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this is how i feel when i use this ping as puppeteer
FUCK orpheus, and not in the good way. id bodyslam that bitch and have him eat the damn DIRT.
i was on the fence about him but after game 3 info, I'll knock his teeth out
im a ganji defender for LIFE (he's my husband so ofc)
no fr, kinda feel really gross about it rn
yooo s6 nikolai design leaks are looking fire đ„đ„
fyodors death really changed him đđ
Honkai: Star rail | Boothill
My bbgs
If you were the darling of 3 of the 5 members of the Decay of Angels, it would be pretty bad luck for you.
All 3 of them are very possessive of you just like any other yandere. All 3 of them aren't very strict with you, the only rule is that escaping isn't allowed. Fyodor, Nikolai, and Sigma all know that there's no escaping from them with their vast connections and excellent combat skills plus the thousands of people under their command. They're confident that even if you somehow manage to escape, they can easily bring you back. If somehow they still can't find you, they might even pay a visit to Fitzgerald and "borrow" his Eyes of God.
Fyodor is the scariest one out of the trio. Unlike Nikolai, he doesn't necessarily give off a very friendly vibe. Fyodor gives off a don't-piss-me-off-or-you-will-regret-it vibe. It looks like Fyodor is always staring at you and judging you secretly with his challenging and cold gaze.
Fyodor often likes testing you, such as leaving the front door unlocked or even giving you an opportunity to escape. The first time you took the opportunity you were immediately caught and dragged back. Fyodor was dissapointed with you and you certainly didn't want to see him angry.
Fyodor sometimes even flirts with you just to mess with you and to see your reaction. It makes him laugh whenever he sees you blushing or getting nervous.
Fyodor can be pretty sweet with you sometimes and he loves giving you gifts! For your birthday he got you cake and flowers which made you happy. Fyodor glanced in awe at you as you happily ate cake without a care in the world.
Fyodor often calls you his Myshka (little mouse) as a nickname for you. It's only right for him because he's the leader of the Rats of the House of the Dead.
One time you even went with him into the underground base and you saw him typing away with a huge computer setup. Whenever you're at the base, Fyodor wants you to be in the same room. Under different circumstances, he would let you roam around but the underground tunnels were easy to get lost in and he wants to be able to have you at arms length.
This other time you were walking with Fyodor when he was giving out instructions to some of his underlings. You remember when you met some guy named Ivan and he gave off a pretty weird vibe.. you also heard from Pushkin that he was a "total nut case"..
Nikolai is the chillest one out of the trio. He's funny and he shows you tons of magic tricks. You could even fall for him if he wasn't a terrible person plus him being one of your captors.
Nikolai is pretty entertaining and there's never a dull moment with him. You entertain his silly theatrics and he always knows when to make you laugh. Nik's always messing with you by using that stupid coat ability of his. One time, he even grabbed your leg as a joke and he started tickling it. You bursted out laughing both from it being funny but it lowkey creeped you out. Especially with the look he gave you where he grinned really widely and started lifting his eyebrows up and down in a way.
One time, you tried escaping from Nikolai by running into a store and he contacted Fyodor and Sigma letting them know of the instance. Next thing you know, Fyodor and Sigma are laughing their asses off behind a computer screen on the security cameras at the way Nikolai messes with you by having random objects fall on top of you. You're scared shitless when Nikolai decides to drop a random mouse on you..
This other time Nikolai had wanted to show you something during one of his missions that he dragged you along too. Nikolai was recording some video in a meeting room with government officials. You couldn't help but laugh your ass off when Nikolai messed up during the recording session especially since it was live.
"Oh no! An on-air-oopsy! Quick stop the camera, I can't go on any longer!"
You couldn't help but feel bad for the "tiger boy" (as Nikolai referred to him as) when he got hit by a pole as a result of Nikolai's ability..
