along.â Carlos says and he smiles thinking about how even if he was okay, you properly wouldâve met. âIâm staying there too.â
âGuess fate intended for us to meet one way or the other.â You smile at the thought, youâre mean to be, and you were bound to meet.
Carlos is required to spend the night, and his dad decided to stay with him. Meaning you and Gigi went back to the hotel, and agreed to meet in the morning so you could head back to the hotel together. In all of the rush of things, you forgot to ask Carlos for his number, but Gigi gave you his number for the meet up in the morning.
can you send me Carlosâ number? đ
Gigi
Sure đ
You ignore the winky face and save Carlosâ number once you received it.
Stop moving around so much đ€š
Soulmate â€ïž
sorry, I canât find a comfortable spot to sleep
ask the nurses for painkillers if youâre in pain
Soulmate â€ïž
Iâm alright, itâs not too bad
Do you feel pain? If you want I can take pain killers for you.
no Iâm good, itâs alright
I can feel you
Soulmate â€ïž
I canât feel you
do you want me to pinch myself or something?
Soulmate â€ïž
No, now the tables are turned.
I guess so
Soulmate â€ïž
what?
im sad that youâre the one in pain
Thatâs my job in the relationship!
Soulmate â€ïž
Relationship? đ
You felt a blush cover your face; you want to cover your cheeks even though he canât even see you.
I think thatâs enough for today
you should go to sleep.
Soulmate â€ïž
fine, Iâll let it slide
this time
see you tomorrow, hermosaâ
see you tomorrow.
The next morning you meet up with Gigi, who had a bag of clothes for both Carlosâs. the drive to the hospital you spent talking about unimportant things. When you got to the hospital, Carlos Sr. took the bag and went to change, and Gigi excused himself to go get coffee.
âHow did you sleep?â Carlos asked you.
âI slept alright, how about you?â You asked glancing to where they did the surgery.
âI slept better than ever, dreaming about you.â You couldnât fight the blush and turned your head to the side, biting your bottom lip to stop yourself from smiling. âDonât hide your face from me.â
Carlos moved so his feet were dangling off the bed, he wanted to walk up to you and pull you in close. He hasnât been able to hug you yet, and he wants to desperately. Carlos puts his hand out and you walk closer to him, you put your hand in his and he pulls you closer. Youâre standing between his legs; Carlos doesnât wait and wraps his arms around you in a hug. You stand frozen for a moment before you lean into him, your arms much closer around him than his around you. But you lean your head onto on his shoulder.
âI wanted to do that since I saw you.â Carlos mumbles, his voice coming out right next to your ear, making you shiver.
âOnly this?â You ask, now that youâre face is hidden, you found the confidence to say that to him.
âIf we werenât here, Iâd show you all the things I want to do to you.â Carlos whispers and kisses right under your ear, you close your eyes basking in the feeling of him around you.
âCould have waited until I wasnât here.â Carlos Sr. says coming out of the attached bathroom. You pull away from Carlos and your blush is back. Carlos only chuckles and rolls his eyes at his father.
Carlos changes and comes out, him and his dad start talking in Spanish, you sip on the coffee Gigi has gotten you checking your notifications on your phone. You look up when you feel the conversation getting a tad bit heated, Carlos is standing in a pair of jeans and his team kit his hat is on the bed.
âWhy are you in your team kit?â You ask confused, Carlos Sr. moved his hand in your direction, indicating to his son to tell you whatâs going on.
âIâm going to the race today.â Carlos said and you frowned.
âWhy? Are they making you go?â You asked seeing no reason for him to be anywhere, but back in the hotel and resting until his flight.
âNo, but I want to be there.â Carlos said simply and his dad muttered something under his breath.
âYou just got a surgery not even 24 hours ago.â You say standing up.
âI know, but like I told papa, I want to go be there for the team, and I wonât be doing an media or anything, it wouldnât be different than me staying in the hotel.â
âDoubt it.â Sr. mutters. You think for a moment, not liking this at all.
âOkay, but remember I feel your pain, at the first sign of it weâll be out of there.â You tell him with a pointed look, daring him to disagree.
âOkay, fine.â Carlos says and Gigi smirks.
