I Just Cannot Stop Thinking Of Jon Trying So Hard To Grieve For The Real Elias After He Finds Out Because

I have two wolves inside me.

One is committed to learning moral ethics.

The other says “Ough, I wanna be him” to any villain that serves cunt.

Fiddleford found one of his old shirts

The Grandest Aziraphale there ever was. 

This but Lisa and the creature

Ecosocialist praxis

Unfortunately I can't get mad over ford's "grammar, Stanley" I too would do that to my brother if given the chance

Was looking for some lighthearted regency era shenanigans, but woah, this hit hard.

If Augustus is Jonah, and becomes conscious, I Hope we see him break down in tmagp

Like he gave everything to the eye and it threw him away like he was nothing. He had killed a lot of people and even ones he had loved. He had to kill his humanity and even who he was for it. He spent centuries sacrificing and serving it so it can have the world in its image, So it can have power. And it threw him away without a second thought. For someone who was trying to kill it.

If the theory that the fears are different now, imagine how scared he’ll be when he wakes up, doesn’t know this and thinks the eye cut him off completely. He dedicated his life to it. Now that it’s gone, what would he even do.

I like to think that Jonah was actually a person at some point. before the eye. That he genuinely loved Barnabas and all of them. That he had motivations outside of the eye. Before he threw them away for the beholding. I like to think now that he has his original voice back, and not one of the stolen ones from Elias Bouchard or James Wright, will send him on a spiral. Reminds him of who he was. And what he could’ve had if he never got involved.

How nobody is calling out this post clearly feeling eye power related is shocking to me…

For some reason when I was first listening to tma, I didn't process that Elias was the head of the Institute. So my first introduction to him was that Jon was going to ask him to increase security (because worms).

I thought that Elias was just the security guy. He was the one security guard in the place or something. And so I created this picture of him in my head where he was this semi-spiffy blond 30yr old guy who was super laid back and smoked weed.

And then I figured it out, and I was sad bc I had to change my brain picture of him.

BUT THEN

I WAS ACTUALLY R I G H T

AFTER MONTHS OF THINKING I WAS JUST BAD AT LISTENING

TURNS OUT I'M ACTUALLY JUST PROPHETIC

SO TAKE THAT

"Those who disagree will be thrown at the hole" - Bill, probably

a dark academia reading list

If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio

The Secret History by Donna Tartt

The Plays of Oscar Wilde

Gentlemen & Players by Joanne Harris

The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

Tales of Mystery and Imagination by Edgar Allan Poe

The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt

The Enola Holmes Books by Nancy Springer

Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte

Macbeth by William Shakespeare

Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman

Circe by Madeline Miller

Mythology by Edith Hamilton

The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

The Sherlock Holmes Mysteries by Arthur Conan Doyle

People Like Us by Dana Moyle

The Ivies by Alexa Donne

The Atlas Six by Olivie Blake

Truly Devious by Maureen Johnson