Sigma is the most lenient one of the trio. For instance, he grants you more freedom than the other trio members and he forgives you a lot more if you make a mistake and you're sincerely sorry about it.
Sigma often has you sit on his lap while he's busy at his desk at the Sky Casino. Whenever Sigma is busy with other things besides paper work, he'll even give you some money and let you roam around the casino.
You have fun playing with the machines and Sigma might even rig one of them to have you win the jackpot. He might even be watching you through the camera and smile at how happy you look when you win.
You're gonna be pretty confused when you see random explosions plus some weird people claiming themselves to be "Hunting Dogs".. especially when you head back to Sigma's office and see a random hole in the wall with Sigma panicking. Who knows what was even going on? Being around the Decay of Angels had its fair share of strange experiences so you weren't surprised when weird things happened in the Sky Casino..
Should you be worried when you spot a pink haired girl who could magically age herself up?..
Hm.
Nah.
A 'What-If' for The Economic Difference Between The Miner and Mine Owner's Daughter
Rated Explicit | Warning: period typical sexism, past noncon mentioned, depression, power imbalance
Golden Cave ruined your family utterly.
All because of greed, the families of those dead miners caused such an uproar that politicians are using it to their advantage. Did your father truly cut corners just so he could find the supposed gold in the Golden Cave? The villagers reportedly did warn him both the dangers in the cave, but they also took the work opportunity too⊠God, this is such a mess! How could this happen!?
When you woke up, the doctor of the mining site said Norton was carrying your unconscious body to the infirmary before the explosion happened. Since that accident, you have been asleepâŠÂ
For a year. So much happened in a year, so much time missing.
There were no dreams, no sensation of being asleep for so long! Doctor Dyer even said they started fearing the worst. It is not like that was your concern; it was your father and the miners.
The news given to you is beyond heartbreaking⊠In a year you have lost everything your father ever owned or built himself, including your home.
When you learned more about the events⊠The explosion, the suicide pact made by your father, and ordered the workers to followâThere was a research article on the gas that caused the hallucination.
How were the hallucinations they saw so realistic to them that your father would⊠Why the suicide pact?! Did they truly believe the promises of in the sentences of madness?! A question you know the answer to as the detonation of the charges buried the cave with everyone inside, all those men who worked themselves so often to death to make ends meetâ Scarcely.
Perhaps this karmaâŠÂ As now you are left with utterly nothing.
The mining company went bankrupt to pay the families off⊠Everything your father owned was sold off by your motherâs side of the family, they did not want to take from their pockets the money needed to pay off your fatherâs debts.
The life you knew is gone, your mother's family had turned away from you to keep their livelihood secure (though they pay for your medical upkeep), and the families of those miners demanded your blood. It is a nightmare scenario that leaves you helpless.
It hurt that their last words to you were to either find a rich husband or sell yourself at some brothel. They abandoned you, just like they did with your father after your mother died.
Suddenly, you have fallen from the top to now sinking into the bottom.
It was too much for you. The sense of isolation, loneliness, and helplessness quickly takes root in your heart. Your friend, the doctor whose name is William Dyer, visits you from time to timeâVisiting as often as he can with his wife when you are transferred to a mental ward.
Your dark thoughts had led you to a dark option as you grieved; staying in a coma felt like a better option.
Yet, you find yourself digging more into it despite the advice of Doctor Dyer given your fragile mental state.
The Golden Cave accident, how could it have gotten so⊠The more reports say the mine was unfit to be worked in, they say the gas within the cave has a hallucination effect, the canary that was sent in died but your father covered it up.
Everything was your fatherâs fault, and the sins of the father fall upon his only child.
Doctor Dyer took you in when you were discharged from the hospital. You have nothing but some clothes that do not fit you, and Dyer apologizes that he could not get anything that belonged to you during the year of your coma. You do not mind wearing a manâs overalls and work shirt; you were simply grateful to have a friend in this cold world. You swore to repay his and his wifeâs kindness; you will not take this for granted.