âI like this one.â
Both Carlos Sr. and Jr. walked to the motorhome first, and you and Gigi followed after, you had a Ferrari with 55 hat on, your head was done as instructed as you followed the man in front of you. There has been a dull pain in your side as the pain killers wore off, but it wasnât too bad so you said nothing. Getting to the garage, Gigi sticks to your side and shows you around, Carlos is busy, which isnât the resting he said heâd do.
Gigi soon introduces you to Alex, Charleâs soulmate, you both talk about your soulmates. Unlike you she knew about Formula 1 before she dated Charles, but her knowledge was limited before that. She was super nice to you, as she explained a few things about the race, she also pointed out where Carlos is in the garage. You may have known him for so little time, but seeing him work, showed you a different side to him. Heâs very dedicated and clearly loves what he does.
You find yourself in the back of the garage in a staff only area, itâs like a cafeteria. Carlos was standing to the side eating from a plat in his hand while you talked with Charles and Alex.
Carlos drops his fork on the floor and in a reflex move he bends to pick the fork up. Your side suddenly flares up and you gasp clutching your side. Both Charles and Alex look at you in concern.
âItâs Carlos.â You tell them and move to get to your soulmate, when your clumsy self decides to hit the side of a table with your hip making you stumble and now hold your hip. Carlos curses and he moves to get to you only ending up hunched over from the strain he puts to his side.
âYou both, need to stop moving!â Carlos Sr. says and goes to see Carlos and make sure he hasnât popped a stitch or something. Charles and Alex were at your side pulling you up.
âYou are clumsy.â Charles says with a teasing smile, and Alex hits his shoulder, giving herself the same pain, but it makes him stop.
âMade for each other you two.â Carlos Sr. says and you and Carlos meet eyes, you both smile and chuckle, this recovery is going to be harder than you both expected.
It took you two weeks to allow Carlos to do any kind of kissing, and still, you stayed away from his side when you did. Carlos had you in his home to get to know you while he was in between races. He just came back from a race that he won, first winner of the season, that isnât Max. it took more than usual out of him, which was understandable. But now that he was cleared to race, here you were on his bed, him leaning on the headboard and you in his lap, kissing. I never felt this good. Every bite ever suck was felt by the two of you. It left you gasping and moaning for more. Both your lips are puffy and bruised, Carlos moves his lips to your neck in wet kisses before he finds your sweet spot that had you moving over him. He groans and starts sucking, so lost in the moment.
The next day you wake up first and head to the bathroom for a quick shower, Carlos hears the water and wakes up. He walks in the bathroom and stops when he sees himself in the mirror, he lets out a curse. You poke your head out hearing him curse.
âWhatâs wrong?â You ask and he turns to show you his neck, you burst out laughing. â
âBut it looks good on you.â Carlos almost whined and you couldnât help but continue laughing.
âWell did you come into here to stare at yourself in the mirror, or?â You asked raising an eyebrow before turning and getting back under the shower head. Carlos forgets all about the hickeys covering his neck, collarbones and chest. He did a number on you last night.
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Letâs just say it was easier for you to cover them than Carlos. The next race, the fans spotted them fast.
âLooks like you had a fun night.â Jensen commented while interviewing Carlos with a knowing smirks on his face. âWild girl?â
âUh no, I wouldnât sag that. I did them myself.â Carlos admitted his face warming up a bit. You watched the interview from the sides, your neckline and hair covering up all the bruises he left on you.
âDid them yours- oh, oh, congratulations, mate.â Jensen bro hugged Carlos, realising what he meant. âWe all had to learn where to stop.â
You rolled your eyes bit still smiled, Carlos already knew where to stop, evident by the fact that more bruises ended right under his neckline.
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It was all just a time thing, with your clumsiness and Carlosâs love of kissing. But your identical bruises caught on cameras, as well as you hitting something and Carlos reacting was a sign enough for everyone that youâre his soulmate.
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Fandom: Criminal Minds Pairings: Aaron Hotchner/Gender Neutral Reader Word Count: 948 Tags: Food and wine talk, implied sex/closed door Summary: A sweet, domestic blurb based on the prompt 'no electricity.' A/N: Two uses of the word 'she', but it's a song lyric and not representative of the reader's pronouns.
