I Don’t Want To Hurt Them

Weil es mich fühlen lässt

Me: *cuts myself at every minor inconvenience*

Me when the smallest cigarette ash burns me: BRO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

Hi can someone please just kill me? Like, right now?

I need it

“Here’s to the ones who go to bed with tears in their eyes, and death in their minds.”

— The Poetic Boy

Yeah bro, I'm totally good! My heart just hurts, like all the time, ya know?

TW: BLOOD AND SH

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Do you ever feel hollow and empty? Like the soul has been sucked out of you and there’s nothing left?

That’s how I’ve been feeling today, I just wanna be done. Part of me wants to fight and try to do good things for the world and make a change. But I’m just tired, I just wanna take a really long nap because I’m exhausted. I never get a break, and I feel like I’m on autopilot all the time.

*goes from fine to actively suicidal in 30 seconds flat* 

“I want someone to see the dark parts of my mind. The messy, the scary, the destructive parts and still choose to stay.“