The road is not easy, or rather it is especially not easy for a woman to find work, and you are unmarried as well.Â
Your name does not help as it brings out different types of reactionsâThe worst is the one when you were able to fetch a job as a maid for some new money tycoon.
It took a few months, Doctor Dyer told you that there is light at the end of this darkness and you are close to reaching it. The wife says luck is on your side, she gives serious advice though when you tell her about being a housekeeping service. They are popular among the new money as many of their staff are young and agreeable looking. You realize what she means when one of the older women who in is charge tells you a pretty face goes a long way rather than skill (there is a different skill they suggested you to work on).
The old woman says there was a client who specifically asked for you, and you know this going to be risky as your name is well-known. The papers were at least in your favor, but some people will gladly take out their outrage on you.
In a snap of a finger, when the chosen servants entered the mansion, a castle truthfully, to greet their new master; your luck quickly ran out the moment you laid eyes upon the person you will be working for...
Norton Campbell.
Father was never a religious man, he was a firm believer in man taking his fate into his own hands.
Thus it made it strange why he and other miners took their lives in the Golden Cave, the doctor says they were⊠All of them⊠Were so firm about following your father deep into the cave to sacrifice themselves. You are never going to get answers, no matter how deep you try to search for them, it is like every answer is buried in Golden Cave, Lakeside Village.
You had to stop at some point, you needed to focus on living and surviving every day with your last name.
With your current job, you are busy every moment of the day; Master Campbell has you working like a dog. Heh, guess it makes sense given the moment he laid eyes on youâ The humorous laugh he let out when he had stood in front of you after inspecting the other house staff, he plucked you out of the lined-up team to speak with you in private. Contract modification, he made you his personal maid.
Working for Master Campbell is hell, a twisted penance, he hangs over your head not only being the one who saved your life but the one who was bullied by your father and his lackeys. He told you to get used to sore hands and knees.
The company says the employer can do whatever they wish as long as it is in the contract, signed, and the money in commission to the company and the employee given is the appropriate amount.
Oh, you signed the new contract. It felt like you pricked your finger and signed it in blood. You need the money, you need the housing, and you know this is the only place you are going to get workâ Steady work.
Today you timed that Master Campbell is stressed, he usually is this time of yearâŠ
After all, it is the anniversary of the Golden Cave incident.
He keeps to himself, staying in his study for most of the day, quiet too. You stand in front of the study dutifully guarding it from any of the staff who may need to âbotherâ him, you are an extension of him so you may speak for him today.
It is almost a rough day for you, it always has and always will be. Your father's death, the minersâ death, and there is no amount of money that will bring back the lives lost that day. There was a big scandal, the accident was talked about for days, and it suddenly went quiet until you woke up a year later.
You⊠Still wished you never woke up.
â(Last Name),â You nearly jump at the sound of Norton's voice coming from behind you, the study door is open, âI need you.â Low, his chin resting on your shoulder as he whispers those words in your ear.
You can't help the shiver up your spine, nor stop him from pulling you into the study.
The door closes silently but the lock if it echoes like a deathbell.
In the end, he won.Â
âMaster Campbell!â
He won, a victory long deserved and he is basking in the light of it.
âPlease, Master Campbell!â
Here you are the prize, laid out on his desk, your arms pinned down and eyes gloss with tears and shameful desire. Your uniform is a mess now, the apron tossed to the floor, the top ripped open at the top exposing your chemiseâ Which he tore open to touch your breastsâ, the skirt lifted and old fashion open drawers he has you wearâ Only youâ Giving him free excess to your cunt.
You are glowing in the afternoon sun peeking from the partially open curtains, you are trembling as you are recovering from the first orgasm he drives you to. He licks his fingers as you are trying to gather your senses, something he doesn't allow as he pulls out his hard cock from his trousers.
A couple of unworthy souls, the burnt scars on the left side of his face and body, and now he has it all. Including you.
