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Pagans who dress modestly, Pagans who veil, Pagans who don’t drink, Pagans who don’t smoke, Pagans who don’t cuss, Pagans who believe their words, their clothing, and the things they do all can represent the Gods: you are so powerful, and so beautiful. The Gods love you so very much ❤️

I feel so terrified right now my prepping senses are coming back in full force and it’s driving my anxiety through the roof. I promised myself I wouldn’t go all doomsday prepper crazy again, yet here we are. Time to dig up and revise old plans, gather supplies, and start carefully considering my next steps here. I suggest anyone in the US start doing the same because it’s getting fucking scary out there.

And I’m by no means an expert, but I’d be happy to help give as much guidance as I can if you’re new to all this

Eat it >:D

Whoops, forgot to post this last year,,

🌷

oh, to cook and bake for my lesbian lover as we build a life and home together...

Mhmm <3

casually scrolling through tumblr does not help the yearning for a gf.

all i want is to live with my gf and have a cozy and domestic life. is that too much to ask for?

Riley💕

This was definitely recorded by Keegan because Merrick left it to him while helping the Walkers

I love your art, don't go the funds, beautiful none the less!!

Open for private commissions!

I have five slots available for late January and Valentine's Day! Email me at hannahlockillustration@gmail.com with what you'd like and I'll get a quote to you. If you're based in the UK and your commission size is small, I might be able to squeeze you in. I note if you're in the EU, I'll no longer be able to send the physical piece due to GSPR rules.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I love them

CAROL (2015) dir. Todd Haynes

I need some bad at my house, we have way to many possibly poisonous other types of spiders 🕷

I am generally uncomfortable or fearful of spiders, but the exception is the humble cellar spider. They like dark places, such as basements and, you guessed it, cellars. Their defining feature is the long, lanky legs. They aren’t very fast, and once they find, commandeer, or make their own webs, they more or less stay there. Typically, this is a corner or an edge. Their body makes them look a bit weird/alien/freaky, but it adds to their allure, to me. They have fuck all for eyesight, so they’ve compensated by using vibrations. Cellar spiders can tell exactly which bug has become entangled in their webs by the vibrations they produce. Here’s where it gets interesting: cellar spiders can replicate these vibrations and trick other spiders on their webs. That’s right, they hunt other spiders! House spiders, redbacks, hobo spiders, reportedly huntsman spiders, too! Having a cellar spider in your home is good way to control or ward off other, more dangerous spiders. When males venture out to mate, they need to let the female know they’re not a bug, so they use a special vibration to signal that. When I first moved in, there were a bunch of cellar spiders. And I cleared them all out. I regret doing that, now. I just saw a cellar spider crawl near my desk, and I was excited! I’d wanted one as a pet, and now that they’re coming back, I’ve got my wish! If you see one idling in a corner in your home, it’s a good little friend to have, and I hope learning about their behavior gave you an unique appreciation for the lanky little arachnid. (I may be wrong in some parts, or have an incomplete understanding, or am missing other important information. If so, let me know! I like learning about these lads).

Noooooo T0T

Just rewatched it on all hallows eve, this is such beautiful art of them <3

Jennifer's body 🩸

T-T the neurotipicals didn't understand and I was so happy, I couldn't understand that they couldn't understand, so I kept repeating myself to help them understand and start stimming to, but they didn't

*sad cat sounds

Lighting two tea lights before bed as an offering to my ancestors (the more visible one) and mokosh. It's not something I do often but I just felt like it tonight. What little things offerings do you do with your spirits tmblr?

(Also to preface i am very new to Rodnovery so pls feel free to give advice if you'd like)

"Speaking of Triscuits"

autistic who goes “fun fact” and then proceeds to tell you the most gruesome unfunny thing you’ve heard all day

Lmao my sister and i

autistic who goes “fun fact” and then proceeds to tell you the most gruesome unfunny thing you’ve heard all day

This is so incredibly beautiful (oT-T)尸

S.O.S. pls send help I'm not sure I'll recover in time for the ambulance

artwork by ofcl_obzcurity on instagram.