âItâs late in the evening⊠Sheâs wondering what clothes to wear.â You hum along as two voicesâEric Claptonâs, and Aaronâsâwarmly drift through the kitchen like the steam from the wide noodles heâs boiling on the stove. While you whisk together the ingredients for the sauce, rich, flavorful things like peanut butter and ginger and sesame oil, you sway your hips as if dancing, light and carefree.
Both of you are clad in loungewear, clothes so comfortable and worn you never let anyone see you in them but each other; his t-shirt is visibly threadbare, with a frayed neckline and a faded 10th Annual Fairfax County Charity 5k banner across the chest, and when you pass behind him to grab the soy sauce you press your lips to his shoulder just to feel its softness.
You add the soy sauce to your mixtureâtwo kinds, dark and light, a perfect balanceâalong with minced garlic, and you smile when he turns to grab the colander and brushes his hand against the small of your back.
âAnd then she asks me, âDo I look all right?â And I say, âYes, you look wonderful tonight.ââ The line is punctuated with a kiss on your cheek, something soft and easy, and then he drains the noodles, adds them to your bowl of sauce so you can toss everything together. The mixture turns them a pale orange, and you pour the finished product into two bowls, stick chopsticks into the mountains of the fragrant food; with a drizzle of chili oil and a sprinkle of chopped scallions, you are ready to move to the dining room, where candles and white wine and the rest of the record await you.
Youâve just set the bowls down on the table when the power goes out unceremoniously and the apartment is plunged into darkness. The record stops, the blissfully cool central air conditioning whirs to a halt, and Aaron looks over at you from between the two candlesticks with a look that just screams, it figures.
Your first date night in almost a month, due to his cases and your schedule and Jackâs boatload of summer activities, and itâs ruined in less than a second.Â
âIâll check the breaker,â he says with a sigh, and you grab a couple more candles from the sideboard drawer and take them to the living room, the bathroom, the bedroom. It becomes apparent, as you cross the apartment, that the problem isnât the breaker; when you pass by the windows, you can see through the gauzy curtains that the whole complex is dark, streetlights included. Neighbors open their windows, probably an attempt at catching the evening breeze, and you do the same before meeting Aaron back in the dining room, where he stands with his hands on his hips.Â
âItâs fine. We can eat in the candlelight; itâs romantic,â you murmur, wrapping your arms around his waist, and he moves a hand to your cheek and leans in for a kiss. You can tell heâs not thrilled about it, always hates when things donât go according to plan, but youâll do anything to salvage the evening, and you know he will too. âLetâs move to the living room. Itâs cooler now that the windows are open.âÂ
He arches a brow, but picks up the candlesticks and carefully carries them in while you dust off your rusty server talents and transfer the food and wine. You sit beside each other on the sofa, not across from each other as you would have at the table, but it means you can press your elbow against his thigh, take a noodle from his chopsticks just as he tips his head back to eat it, make him laugh like he hasnât in weeks, so itâs all worth it in the end.
Youâre halfway through your bowl when you get the bright idea to take out your phone and pull up the music app, to pick up where you left off and listen to something other than the chew and slurp of Thai peanut noodles and chilly sauvignon blanc.Â
The bowlsâand the wine bottleâsit empty on the table, the candles burned down low by the time the album cycles back to the original song, and now when you sway along, itâs with your body snugly in Aaronâs arms. He leans in for a kiss that tastes like ginger and peanuts, one you lengthen, deepen, a hand in his hair, and itâs an unspoken signal; you separate, carry your dishes into the kitchen and then walk around the apartment, blowing out the candles as you leave each room for the night. You make your way to bed, shedding your comfortable clothes, prepared to fill the rest of the evening the best way the two of you know how.Â
Some time later, as you rest your cheek against his chest and yawn, sleepy and warm from such a perfect, if unexpected evening, he smooths his hand over your throat and tilts your chin to press a sweet, passionate kiss to your lips.Â
He says all he needs to with that one kiss, but you curl your arms around him and smile against him as you ask for just one more. He looks so handsome in the flickering light of the candles, all dark, smoldering eyes and bare skin and striking features, and you let your kisses carry you away.Â
By the time you close your eyes, pleasantly satisfied and ready to sleep, the eveningâs soundtrack is the last thing on your mind, but as Aaron blows out the final candle and presses himself against your back, he whispers softly in your ear:
âOh, my darling, you were wonderful tonight.â
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