It is laughable, he has laughed about so many nights alone in his study with a glass of bourbon, he won it all!
Norton fucking Campbell has made it to the top!
From the bowels of the earth to the highest point of the sky, this bastard has risen above them all! The price is well worth it to have that thieving bossâ daughter right here. Yes, that mine owner's daughter serves that runt Norton Campbell like a whore! Cleaning wherever the chores take you before night falls you here on his bed.
Finally, the sight before him has made the years of torment almost worth itâŠ
You cry out his name, his first name, as he thrusts hard and deep into your quim; he groans with a grin on his face as once more your velveteen blissful walls squeeze around him. Oh, he knows how deep he is, so deep there is a bump at your lower stomach as his cock kisses your cervix, it makes him feral as he can touch it and know you feel it too.
The first time you touch the bump, you nearly fainted from shock, instead you fainted from how many times you cummed that night. Norton is insatiable when it comes to you.
A wolf with his jaws around the perfect sacrificial lamb, he will devour you each time.
âSo fucking tight,â Chuckling as he pins your arms above your head with one hand and another groping roughly your breast. âSuch a perfect cunt, and it's all mine.â
You bite down on your bottom lip, tears at the corner of your eyes, your body is screaming for him to move. It is cruel how your body welcomes him like a lover, your mind only accepts this as a transaction between employer and employee.
Even if it is inappropriate, you need to survive.
âYes, Master CampbellâŠâ Knowing he wants to hear you agree, âYou are⊠So muchâŠâ
âPft, you are still terrible at bedroom talk,â It puts one of your legs on his shoulder, âNot like it matters as I am going to fuck you until all you can say barely is my name.â A promise he always makes good on, staff already has heard half of the sexual encounters between the two of you.
Norton is not a mess you do not recall in the Golden Cave, he learned and had fun with others just to ruin you for anyone. You are his toy, his prize, his one and only; so long as he has his status and power, you will remain here.
Forever, he made the perfect gilded cage. You should be thankful you wormed your way into his heart.
The creaking protests of the desk, the slapping of skin, your body falling apart and he is rebuilding each time, and he is pulling you down into the abyss with each kiss on your lips.
âYou're mine,â Possessive, âThat's it, go on singing little canary, give me your all.â Demanding.
Norton's hands are all over your body, his teeth too as he marks your skin. Greedy.
He is going to pull you into the darkness, he will be your shining false hope like the Fool's Gold he would find during his secret digs. You will breathe him in, become lost in the caverns of his desire, and come to accept it as love.
Hi! can i request nikolai, dazai and tecchou when their s/o trips infront of them?
OHMYGOD MY FAV BOYS AHAHAHAHAHH SURE!! (and thank you for the request!!! I truly deeply madly appreciate it! âĄ)
pairings... gn!reader x Dazai, Nikolai, Tetchou
fluff! - short scenarios
I apologize for any mistakes in advance - english is not my first language!
Hope you enjoy! xx
Dazai Osamu
Dazai would take every chance to flirt with you. Even when you scratch your limbs on the concrete. Not-so-secretly he finds it very cute when you're clumsy around him.
It was a long day at the ADA; you had to stay overtime in the office until late at night. Dazai accompanied you until you finished all the paperwork and insisted on walking you home.Â
âBut I live near the office, itâs gonna be fine on my own, Dazai!â You mentioned when he accompanied you in the opposite direction where he lived.Â
âI canât let a pretty ladâ walk alone at night!â he laughed your independence off. âAnd even though Yokohama is really pretty at night, it is also very dangerous. So! Itâs my pleasure to walk my precious colleague home under the moonlight.â
You sighed, but a warm smile appeared in the corner of your mouth. You were walking in peaceful silence next to each other. The moon was so bright, you couldnât help but stare at it. A few meters later, you stepped on your own shoelace, and in the blink of an eye, you faced the ground very closely.Â
âY/N!â After you heard Dazai loudly say your name, you felt your knees and elbows burning from pain.Â
âOuch, ouch, ouch.â you hissed. Dazai was on his knees beside you, helping you sit up.Â
âOh my, belladonna! I know Iâm handsome, but you shouldnât take falling for me so literally.â He leaned in close to get a good, clear look at your scars. âAnd also inviting me over this way, very cunningâŠâÂ
âWhat are you talking about?â Suddenly, he lifted you up bridal-style in his arms and continued walking to your home.