I wish I had these so i could be overstimulated in style~

Nicole McLaughlin: ‘Teacup Headphones’

Hey, I've never posted on here before but I don't know what else to do. I'm trying here and reddit.

I want to ask u guys for advice.

Mainly on the topics of:

Dissability(mainly undiagnosed cptsd or bipolar, neurological and possible ortho in my knees) + ptsd and ~fibromialgia~

Remote jobs

OHP

So I have been working at a restaurant that is very busy as a host, bus, where I bus tables and greet people + get them drinks. It's complicated, but long story short my boss got burned by my ex parents (part of the cause of the ptsd and cptsd) and is understanding of my situation with them. She works us on a skeleton crew all year round because of us being in a small tourist town, where the summers are busy and the wunters are a flood of layoffs due to lack of customers. So she keeps on only what she can during the winter ALL YEAR. which when we have 3-4 waitress/host busses for the restaurant with multiple large rooms it is intense on even the most able bodied and minds.

Basically the trade off is he'll in the summer for job security in the winter.

Which i would totally be in for, except my body and brain don't seem to be down for the ride of 36hr weeks >:[

And I'm worsening, fast. Especially with the secuall assaults related trauma, making it increasingly dangerous for me to drive to and from work, which is almost 30 min away.

I want to quit so bad, I technically already have and said that I'll try to work 2-3 weeks more, mostly out of guilt.

The second main problem is that my ohp, oregon Healthcare could be taken from me if I quit a job without already securing another. Which I have not.

I'm going to keep applying to Amazon, and other large companies and a few small ones for a remote job and search a but on the area to for an office job (which would not be ideal, but still better).

But I'm quitting today, school just let out which means even more than what I already have had and I'm pretty sure that I met my replacement yesterday.

I honestly don't know what to do, I'm legally homeless and couch surfing and have to wait a week or two to even try to get my fafsa approved. (Which I might be able to get a job at the community college, IF I take at least one class)

I want to get a degree like paralegal, but thats after I fix my credit.

Lil vent:

It's so frustrating when it feels like my body and mind are holding me back from who I should've been... I should've been the person who worked hard despite her past and made a good savings and future for herself. I'm trying to get into a therapist and pursue a specialist who can help, but if I loose my health insurance I'm screwed. Gods, this sucks.

But seriously, the heck am I supposed to do ʕಠᴥಠʔ

☆(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*

Like to charge reblog to cast

shhh let her finish and send it out pls

please don't bother Barbara -- she's busy making an email.

in this house, work is work. money is money

We respect all types of work boots in this house. Like to charge, reblog to cast

Very true

What if we watched a ghibky movie with it thundering outside while sipping hot chocolates or tea?...what if we put blankets in the dryer so they'd be extra warm and snuggled in the together? What if...

I'm so sad .... wouldn't it be awful if a nice soft lesbian came to comfort me and we curled up on the couch together and just cuddle and watched TV together playing with each other's hair, fingers, just lazily loving each other.... that would be so crazy ... what if we went on walk toegther? gave each other things that make us think of each other? made meals together? what if we got ready for the day together and you help me clasp my necklaces and I help you with anything you wanted? what if I came home from work and we could just melt into each other? loving each other day by day? ...... what if....

(*ﾉ▽ﾉ)

Same, like I h u r t let me sleep

Why do so many of my peers tease me about "my early bedtime"? It's not shameful??? Also, it's not like I can help it, my body will start to shut down if I'm not laying down (then later asleep) by a certain time.

Ha, love this

Oooh i love this so much!! <3

Some pics of the Baba Yaga's Hut piece I've been working on for a few days.

I'll have to scan and tweak it properly before it's ready for making prints, but I'm happy with it 😊

<3