I Genuinely Can't See Myself As An Adult , Having Work N Spouse N Kids

but also imagine you've spent 30+ years successfully repressing any trace of homosexuality from your outward persona and then the second you leave town everyone you know starts calling you a faggot behind your back when you can't defend yourself against the allegations. I'd be so pissed

got an appointment today for my depression hopefully i can get medicated 🕯🙏

being alive is just so exhausting

how I lay on my pink bed scrolling my phone in my pink room as if there werent countless bleeding marks all over my body and an unsatisfiable emptiness that's consuming me slowly yet surely:

thinking about ryans beard rash today

Sorry to break yall's hearts but this is too well written of a post to not include in here.