Nikolai Gogol
Nikolai is really careful around you - especially when you're not sober. Of course, he jokes around a lot and all, but he won't risk hurting you. Not on purpose at least. Mostly he tries to keep you safe when you're around him.
âI can walk on my own, Kolya! I only drank two beers!â You tried to avoid the fact that you hadnât eaten all day - so alcohol was like the hammer to the head of a nail. âOkay, then what about a quiz?â his hands were under his cloak, and suddenly a gentle hand tugged your hair behind your ear. You tried to keep it cool and rolled your eyes, but your face couldn't lie - it turned a light shade of pink from the gentle movement.Â
âMhmm, mmhmm, lemme hear it.â You mumbled while concentrating hard on your footsteps.
âThatâs the spirit, dove! Okay, so tell me, what is something that always runs but never stops?â he eagerly looked at you; his shoulders almost touching yours.Â
You were thinking hard, humming to yourself. âThe train? Mmm, no-no, it stops at the stations.. hmm⊠hmm⊠the rain? No, no, it usually stops sooner or laterâŠâÂ
He giggled while looking at your thoughtful face; Nikolai found it pretty attractive how seriously you took his question. You were so deep in your thoughts that you accidentally tripped on an outstanding cobblestone. The next moment you opened your eyes, strong arms were wrapped around your whole body, and your face was buried in Nikolaiâs chest.Â
His heartbeat was loud and fast. âHeart.â You mumbled into his chest.Â
âHuh?â Nikolai loosened his arms a bit to look at your face.Â
âHeart. I said, the answer is heart.â You felt your face heat up from this unexpected intimacy. The confusion and worry disappeared from Nikolaiâs face and were replaced with a tender smile.
âCorrect, doll, correct.âÂ
Tetchou Suehiro
Tetchou is as clumsy as you. But hey, at least he tried! From the bottom of his heart, he wanted to protect you from falling, at least. Maybe he was just too hungry to think properly.
âI canât believe weâve gotten lostâŠâ You let out a long sigh and tip-toed to the sky, trying to get signal to check your GPS. âFurthermore, weâre in the middle of nowhere...âÂ
âI told you I could cut those treesââ Tecchou placed his hand on his sword, hoping you changed your mind.Â
âNo! No damage to the forest!â You shook your head in disbelief; even the thought of doing something so brutal to these trees made you pissed.Â
âOkay, okay, just an idea if youâll get bored or hungry or both.â The very same moment he finished the sentence, his stomach growled loudly.
You suddenly turned in his direction and wanted to scold him, but your feet got stuck in something and you tripped. You already saw your destiny in your mind: landing among the leaves and twigs on the ground. Instead of this unpleasant scenario, when you opened your eyes, your face was lying on a muscular chest. You glanced up and saw Tetchou looking at you, worried as hell. His uniform hat was somewhere beside your body.Â
âHuh?â Suddenly, you realized what position you are in with him right now. A rosy blush spread along your cheeks.Â
âSorry, I⊠I wanted to catch you, but⊠my feet got stuck in somethingâŠâ He scratched his head in embarrassment. You both lay there for a few more moments before he helped you stand up.Â
A yellow leaf was hanging from Tetchouâs messed up hair. âHey.â You placed his hat back on his head and took the leaf out at the same time. âThank you.âÂ
Aaaah it was so fun to write! Thanks a lot again for this request! âĄ